My Christmas!!!!!

My Christmas???? Well.... If you ask me.... It's kinda BORING but though.......

We had this Xmas Party......... And..... Well...... Why am I talking about this...... anywayz...... I only got the chance to go to the "MISA DE GALLO" on the 24th..... hehehehe....... Probably because It was exam days...... and consider that the 9days of mass was held first thing in the morning...... like before the sunrise....... and I had a hard time waking up during mornings.... hehehehehe........ Well.... It's not a surprise for my friends..... There was even this time.... The day before the exam..... I found this book that belongs to my Classmate, though it has no name written on it, I'm like soooo "desperate" to took it because I lost my book....... remmber the saying "FINDERS KEEPERS"...... hehehehe.... it got through my head that time...... I was asking for oppinions from my friends and classmates..... and they just said "You can take it..... but later when you open it, it has a page about CONSIENCE......" even went like "You can take it but be sure to return it 2morow" or like this..."You can take it but just go to the mass first thing in the morning and confess it"....... hahaiiizzZZZzzz....... So I end up borrowing WENAI's book, anywayz..... she told me she doesn't need it anymore....... And then.......

So my Christmas went BORING........ The GLOBE UNLITXT went out so everyone's on sun..... considering also that I forgot to buy one when I'm already there at the mall..... so in the end I got this SIM for almost 6yrs with me until now...... everybody's calling with their sun UNLICALL... even so.... If i'm gonna buy SUN that friday, I can't get the numbers of my classmates nah..... so how can I use it...... hahahaiiiZZzzzz......

On Christmas eve..... I spend my time giving CHRISTMAS comments on Friendster..... Some did gave me a reply...... and some also did send me Christmas greetings.... On the next day I didn't want to open my friendster becauase I know there are christmas greetings, and I want to gather them all up so that there will be LOTZ of them.... But on the last minute my mom wanted me to print something.... So I end up opening my accounts...... I was really surprised when I look at my account....... considering also that when I look at my messages..... "**** wants to brighten your day with a smile."..... !aseh! I did appreciate it, though...... for some things...... like... What's with the "us"..... "mo"..... "kami"....."Kayo"...... and so on and so forth...... I didn't quite get it??? Who's "US".... or "MO"..... I mean I'm sure that i'm one of those "mo", but I mean... to whom are you refering to in particular..... AnywayzZZz..... now I know where I stand....

PDR== (PLease Don't Read!!!) hahaha...... I've just watched this anime entitled SAIUNKOKU MONOGATARI or "TALE OF SAIUNKOKU"....... Bastah... its Genre were love, histoical settings.... Basta just like fushigi..... and The ending of the Part1 that was chapter39..... In the end, the Emperor told Shurei "WE LOVE YOU"...... I mean, why would he address as WE??? Well.... In fact they were alone together...... and the emperor did really love Shurei, and said that they can take it slowly and achieved first their dream because he know that they will still end up together, so The emperor will WAIT...... !ASEH!....

==>>> From Here I want and need to Wake up from my wonderful DREAm!!!

What a WEEK to start my DECEMBER!!!!!!

"Hitting a Person with 3 stones"===>

"Sometimes you just need to pretend that you're awkie But you can't hide the fact that you're already Bleeding"====>

"Even if it already stops bleeding and time passed by; a wound will still remain 2 let u know the PAIN"

"No matter what happens LIFE STILL KEEPS on GOING ON; You just have to move FORWARD and ride with the flow" ====>

What a week to start my december....... On the first day of december, we had this RATED PG (Pongracz07 vs. Gonzales08); it was just a friendly sporsfest. We play various games like Basketball, Volleyball, Softball, and war games. We don't have class during monday, so I starte my week during TUESDAY!!!! Then that WEDNESDAY afternoon, upon going at SM to buy the materials that are needed for our term paper a "SUDDEN" news just came to me in the person of KRISTIA She told me that....... That's TOO CONFIDENTIAL!!!! Then that THURSDAY... we went to XU main to watch a play because we will be performing next year.... Upon watching the show, One of the Characters in the story just came up to me and said "GUD EVENING" I didn't replied back.... Maybe because I didn't expect it comming...... hehehehe....... on that FRIDAY, after class has ended.... we passed by the Lobby Where the 3rd yr was helding their cheerdance; I was nervous then because my "hatest" was like staring at me and feels like I couldn't move.... I mean.... What did I do to deserve these???!!!..... Have I done something "WRONG"???!!!! and to think that these things happened in just a WEEK........ At first I was thinking that OH MY, I'm already in 4th yr, time passes by so quickly and I still wanna hold BACK...... But now, I'm already thinking twice, I can't wait to MOVE and just pretend that everything is OVER and just FORGET the past.........

Mah WEEK!!!!!!

hahaiizzZZzz....... what a week!!!!

Monday: I got this stupid headache that's why wala ko ka-apil sa meeting ("GLAD")....

Tuesday: came and I recieved my Chin2x TICKETS..... Sponsored by XU College of agriculture and 4-mayer, worth700, I need to sell them before thurs......

Wednesday: we had a seminar about life.... We watched this video and a movie about the kid and the shoe something..... OMG tommorrow nah ang concert, so we sell at morning mist.....

Thursday: the most awaited moment, we're free in entering the concert and I got home almost 12 midnight, good thing our helper watched the concert......
PS= Gilakag ni Salem ang Jeep from XU to CATHEDRAL!!!! hahahaha

Friday: We had to watch the Debate about UN if it will be abolished or not...... Then we watched ONE MORE CHANCE..... hahahaha...... I got home 9 something..... then when I turned on the computer my mom got mad because I had to take an exam first thing in the morning..... So I went to sleep.....

Saturday: Agriculture building, room 605..... hahahaha..... The test was easier than the CSAT and much much way easier than LA SALLE...... Then we had our lunch at MCDO dvSoria..... and from there we walked until we reached Jollibee in Cogon..... hahahaha...... Then we watched ENCHANTED at Sm....... wohooOOOo......

Sunday: I'm gonna watch CANVAS, ONEGAI TWINS, and DEATH NOTE!!!!! OMG--->>>> I also had to make my poem in filipino and my Thesis report...... huhuhuhu...... How can I do all these thingz?????

Oh well..... That summarizes my WEEK......... hahaiiizzZZZzz.....

Saturday, November 17, 2007

I need to wake up early on Saturday morning coz' this will be the day that I'll take the entrance exam on DLSU for Manila..... ("Hopefully my PARENTS would let me take my college there---> If ever makapasar).... So... I woke up at 4am.... But before that.... Thursday, it was the day when our EXAM PERMIT had arrived, then we were like planning to go there to Iligan on Friday afternoon and sleep at my classmate's house there. But on the following day, that was Friday, I got a headache due to my Colds so I didn't went to school. Then suddenly Carren and some of my friends txtd me and thought that I already went to Iligan with TESSA. That time Tessa was also absent because she was already late for school and it was also the time that she lost her phone the night before. So I've decided to went on the afternoon, then when I went there a lot were like looking for me.... hehehehehe..... Of course my Friends, and those who would also take the entrance exam at DLSU, and my Groupmates in Physics, I thought that we'll report next week pah... hehehehe.... then, some went like "Hey!! U're here"... and some were like "missing you"... anywayzZz.... I was only gone for a half day... hehehehe......

Back on Saturday morning at 4... It was like 1 hr and 30 min travel in going there.... We took the exam at room3 and my seat was #16... It's on the FRONT SEAT!!!!! and I hate my Colds!!!!! Bad Timing!!!! By the way... the grade6 room there ROCKZ!!!! Their rooms were tiles and with aircon with 5 electric fans, compared to our room that had only 2 electric fans..... and to think that our tuition was ($$$$$).... anywayz.... During the exam I can't concentrate because of my Colds that's the cause of my Headache and I wanna "PEE".... I was like holding it up for 2-3hrs.... the SCIENCE part SUCKS!!!! It was like grade6 lessons!!! I hate it!!!! I totally forgot all about clouds, like stratosphere, etc.... I was only sure about the converting thing... the Kelvin=to=Centegree=to=F*.... and some of those Friction and momentum thingy.... all the rest were like "LUCK"... On dismissal my tito with my mom fetch me... oh! and Rotchmagne was with me because her mom had to attend an errand and went back to Cagayan.... We were Home at 6... too bad it rained I could've went to my Tito's Private ressort and swim just for a minute.....

PS=== Notice the Color Green THINGY!!!!!

INTRAMURALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What a WEEK!!!!! I'm not sure if I liked this week or not...... Awkiez...... Inramurals was one of my highlighted event... well.... not really highlighted...... but it started during intams in second year and im planning to end it during this intrams because this will be my last intams...... The inrams in second year really changed my life...... from the very first time that he took the different path, i'm planning that when I get there the same event would happen except that I am now the one who will take that path...... anywayzzzZZ...... Im not going to talk about this anymore..... But this inramurals was an unforgetable one (PLASTIC).... Really (SUPER PLASTIC).... I did not even play even just a single game.... hahaiiizzZZzzzZZ..... It was just because of a stupid "CARROT CAKE" that was brought by my mom..... hahahaha....... me, my mom, and our helper had that stomach ache.... that's why I was absent monday and tuesday.... When I came back Soccer was over..... and they replaced me on Softball..... I was THERE nah during Softball game..... All I did was cheer... hahaiiizzZZzz..... and during the last day of Intamurals, I had a GUM STUCK ON MY PANTS..... and my jersey fell on the MUD!!! What a DAY!!!! And My PARENTS would not let me go to the SLEEPOVER!!!!!!

OMG.... This was supposed to be my last year, and my last intramurals on High School ("Hopefully NOT")===>> Sir Padz announced that there MIGHT be another one comming up.... But we had a small gathering at Mikee's Place kanina..... We were like bringing old times back.... !Aseh!.... We were also Planning about a sportsfest..... GONZALES vs. PONGRACZ (laz yr).... hehehehe...... Hope madayon..... and the Movie STARDUST was soooOO AWESOME!!!!!!!!

HahaiiizzZZZzz..... What a day!!! Its our last exam day!!! 2 of the worst subjects ever!!!! ECONOMICS and ACCOUNTING!!!!! Wheewww!!!! When I get inside of our classroom..... suddenly Hazel just told me that MARK CHRISTIAN LAROGA is DEAD!!!! At first I can't believe what she had said.... But then I realized what she had said was true...... so in the afternoon we went at my former school because his body was there....... I know the story but I can't say it here... too bad.... confidencial kasi!!!

CSAT!!!!! (Entrance Exam for College!!!!)

WohoOOOo....... CSAT ganina...... HALF DAY!!!!!! HahaiiizZZzzz......... It's the entrance exam for college..... It will determine if you can take such courses...... for example the nursing, law, medicine, and couses with board exams requires a 60 percentile rank...... hahaiiizZzzZzz...... It will also determine if you can be qualified for scholarship..... hehehehe....... kaya lang...... Time Pressured keu....... Some said that there is even a negative percentile...... !Shez!..... I hope I can get a high, or even just an average Percentile rank...... or even just enough for what course I'm gonna take...... (the course of UNDECIDED!!!!!)....... Oh well..... If I failed, I can take the test again...... hehehehe....... I hope not!!!! The results will be released next month....... I can't wait to see what is the result!!!!

Im SoooOo TIRED!!!!!!!!

I'm SoooOO TIRED today!!!! HahaiiizzZZZzz...... well.... let me start with the good ones....... During morning..... I was surprised to see that almost half of the class were absent today...... really...... and I even slept during Economics..... hehehehe...... PEACE sa nag-report!!!!!! I didn't intend to do so.... but due to the retreat that got off my limits, I felt tired..... But good thing..... During CH time, Ma'am Cathy was absent, so Brother Jodie entered our class..... He knew how we feel..... so instead of doing our activity, that was to read about the LAWs, He let us sleep during CH time..... He said that He caught ma'am Daba sleeping daw I just dunno where, I think in the Faculty..... So... He said Ma'am Daba was Tired How much more KAMI???...... hehehehe...... Wow!!! good thing, in every major subjects, there was a review for the CSAT..... That's not bad..... we don't have to learn new topics for today that would mixed up our minds...... hehehehe...... Me and My classmates missed the atmosphere at JRH (Jesuit retreat house).... The climate there was soOOO COLD.... even during noon time, we wear jackets there..... hehehehe...... and we never got hungry, because after every activity.... there's FOOD!!!!!! and the food there was sooOO YUMMY!!!!!! I miss the CHILLIN FEELING!!!!!!! anywayzzZZz....... hahahaha...... May I ask you..... If somebody Turns his/her back on you, how would you feel!!!!!! I hate it!!!!! gggGgrrrrRR!!!!! I thought everything was turning out so well.... and to think that I just returned from a retreat and here you are making some impressions!!!!! I thought we were ok..... I mean,,,, could you forget the past nah already!!!! Past is Past!!!! and besides, I was the one who started it.... no!!! I mean MY friends started it, so I would be the one to end it..... I feel responsibe for my friends!!! then, again.... here you are making the same acts like the PASt!!!! I even confessed nah MY SINS.... I don't want to make another one..... I mean, I don't wanna repeat everything that I've confessed!!!! This is my LAST year here!!! I don't wanna ruin it!!!! and please Don't ruin my last year!!!! Believe me, If you don't like it, neither am I!!!! I really Hate it more that you do!!!! Well.... If that's the way you wanted it!!!! This time, its YOU who started it.....

RETREAT!!!!!!!

HahaiiizzzZZZzz!!!!!!!! The retreat was a success!!!! Just got home from the retreat at JRH (jesuit retreat house) at malaybalay Bukidnon, on September 28-30, 2007!!!!! hahahaiiiizzZZzz...... Bastah oi.... mixed emotions...... me and Dimple were not able to share because.... wala man gyud mi ma-xare..... we had a nice life.... no problems with grades, Family, and Friends...... hahahaiiiizzZZZzzz...... But still,,, Juz wanna say SORRY to those whom I disturbed katong Sept 29... during Siesta time..... kay kusog "DAW" keu akong tingog wala sila katulog...... tsk3.... AnywayzzZZzz..... I like mah ROOM-MATES..... ROOM D.... we had a really great nights together..... Me, Kyna, Argeline, Salem, Drea!!!!! weeeEEee!!!!! kami ang pinaka-buang, pinaka-sabaan, ug pinaka-pasaway sa tanan..... On our last night hapit naman to mag 3 in the morning ayha pa mi natulog because nag-CHIKKA2 pa mi..... hehehehe....... and we still had to wake up at 6 in the morning...... az in doh.... Grabeh gyud ka-tugnaw!!!!! hahahaiiiizzzZZzzz...... and grabeh keu ang mga palanca sako.... hehehehe...... HAY nAKU Day!!!! Mag-hilak ka kung mubasa kay dili nimo mabasahan ang handwriting..... ang uban pa gyud kay naay nakasulod pa gyud sa envelope and special paper pa gyud na taas ang gigamit tapos ang sulod pa gyud kay "IM SPEECHLESS"...... grabeh.... makahilak!!!! Tapoz.... ang uban nag-minuslim, nag-inintsik, nag-japanese, nag-french.... ug uban pa...... AgooOOoiiii!!!!! BISAYA ko oi!!!!! tawon..... unsaon nako pagkasabot..... hehehehehe...... anywayzzZZz.... EnshOOoo gyud keu....... pati na sa mga people na natingala ko NAGHATAG lang ug kalit..... kurat2 lang buh...... az in..... kurat keu ko..... and naa pa gyud uban na naa pay PS====HATAGI PUD KO SA AMONG RETREAT HA!!!!! Aaaggggooooiiiii!!!!! Napugusan ra ug hatag kay para muhatag pud ko..... HAy Naku!!!!! Maka-buang!!!! But the Experience is good and the FOOD is good also..... with complete snax!!!! WweeeEEeee!!!!!! Bastah oi!!!! Our retreat was one of a kind because natunong sa BDAY sa akong classmate.... si TESSA!!!! So At 11:59PM, Sept 29,2007.... we were counting SECONDS before her Bday,,,, and when the clock strikes 12..... WeeeEee!!!! We sang HAPPY BDAY!!!! and we had a small feast too.... hehehehe..... MIDNIGHT SNACK to be exact...... hehehehehe...... and when we got home, The Parents had prepared a SURPISE PARTY for us!!!! and nag-hapit pa diay mi sa BUDDHIST TEMPLE something..... bastah katong naay PYRAMID!!!! Bastah oi!!!! All I can say is that CHADA xa!!!!

HahaiizzzZZZ...... With all my hectic schedules, I still have time to watch for Animes..... hahahahaha......

Well..... I just finished watching "Kimi ga nozomu ein"==="The eternity you Desire"..... or in English translation "RUMBLING HEARTS"...... hahaiiizzZZ...... such a nice Anime but.... Bastos keu ang Guy..... Poor Haruka, after 3 yrs of sleeping because of an accident, she has been betrayed......

Here's a short Synopsis...... Haruka had only one crush in her lifetime and it was Takayuki, she turned all the boys down. Then She had this best friend named Mitsuki, and Mitsuki and Takayuki were friends. So Mitsuki Introduced Haruka to Takayuki. By the way Takayuki has this bestfriend named Shinji. The four of them became really close. Then Mitsuki wanted Haruka to be happy so she set-up dates for Takayuki and Haruka, without considering her own feelings. Mitsuki have feelings for Takayuki and Takayuki had feelings also for Mitsuki.... But then, Takayuki fell in love with Haruka because Mitsuki always push them together..... Then Here comes the twist, Haruka and Takayuki had a date that time, but when Takayuki was on His way, He met Mitsuki and Mitsuki told him that it was her B-day and asked for a present from Takayuki. Mitsuki can't figure out which she wanted, finally, she decided on a RING.... So Takayuki kept Haruka waiting, and when He got to the place, there was a commotion, and an accident occured. Haruka got comatozed, and is been sleeping for 3 yrs. On that 3 yrs Mitsuki and Takayuki fell in love with each other and betrayed Haruka. One day, Haruka woke up and found out about the whole thing..... Poor Haruka, She was Betrayed by her Best Friend.......

AnywayzzZZzzz...... Im gonna watch OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB!!!!!!!

WhaaAAaatttTTT??!!!! HahaiiiizzZZZ.... LIFE!!!

"coz' you've made me stronger by breaking my heart, you ended my life and made a better one start, you've taught me everything from falling in love to letting go of a lie. Yes you've made me stronger, baby, by saying GOODBYE....." hahaha..... Those were my LSS ("Last Song Syndrome")..... I can't get it out of mah head..... and I'll blame DIMPLE for giving me that Syndrome..... hahahaha....Just kidding.... but really...... I can't get it out of mah head....... Since this afternoon...... We were like "Bonding".... or just having a moment...... Just singing.... (w/ guitar) !aseh!...... This Day was wrecked...... hahaiiizzZZzzz...... Let me share what had happened...... But first.... hehehehe.... there were 2 songs inside mah head....... the other one's "I Hate the way you walk, Hate the way you talk, hate the way you look at me, I hate the way you smile, Hate those BIG brown eyes, coz' I know they're not for me. Coz we can never be more than friends, and it hurts me everytime, I close my eyes, all I see is you, and this Crazy Love".... hahaha..... Those were the two songs running inside mah head.....

Anywayz.... lets start with yesterday's life..... Mah 3 Pongracz classmate had a conflict.... Though... kay "L-O-V-E" lagi..... hehehehe..... Anywayz....it was settled when ma'am Alice came..... By that event we had a little bonding, just beside the school wall.... hahahaha..... and it lasted for like 3-4 hrs.... hahaiiizzzZZZ..... I got home at past 7.... But i'm Happy that it was already settled..... Friendship is one of the greatest foundation sa mga "BUYOG"..... hehehehe..... and when I got home and cheked mah fwendster, I saw mah 'X' fwend viewed mah profile..... Is there something she wants to say???.... She better talked about it as soon as possible.... Those 4 yrs was wasted..... I can't afford to waste another year.....

So.... Back to this morning's experience..... as usual.... I got up, late than usual.... But then, suddenly, while I was about to go, mah mom recieved a message from mah moderator stating that there will be a meeting on monday regarding our retreat, and they should bring with them letters or gifts for us..... hahahaha... I've found out about it!!!! Then Upon entering the school, I first saw *****, He was not in uniform I think it was their emerxion or recollection.... anywayz.... I don't know and the hell should I care... Why am I writing This... Oh Crap!!! Anywayz.... Upon arriving at the 5th floor, most of the rooms were still locked and students were there waiting for their rooms to be opened..... Hmm.... and then, here comes the TWIST.... After lunch... our first period was CH and Father Pen took over the class..... I was just cool, anywayz.... I know He doesn't know me.... As u know there are a lot of students in XUHS and It's really hard to recognized the faces with their names..... While He was discussing of course, he called some of mah classmates, those He has known..... Then, suddenly, He was asking a question at ME!!! did I hear it right???? did he really call my NAME???? Az in.... MY NAME???? really.... and I was standing right there "Nagpaka-TANGA".... I didn't know what's the answer to HIS question..... I sure Hope I do, but I don't.... It's supposed to be a recap but among all the questions he could asked, He asked me on a particular topic, Particularly the meaning of GAUDIUM ET SPES 16..... How should I know, it was not even discussed in class..... We had discussed only about its content not its meaning..... Then.... I just stand there being a complete "IDIOT"..... Can't believe he KNEW ME!!!!! I used to see him everyday, but not even a chance I can greet him even just a simple goodmorning or hello's...... I just thought greeting him but not knowing me was useless..... then, I just found out that HE knew me...... hahaiiizzZZzzz...... Life can be Cruel at times..... Then Today... I just learned a lesson...... I said to myself.... next time I passed by HIM I would really greet him!!! too bad.... it's a little too late.... but there's still time..... hahaiiizzZZz..... even Dimple got shocked when Father Pen called me.... After class she was really shocked telling me "Kaila diay si Father nimo??"..... Even I, myself got mesmerized with the situation.....

2 PERSONS THAT ARE THE SAME BUT DIFFERENT FATE!!!!

People..... do you really believe that in this world, you have an Identical???? Hm..... for, me..... as of now..... I've seen it!!! really...... and I mean IDENTICAL...... They have the same eyes, looks, height, stature, complexion, the way they act, and what-so-ever..... They both had the same VOICE, and even had the same SMILE..... really..... Even I got shocked when I looked at "THAT PERSON".... closely...... not that im drowling over.... hahaha... that woudn't happen for a lifetime either...... anywayz..... just this year that I've encounter him.... I didn't saw him before.... even just a year or 2 yrs ago...... But when I first saw him.... I was just like..... "Hey!!! That looks like him"..... but that didn't bother me..... Then, until, at THIS AFTERNOON's EVENT..... Everyone's like almost crazy 'bout him.... taking pictures, arguing, and whatsoever.... he was the center of attention that time.... When, I looked closely... I've found out that they were both really..... IDENTICAL..... only that.... The person I've known before was an "OUTCAST" and the person standing in front of me was a complete "STAR" (can I say that???).... They were completely different person that have the same feature.....

3yrs ago.... I've met this "somebody" that taught me lessons about life, the reality that I thought only exist on TV's particularly DRAMA series... like maalaala mo kaya, or magpakailan man..... hahahaha..... no....really..... like I've said... He was an "OUTCAST".... They like teasing him ALL the time.... and I mean to say.... ALL... not a single second they stop from teasing him.... ok.. so not seconds.... minutes was just right...... and I thought he was getting used to it.... and I mean, that was a part of his daily routin already..... anywayz.... so.... like he was teased just because of his PHYSICAL features..... not that he's ugly or anything, but just that HIS ****...... hahahaha..... just to hide his identity.... and I've said enough..... so back to his life story..... Then, my teacher just noticed that he has stopped schooling for almost 2-3 months already..... Then, I was just shocked when my teacher said that HE has stopped schooling because he can't take it anymore..... All the teasing and everything...... His father died when he was young and so His mother found a new husband...... But His stepfather didn't liked him and keep on beating him really hard..... then His mother decided to send him here to Cagayan, far from P********..... and let His TITA take care of him..... but his TITA was not his real TITA, it was just only a friend of his mother..... and so... I don't know what he was doing.... but I think I've heard that he was the one to wash his own clothings, the one who cooked, and everything..... then "WE" just teased him because He was a late commers and His clothes were like rags, tattered, and even not ironed..... We could see that He always wears the same clothes everyday..... it even has a hole in the edge of it..... hahaiiizzZZZzzz..... Then our teacher also told us about the confrontation..... My teacher said that He choose to be late because if he is late, nobody would notice him, because everytime that he is being noticed, he gets teased...... And the last afternoon he had was that He was beaten really hard by all my GUYS classmates.... I mean.... One against all..... it's not even fair.... and like he had only 3 friends..... tsk3...... But above that He was really intelligent..... I swear...... He doesn't even study yet gets perfect sometimes...... but my classmates would doubt about it.... so even if he knew the right answer, he would just write the wrong ones..... huhuhu.... and my teacher was even crying when she told us that...... Then, I thought he wouldn't come back..... Then the next day... that was monday, I was just surprised when I saw him..... He was even earlier than me..... I even can't forget the thing that he has told me before..... and what he has done.... I did not even got a chance to thank him..... All these time I flunked on social stud. but he was good at it.... really..... But he didn't stand it out.... He transfered to another school and it was the last thing I've heard about him......

Then.... The person standing in front of me was just like him but is really different..... at first I've imagined that it was Him comming back... but come on..... wake up..... They are completely different...... The guy standing in front of me was a Star for everybody.... and the Guy I've known before was just like a Ghost...... really.... I've reflected it for a long time.... I didn't even bother the rain, or even the crowd..... Just then I heard one of mah friend said "woi!! completo napud imo day"..... and they showed, who was standng in front of me..... and I was distrated at that sight..... c'mon..... don't let THAT person ruined your last yr on high school...... Then... I just thought to myself..... They were 2 persons that has the same feature but has a different fate.......

ELFEN LIED!!!!! (anime)

HahaiiizzZZ..... At last I'm already done watching ELFEN LIED.... hahaiiizzZZZ...... Such a Nice Anime..... No wonder its the world's top 3 Anime...... The Story was sooOOO..... Sad.... hahaiiizZZzz..... But grabeh ka "BITIN" ang ending...... Really.... there are lessons we get from watching this anime..... although.... the movie was kinda BRUTAL...... but its full of meaningful things...... Things about life, friendship, and family.....

In Fact 3 weeks ago..... A fellow Anime lover like me recommended me this ANIME..... I dunno what's with this Anime???..... Then... When I surfed the net.... I've found out that it's the worlds top 3 anime.... and like everybody's, I mean mostly.... were like CRAZY about this Anime and I've also read that Lotz "CRIED" for this Anime...... I mean.... !duh! Crying for just an ANIME..... C'mon.... are you kidding me??? So then,, I begun searching for this so called "ELFEN LIED"..... and then Finally one store here in CDO sell "ELFEN LIED"... and it just so happen that this was the only store that has the Anime "ELFEN LIED"...... So... I really bought it although it was kinda EXPENSIVE you know..... Then....

Upon watching the Anime..... SheeezzZZ...... The DVD was worth watching for...... and worth it....

hehehehe..... Still watching the world's top4 anime "KIMIGA NOZUMO EIN" ("RUMBLING HEARTS").... and will soon be watching.... PRINCE OF TENNIS OAV..... OURAN HIGH SCHOOL CLUB..... SCHOOL RUMBLE..... hehehehe.......

Salem's Bday!!!!!

WeeeEEEeee!!!!! Today was Salem's Bday....... Hmmm..... Bastah nag-treat xa sa Mayer and Pongracz..... @ MCDO!!!!!! EnkshooOOOoo!!!!!! and I bought a NEW ANIME!!!! Elfen Lied!!!! and I'm still planning to BUY MORE!!!!! hehehehe....... Bastah daghan ayo chada dd2.... though its kinda expensive compared to MOST!!!!! In fact A FRIEND OF MINE (can I say that??? well actually since she already became boastful) won't let me borrow HER DVD that's because she said she'd spent 600php for that!!!! Hah!!!! Hmmmm....... Still on my LISTS were.... Crescent Love, Black Cat, Death note.... etc.... I wonder how much will I spend for those ANIME's..... Hmmmm..... heheheheh....;)

Watebur keu "THE NEXT DAY"

Hah!!!! Maka-ulit!!!!! GGggggrrrrrRRRR..... It was sooOOO like yesterday.... hahaiiizzzZZZ.... well... saw again *****..... and they were the 1st one to left.... like after 30 min. ayha pa daun mi nihawa..... and we saw... no! not exactly WE... because... I didn't saw ***** instead one of mah friend saw *****.... and like said to me nah "Hey!!! Just look!!!".... and I was like, WhhaAaatt???? Then so I looked.... and "TIMING".... Vwahla..... and he was like looking 2.... so like we stare for just a sec.... while mah fwend tease me like "uuuyyy... eye-2-eye".... hah!! But then I turned away..... and then for minutes I looked again... and like ***** was like chatting to his friends, and he was turning his back!!! WhaaAAttttt??? Was this like b4....??? Hah!!! Then If that's what u want then fine!!!! I'll turn my back 2!!!!

What A DAY!!!! I can really call it A DAY!!!!!

I can Really call this A DAY!!!!! Know why???

Well.... It started in the morning..... My morning was like an ordinary morning.... hahaiiiZZzzZZz..... nothing special really.... But then.... on the AFTERNOON..... now here's the twist....

I was about to be in the quiz bee.... and it was about 5:30 something.... but first.... let's go back a few hours before the contest.... !Krrrriiinnnggg!... The final bell has been rung.... I was about to bring my bag ang go down directly when I heard one of my classmates said "Dungan ra tah naog".... Then when I asked them "Kanus-a pa man mo manaog oi???".... They just said "Unya pa man oi!!! 3rd yr pa kaha".... I mean WhhhAAaatttTT..... so ok.... I left my bag ang I went down directly at the photo-copier to photocopy something.... like the 2 filipino guides, the reply slips.... and chuvaness.... When I looked at the quadrangle then I first saw (what was his name again??) Oh.... I remembr.... RAPHAEL ryt??? Bastah oi!! Hazel's 'x' crush.... well... I wasn't expecting him... oh!! I mean, I know he's from semi but.... Nah.... He was the 1st one to be there that's why I noticed him easily... Then Me and Dimple Chitchat for a while.... and saying that I OWE her... just for the ballpen kanina.... kasi....

Lunch Time: I was just waiting for somebody to pass or even call me... But it turned out to be no one..... hahaiiizzzZZZzz.... Well... back to the scenario.... Dimple just bought a black pen then when she was busy with something, Im not sure what happened next..... But.... the next thing I knew.... when we were about to went up Hazel just handed me HER pen.... and thinking that she had really lost her PEN, she bought another BLUE pen... Then when we were upstairs and when I handed her, HER PEN..... She stopped TALKING to me..... and I mean "NAGMAHAY something"..... But then on.... the probz was solved.....

well... lets go back to the scenario...... When Dimple was talking to me, I took another glance at the quadrangle.... Then I saw this particular GUY..... Hhmmm..... I was slight angry at that GUY for Being "MALAS"(thats what we call him) Classm8..... though we're still neighbors..... I know he KNOWS me.... Thinking that these past few years, since THAT EVENT happened..... I caught him just starring..... hah!!!! well... then... I didn't even know that THEY (Raphael & him) we're partners..... I didn't get HIS name...... Oh well!!! Then, when we went at the NEW canteen.... While walking on the way.... I saw hmmm...... what should we call him to HIDE his IDENTITY..... well.... let's call him SOMEBODY..... So.... SOMEBODY and two of his companions we're just talking and when they saw me, they just turned into whisper and like STARE at ME!!!!! Aaaaarrrggggg!!!!!! I really H8td HIM(Somebody).... hah!!! and THANKZ nalang 4 the memmories even though they weren't so great...... hahahaha...... as if I didn't know...... HOY!!!! FYI Kabalo pud ko on what u meant noh!!! Only you and I knows it noh!!!! hah!! What a guts on saying it aloud!!!! anywayzZzzz..... hahaha.... we're going Far FAR FAR away from my POINT......

Then at the canteen we we're like chatting... like GIRLS TALK!!!! hahaiiiizzzZZZzzz..... When Cloty suddenly appeared and asked if "Sure mo na mangadto gyud mo???"...... then I just said "YES".... then she turned away....
So lets cut the story and proceed to the quadrangle coz' its time for math QUIZ BEE!!!!

Then.... timing!!!! The 3rd yr Quiz bee was over.... Then I just saw "MALAS" standing up from his chair.... hah!! can't believe HE was the contestant.... I mean, I know he was from semi.... but.... oh.. .well... no comment..... Then, me and my friends or classmates was just standing there waiting for the quadrangle to be cleared, when suddenly I just felt somebody beside me.... At first I didn't mind whoever that PERSON was.... But then, when I accidentally looked who could it be.... hah!!! to my surprise!!! It was "MALAS".... whhaaaAAaatTTt??!!! I could not believe that??!!! Am I dreaming??? C'mon, Wake ME UP!!!! Then, when I called Hazel, she was surprised too.... then, she even tried to push me near him.... A single move could even bumped me on him.... That was how close we were.... But then.... Our President came along between us saying goodluck!! but it was just only for seconds.... and so... I was still standing there beside him.... I mean... two or a year ago we were like "GA-IWAS" toward each other and NOW.... we were like milimiters away.... NO!!! I mean... I was already touching his BAG I think??? Was it his bag??? I dunno..... (Was it related to my DREAM Last night??)hahaiiiZZzzz.... Just like yesterday morning... did he just hold my hand or something??....Seriously... it was just yesterday... Oh well... Soon I just found myself sitting there, and solving the first problem.... WhaaAAaattttTT???!!! The first problem for the easy round was SsooOOo HARD..... But good thing.... no one got the correct ANSWER..... hahahaha..... Then the next question came and me and Siena got a different answers then she decided that my answer should be put.... then It turned out to be that mine was wrong and HERS was right.... hahaiiiZZZzzz.... And so on the next question, both of us got a different answers and by that event we decided that its her time now.... then... it turned out to be that mine was right and hers was wrong.... hahaiiizZzzzzZZ... then the next one was like, we had the correct answer but they didn't consider it because they said that the UNIT should be included.... hahaiiizzZZZzz..... It goes on like that... or the lack of the NEGATIVE sign.... but on the last question.... She was solving it very hard... and when she looked at the question once again, she realized that it was a terminal not a coterminal.... hahaiiiZZzzzZZ..... Sayang gyud keu ang 6 numbers worth 5 or 3 pts.... hahaiiizZZZzz..... It ended up 6:30pm I think...

And after the Quiz bee... mikee approached me asking if "MUDAYON pa ba ko??".... and added "Cloty was waiting there kanina pa".... WhhhAAAaaaTTttt..... OMG!!!! OMG!!!! I told cloty a while ago na "SURE".... and It was 6:30.... I can't go downtown now.... hah!!! so Rhean... Prepare for an appolgy!!!!

Gods and Goddess!!!!

Masquerrade ball..... Greek Gods and Goddess..... Dimple, Bevz, Siena, Mides, Me, Lizbeth, and Necy...

I'm Polyhymnia the youngest among the 9 muses..... I'm the muse of sacred hymn.....

WeeEeee!!!!! AT last!!! I've finished GRAVITATION...... hehehehe.... the anime was nice...... Most of my classmates likes YUKI but I liked Suichi better...... Yuki is a famous cute writer and very mature too...... While Suichi is a vocalist in a famous band in Tokyo "Bad Luck" and is childish too........ That is why I liked suichi better..... though... among the cast of gravitation..... I liked the vocalist on the other band, what's his name again???.... Oh well.... the one that Suichi Idolizes.........

===>> Now to Start either ONIGAI TWINS or DEATH NOTE.....

Send My Love To Heaven (Broken Shadow)

What could I say about a girl I loved since I was ten... that I loved the way she laughed; the way she fussed over silly things, and even the way she cried over some sad silly late night shows. Somehow, I've wished I could have told her that I loved her but there was no hope in doing so. It was too late... too late a love like an unfilled curtain.

She was my best friend and I have known her ever since my childhood began. She knew all my secrets; but if she dug it well, a riddle would have revealed my feeling on her; that I loved her more than I loved myself. Not just because she was pretty and smart, but also the way she put her life in a house-filled bottle.

I could still remember the first time we had met; I was five years old then. It was another windy afternoon having no one to play with. When I climbed up in my tree house, I saw a moving truck coming down the street. I watched it approaching and noticed a family station wagon following it. It had stopped right in front of my tree house and out came a family. I was about to glance away when I saw this loveliest girl coming out from the said wagon. She was four years old at that time; but even at an early age, she definitely had a beauty. She had a long silky hair reaching below her waist. Having a fair complexion and wonderful eyes could make one tongue-tied into such. I continued watching her. Suddenly, she looked up and saw me watching over them from my tree house's window. I was about to go down when she grinned and waived her hand in the distance. I waived back and then stared in amazement as I recognized her running towards my tree house.

I went at the edge of the ladder and asked her, "Would you like to come up?" She answered, "Are you allowing me?" I helped her climbed up. When she felt safe at the top, she turned to me and said, "By the way, my name is Sam, what is yours?" "Christopher! But you can call me Chris", as I replied. She smiled. "Well I like your name, and besides, this tree house is cozy". Then I stammered, cursing my ineptitude. "Thanks! My friend and I made this. This is our hide out. We used to goof around, play ball, and go bumping together. He was my best friend and I'm kind of missing him. His family has just moved out two weeks ago..." She tapped my shoulder and said, "I'm here now, we could do things you do with your friend and I could be your best friend too. I never had a boy for a friend before, so it could be exciting to have one. I could learn how to play ball and I have my bicycle so we could go biking together. Now, tell me, how does that sound to you?" My lips tingled on my reply as if everything becomes interesting. "Well that sounds good!" As she felt the cold air sheltering inside, she embraced herself and instantly imparted her last words. "It's a deal then!"

Suddenly, we became best friends and it was a kind of strange at first. She was a girl and there were things I hesitantly indulge with her like catching frogs in the pond, swimming in the beach, and climbing trees. However, she tried and did everything to please me. There was a time when she fell off the bike trying to catch up with me in a race. I healed her scraped knee by having it tied with my handkerchief. I could still remember the time when she hit the window of our neighbor while we were playing baseball. I talked to Mr. Chambers and promised to pay for the damaged part, which meant having to loose a week's allowance.
I also recall the time I fell off the tree when I tried to rescue a little kitten for Sam, who was near to tears when she saw it helplessly trapped in a branch. I get even fought with the tough guys when they teased Sam. I ended up having a black eye and a bruised cheek. Sam was crying as she placed an ice bag over my injured eye and later gave it a get-well kiss. I did everything to please her and gave everything to her little heart's desire.


The beach was our favorite hang out. We had our Saturday swimming routine. We packed up food and later eat them under the big oak tree. There was a special branch in which the two of us could sit under and melancholy foretells each other's dreams. She dreamed of being a Ballerina and she knew my dream of becoming an Accountant someday. She never criticized my pursuits as if they were quite impossible on my part. It made me like her even better when she laid her back against mine. That water with ebbing effects; those leaves that fall behind us; and those wind blows that make us closer to each other. They were all representing how the nature agrees on our circumstances.

As years went by, I noticed that my feelings towards her were simultaneously getting different. Somehow, I thought it was just a simple crush case. But when I started thinking about her at night; dreaming of her in the middle of a sleep, and having a feeling of wanting to be with her all the time, I thought it was something strange, but then it was exhilarating feeling. It even made me feel so alive. Every time we touched each other's hands, I could feel the tingling sensation in my spine. Once, we were at the beach having our Saturday swimming routine. I carried her towards the shore and had a feeling like I didn't want to let go. I've just wished that moment would never come to an end. Since then, I realized that I was sincerely falling in love with my best friend.

Many times, I tried to deny my feelings on her. I was scared to imagine what would happened if I'd try to tell her what I surely feel for her. I was scared because she might think that I was selfishly taking advantage of our friendship. I was afraid she might lose me someday.

At the age of 15, I noticed that Sam grows lovelier each day. How my heart ached whenever I see boys glanced her way. I wanted to punch them as I realized them talking to her; giving compliments, flowers, chocolates and whatever. There were times when I used to watch her yonder; with a mix of anger and frustration on my point of view, I learned how to hate myself for I couldn't even introduce to her my love. I couldn't even find a word to say that I'm dying for her and that I couldn't live without her.

One day, I just heard from a friend that she already had a boyfriend. At first, I tried to convince myself that it was just a rumor. Her boyfriend was Mark, a popular senior, who was the heartthrob of the campus. She, being the cheerleader was close to the basketball team where Mark played as the captain. When I saw them walking together at the parking lot late afternoon, I peered her with my heart slowly breaking into pieces. She noticed me but I pretend I couldn't see her. I was afraid that she might traced in my eyes the pain I was hiding while she's with the guy.

Those days that followed where the saddest days of my life. How my heart squealed when I see her walking by me with Mark at her side. Every time we meet in hallways with Mark around her, there's always an urge to grab her away from him. How it hurt to see the loveliest girl I've known was then owned by somebody else. A special smile that was for me was then casted to the other guy. If she could only notice my stolen words, "Oh God, how I love that girl…"

Then one faithful day, they broke up. She came too me at evening and laid her head on my shoulder. She had a big conflict with her boyfriend and it ended up to a break up. A lot of things I felt inside. Another thing I knew was that, she was free and maybe I would have the second chance of telling her what I really felt for her. It’s too bad that she was being obsessed with the guy. At that time, I certainly get confused where all those things must have been started.

We found ourselves doing what we did during old days with our Saturday swimming habit and spending time hanging out with our tree house. We enjoyed doing childish pranks because we both still young at heart.

Chances were everywhere to hit the point of turning back. She made me lived again after my darkest days. That was it... with a girl who came back in my arms; I imagined sometimes the secret that had been unleashed. I imagined she's aware of my infatuation. But losing her exaggerated my brain because of the truth she never knew. All I did was as usual as it was. Things must have been kept even if it's busting inside my heart.

It was a week before our JS Prom; we sat under the oak tree drying ourselves right after our afternoon swimming episode. She asked me a favor, "I was wondering Chris if you would like to be my partner?" It just got out of my wits for it was like a dream I never thought would happened. It took me awhile to react, "I thought there are boys out there dying to become your partner?" I doubted if it was a good answer, as if showing her that it was out of my concern. But if she could only knew how the stars collide in my own constellation. If she could only knew how I loved to hear it over and over until her words ran out of rhyme. She turned away and murmured, "Well, I just thought I'd like to spend that night with my best friend." Then she pursued whispering as I could barely hear her voice, "Don't you want to be my Prince, Chris?" I stunned to speak because it had come close to blurt all what I felt for her. We remained silent for awhile until I finally imparted my conclusion, "I would be happy to be your partner, Sam!" She smiled and suddenly kissed my cheek. I could hardly felt the bliss she gave to me. I recognized her face turning into a pinkish blush, as if she never knew what have she done. She stood up and ran towards the shore leaving her words, "Last one to reach the shore would treat into a Sundae Fudge!" I slowly ran before her so that I would lose her dare, which meant having her with me for another three hours and more.

Our Prom night came. I bought a new tuxedo and poured it a perfume. I went to fetch Sam. Her Mom approached me as I went to sit in the couch waiting for Sam to come down. I was talking to her Dad when I heard a rush stating, "How do I look?" I looked up and saw her walking down the stair; getting lovelier than ever in a strapless white noble dress with her hair flowing around her face. I stood up and get stucked, as if I couldn't find my voice to shout to her my affection on her beauty. I got her hand and shakily fastened the corsage around her wrist.

"To the loveliest girl in the whole world..." She asked, "Is that true?" I nodded and she smiled the moment I opened the door for her.
When we arrived at the gymnasium, we could hardly recognize our classmates. Gone were the jeans and t-shirts. They wore tuxedos and gowns but Sam’s gown has the power to be respected by such. I held out her hand, bowed and said,” You look magnificent tonight, would you give me the honor of your first dance?" She laughed and curtseyed. Then I led her to the dance floor as the music changed into its greatest harmony.

It was like a dream come true; a moment of enchantment. I was there dancing with the only girl I've ever loved. She was smiling up to me, as we were harmoniously getting into a smooth gliding motion. I found myself lost as I stared down to her sparkling eyes. The curls of her long hair were like waves enhancing her beautiful face. Until my heart wanted to speak. I wanted to tell her that I loved her so much. I drew up all my courage to whisper it in her ear but suddenly, the music had stopped and the magic was gone. I came close to telling her, but still have not done it yet.

We walked towards the table and found ourselves surrounded by friends. I asked her if she wants a drink, she nodded and so I went to get one. It took me a long time to get a drink. When I returned to the table, she was gone. I asked her friend, Katie, where she was but she told me that she didn't notice her. So I went forward and searched for my girl.

In the garden, I saw two silhouette figures outlined by the moon's silvery light. They were so closed to each other. I couldn't describe the feeling then I recognized the white noble dress Sam was wearing. I get inside and left the Prom. Since that night, I avoided her. Many times, she tried talking to me but I never gave her the chance to do so. I was afraid to hear from her mouth that she loved Mark instead of me. Id rather had left in ignorance than knowing from those dreaded words, the truth she really felt for the guy. Those months were tormenting but still I kept my pride. I knew all those things were killing me, but it was the best way to forget her and to get away from my bad emotions.

During my Graduation Day; I was planning to take up Accountancy far away from my village. At the end of the program, she approached me and handed me a rose. When she stared at me, there was something in her eyes that I couldn't define. There was sadness on her that it wasn't the same smile I've seen before. I wanted to hug her so that she would know for the last time, all my passions on her. But she's gone and walked away, just like a newly freed butterfly.

I moved out the next day as I planned. Luckily, I was accepted at the university. I was down with my studies but still I think of her every night. I was always wondering if she thinks of me too. I tried not to think of her but still I couldn't stop myself from loving her. Every achievements in my life were definitely inspired by the loveliest girl I've ever known, and that was Sam.

"One day, I will be successful. I would tell her the truth from my heart, and by that time, I'm worthy of having her forever..."

Four years after, I decided to come back home. I was excited not just because I was all grown up and I have learned how life should be; but also, I have gained a lot of courage during the past four years. As I got off the plane, I immediately went home. Along with the bus, I imagined her embraces when she would knew the reason I came back. I imagined how we celebrate our old time swimming routine just like what we had at young age. I imagined how the weather cheers with our happiness to be with each other again. I was desperate to see her and tell her that I miss her so much, and that I have loved her since then.

At their house, I saw her older sister Jenny and then I approached her. I've given my homecoming smile but I noticed she didn't smile back. I was confused for she used to be as cheerful as Sam. "I guess you are surprised of my homecoming. I just want to visit you and I am also hoping to see Sam. By the way, have you seen her?”

I have no premonition of everything because my excitement didn't want to rest. Until I heard Jen...

"Come follow me!” breathlessly spoken.

So I followed her with a little confusion in my head. I tried to change the phase of her day and indulged in a wild conversation. I realized that she couldn't afford of a very enthusiastic mood. I carefully noticed that she was leading me to the direction of the beach. In the distance, I saw the old oak tree that Sam and I used to climb up. It was already a decayed tree with empty leaves on its twigs. I thought of it as a symbol of my eternal love for her. But then, it seemed like a legend of a mysterious history, delineating the effect of a drought intrusion. In the middle of the journey, I smiled upon remembering the kiss Sam had given me when I agreed to be her partner. Though the place was starting to fade, I could still adhere to the callings of my memories with her. When we get closed to the tree, Jen had pointed...

"There is Sam!"

I looked at where she was pointing and saw a newly dug tomb with the name of the girl I've ever loved. I couldn’t believe at what I saw and desperately tried convincing myself that was all just a nightmare and I would soon wake up.

I stared at Jenny in disbelief with her eyes searching for explanations and slowly started saying," It has been a week since she died. She died of Leukemia, but even though she was sick, she never stopped thinking about you. It was even your name she uttered before she died. She asked us to bury her here for she always regards this place as a place of LOVE. She said that this is where she had spent her happiest days and that was when she was with you. By the way, she also asked me to give you this."

She handed me a parcel and with that she left. I slowly opened the parcel and saw that it had with it a dried orchid from the corsage I gave her from our Prom. Then at the bottom, I saw a letter. It was dated last month. I opened it with shaking hands and started reading...

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I know by this time you read this letter I'm gone. I just want to tell you that I feel very lucky and thankful to God that I had a friend like you. I would also like you to know that I had left something inside, something I kept from you all these years. I love you Chris, not in a friendly way but as one who would feel like spending the rest of my life with. I have always loved you even from the start. I guess it's getting fonder each day that's why the happiest day of my life was when you were at my side. You just don't know how I dreamed of you at night and wake up in the morning with the thoughts of you in my head. When you're away from me, I can't stop crying because I'm afraid you are with another girl. I just can't bear to see you with another girl. I just want you all for myself. I may sound selfish but that's how I feel. Each time you held me close to you was just like a dream come true. So many things I did so that you will learn to love me but I never saw a hint. I did everything to please you because I love you so much. I even tried to fool myself that you're in love with me. So many nights I've cried when I think of myself unloved by you. And my heart speaks the truth for I cannot bear telling a lie to the one I love.

I know you might be thinking of Mark but I just did that to make you jealous, to make you see me as a young woman, capable of loving and not as the little girl you used to play with. Sometimes I imagined that you were jealous and fooled myself that it was a sign that you feel something for me too. When Mark and I broke up and I came crying, I just did that to know how you would react and so that I would know if you feel the same way too. But I failed because you didn't give me any clue.

When our Prom night came, you just don't know how happy I was when you handed me the corsage and said that I was the loveliest girl in the whole world. While we were dancing, I wanted so desperately to hear you say that you loved me but still you never did. When Mark came and pleaded me to give him a second chance, I was scared that you might see us talking. I didn't want you to get the wrong impression so I told him we would talk in the garden. There I explained to him that it's you whom I really loved the most. What happened next was that you're gone and later learned that you were searching for me. I came to my conclusion that you saw us together.

The next day, I tried to explain but then you never gave me a chance. You continuously avoided me and yet, you never knew how much pain I've suffered. I felt the world crushing on me.

On our Graduation day, I wanted to tell you how much I loved you but I just couldn't do it. I couldn't bear to hear that all you feel for me was just a brotherly hand of love. I just want you to love me as a woman and not as your playmate. So I just turned away and left.

Now that saying I LOVE YOU might be too late. I want you to know that I will always love you and my heart has always been and will be yours alone.

P.S. Think of me sometimes... and always remember that, loving you was the best thing that ever happened in my entire life.

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I felt my tears falling as I folded the letter. I wanted to shout out to let her know that I loved her, if not as much, but more than she did for me. I love her more than anything in this world. Just like the old tree, Sam was gone. Gone away with the wind and within her was the love I failed to know. I knelt touching the soil of her grave as the rain started to fall. I cried with my painful tears and softly whispered... "Oh God, send my love to heaven."

At Last!!!!

AT last!!!! Nahuman nah nako ang PRINCE OF TENNIS!!!!! 3 disks.....
Whheeeeewww!!!! But..... still... Bitin!!!! I wanna watch Prince of tennis (the Movie) and Prince of Tennis OVA!!!! I wanna see the NATIONALS and the US competition!!!!! I'll be starting GRAVITATION nah!!!!!

Lost and Found!!!!!

Mah Two BESTPWEN way back in Grade 4...... Wil-anne Joyce L. Salino (up) and Bermieh Verlie O. Calam (side)..... Back when we were still CUTIES..... like most NORMAL child does..... full of beyond the galaxy imaginations........ That momentum of togetherness feels like eternity..... but that momentum will suddenly be change when Bermieh's older sister graduated..... and has to transfer to another school taking Bermieh with her...... From that time on we never heard of her and after a year Wil-anne found her somewhere...... Wee-wee tried to call her, but Bermieh just stare at her blankly then turned back..... We think that she already have forgotten us..... until one day..... after 7yrs..... I found her on "MULTIPLY"...... I send a message to her and that message was returned to me......... And I was glad to find out that she never really have forgotten us....... And it turned out also that we have the same "TRIP".....

PS=== Do you really beleived that 3friends broke up???......

Mayer's Beloved Banner!!!!

WeeeEEee!!!!! It's Mayer's Banner!!!!! Our Beloved Banner!!!!!! 2nd Placer!!!!

Go Mayer's RAVEN!!!!!!

WhhaaAAttTT A DAY!!!!!!!!!

AaaarrrRRrrgggGGg...... I really HATED this song..... uh!!!! Esp. the whole lyrics..... not that I'm against it..... or something..... or not that i'm against "AKON".... I mean..... I adore the song but a particular PERSON make the SONG uhh....!!!! I can't even say it...... I can say that it makes my temper exceed to its limit..... I mean.... That PERSON is SoooOOo "YABANG"..... like "who???? me????" "well, I just grew up in the GREATEST PLACE......"...... HUH!!!! where do you think it is..... well duh for me???? I think he just SPROUTED from HELL...... Comes in between the two HORNS--whatever you wanna call it---- of SATAN!!!!! ahahahaha....... like in GREEK MYTHOLOGY..... Only its a SEEMINGLY TRUE "R _ _ _ _" HELLodology!!!!

God!!! What am I saying????!!!!!....... I thought I'm already getting over it..... duh!!! its been like almost 3yrs I'd say..... aahh..... I don't wanna ruin mah day just because of THAT!!!!! I mean...... I had a really great day.... well except that I didn't catch up with the PRINCE of TENNIS kanina..... and besides I can watch it whenever I wanted to.... and yah!!!! I have gotten a chance to play a "GAME" for FREE...... ahehehehe...... Somebody asked me kanina to PLAY with him..... wahehehe.... like.... I do have a choice and besides I wanna play........ and still found "SOMEBODYS FRIENDSTER"...... just that..... I don't have the GUTZ to add THAT PERSON....... well..... back to the scenario.... I was just surfing..... when suddenly I've found the "SON of SATAN"..... ahehehehe...... I don't wanna be harsh.... so lets call THAT PERSON "ANGEL"...... and so...... when I checked ANGEL's Profile..... well..... I know that ANGEL does have the right to become "boastful"... It only shows from where ANGEL just came from.......and take note...... from a HIGH STANDARD "HEAVEN"----on which he calls it...... so let ANGEL be.... Besides ANGEL doesn't rule over mah entire life!!!!!!

Prince Of Tennis

I'm currently watching "The Prince Of Tennis" these past few days nah alay class........ I wanna finish the Anime to start "GRAVITATION"........ A wholesome anime (as told by somebody) hehehehe.......... And After I've finish the anime "GRAVITATION"....... I hope that (that person)====>>>> YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!! Will lend me the "Onigai Twins" (as promoted by somebody) hehehehe......... Coz' that PERSON is afraid coz' the CD is/are ORIGINAL????!!!! (Az in......)........ The Onigai Twins seems to interest me a lot........ but still...... the Prince of tennis had almost 200 episodes and I'm still on episode 70...... each episode last for 25-30min...... OooOOopppPPpzzZZzz....... Better start watching now.... if I really wanted to finish it this week (i guess)..... And to start the "GRAVITATION"....... well then...... tata..... gotta watch pah!!!!!!

DORAEMON!!!!!!! Hahahaha...... THEME SONG namo ni DIMPLE RUTH SALON, and ANDREA MONICA MOLISSIMO!!!!!!!! PAMINAWA gani....... divah MAKA-ADICK!!!!!!!

EmoTE- EmoTE sah q kadali lang hah!!!!

4 yrs did CHANGE A LOT!!!!!! I was just surfing the net trying to check on all my friends in friendster when suddenly....... I found a friendster on one of my CLASSMATE IN ELEMENTARY!!!!! We were still close that time before I transferred....... When I opened the friendster pictures...... I saw her PICZ...... Then I've come to realize that PEOPLE suddenly CHANGE just within 4 yrs...... I know that <that person> still knew me but why would <that person> "SNOB" Me!!!! I mean.... we had a so called "PINAGSAMAHAN" for almost 4 yrs...... I feel awkward when I met <that person>.........

Imagine...... for 4 yrs mah X-1/2 best friend still HAVEN"T 4given ME for an accuse that I didn't do..... SHE chose to believe in a person that she didn't knew well rather than me.....

@ the BARJ!!!!!

When I was on vacation, we were going to MINDORO!!!! We were just taking on a land trip..... we ride on the BARJ!!!!! We rode 5 barj in going to Mindoro..... One of the Barj that we rode was..... so.... the story starts....... We (me, ate mae, and abby) were just having a nap @ the Barj together when suddenly we heard people in commotion!!!! Suddenly I felt like trembling..... I instantly woke up to check what was happening..... I suddenly heard two or three of the passengers went "TAH MANGAMBAK NAH TAH"...... It so happened that there was a hole in the barj, I think that the barj just bumped a rock down below because of the waves and water got into the barj..... the passengers were screaming..... Ate mae woke up but not bothered at all, while Abby was still asleep.... I understand her, we were traveling for 2 days straight already and we haven't got enough sleep for the last 2 days..... Well back to the scenario..... I felt shocked when suddenly the water got into my feet already.... considering that we were on the 2nd or 3rd floor of the barj...... Most passengers were ready for JUMPING (hahaha)..... when one of the crew announced that it was all under control...... After an hour the crews had already managed the water..... After that incident we were just laughing about it!!!!! But at the back of my head running the "WHAT IF??"

PROM!!!!

Theme: STARRY STARRY NIGHT!!!!!

3- PONGRACZ!!!!

1st row below:(from left to right) Zenaida C. Floirendo "NECY", Camille Emily T. Echavez, Josie Lou W. Libot, Mikaela Abigael R. Uychiat "MIKEE", Jeasette E. Mabulay, Patrice Edvina S. Pabayo, Cloty T. Valerio, Ma'am Alice J. Inovejas.
2nd row:(from left to right) Melissa Andrea L. Soriano, Kith Karmel E. Pilapil, Marchie S. Dampog, Giselle S. Salem, Anna Fides Celine I. Capaning.
3rd row:(from left to right) Ybonne Mae D. Gabales, Jamaica S. Kintanar, Mides S. Puentenegra, Angelica Paola S. Dulce
4th row:(from left to right) Kareen Cedrielle V. Damasco, Agustine Marie R. Tinampay, ___, Mary Joy M. Meca.
5th row:(from left to right) Albert Jan B. Madera, Jonathan Earl Daniel L. Bain~o, Mark Edward L. Del Castillo(at the back of JED), Paul Earvin B. Dela Pen~a, Al-ahmad Nassif A. Panda, Emman Dave L. Galve, Kristian Angelo A. Cabanes, Michael Gene R. Tabor, Francis Arman E. Cabanlit, Michael Vincent B. Larios(at the back of Francis), Van Norman C. Pacuribot(dili ma-klaro), Ronald Timothy A. Go, Paolo Gabriel R. Ong(at the back of GO), Rhey Anthony L. Peurtollano, Rodimer G. Lomoya(at the back of Rhey), Myko Jehard H. Espinosa, Niko Angelo C. Hernandez. P.S= Sowi sa ala na-klaro==> Kristian Noel B. Patricio"TOL", June Emmanuel A. Boco, Paolo Victor V. Faderogao, Miguel Noel T. Fernandez!!!!

First Day High!!!!

Wheeeeewww!!!!!! 4th yr nah--->>> Az in SENIORZ!!!!!!
it seems like yesterday I just step at XUHS!!!!..... hahayyyzzZZZzz...... Time passed like a blink of an eye..... next year Goodbye XUHS nah..... The memories that I went through will remain..... A lot of people said that the High School life was the best..... At first I doubt about it, I think I'm getting this "School sick" thingy..... hehehehe.... like a homesick... only its a school.... By that time I was just adjusting myself to this new environment..... But later on, I enjoyed my high school..... When I was a child, like most child does, I really want to be a teenager... You know.... the "PASSAWAY" thingy, all the "NIGHT OUTS", the violation of the "CURFEW", and everything.... And right now... I'm "HERE"..... But now that I'm "HERE".... I want to go back to being a child. I did realized one important thing... that is to "CHERISH" every passing moment.... Even though there are only few months left.... I would make the "MOST" out of it.....
REMINISCING HIGH SCHOOL: well... there are LOTS that happened...... All the high school thingy.... the "BONDING" with friends.... the "GIMIKS".... the "LATE NIGHT/EARLY MORNING" going home..... and of course.... dili jud mawala ang mga "EMBARRASSING MOMENTS".... "FAILURES".... and the "MISUNDERSTANDINGS".... but just as a famous song says: "there's a rainbow always after the rain".... well..... This year.... OUR MISSION is "TO GRADUATE".

YUI

NAME: YUI HONGO
BIRTHDAY: OCTOBER 26, 1977
BIRTHPLACE: TOKYO
AGE: 15
SCHOOL: TORITSU DAISAN JUNIOR HIGH, NINTH GRADE, CLASSROOM 4
FAMILY: AN ONLY CHILD
HEIGHT: 162cm/5'4"
WEIGHT: 49Kg/ 107lbs
MEASUREMENT: 32-22-33
HAIR COLOR: BLONDE
EYE COLOR: BLUE
BLOOD TYPE: AB
HOBBIES: READING NOVELS, MUSIC
HISTORY: Yui was in love with tamahome and is jealous of miaka. He was tricked by Nakago and just used her.

Seiryu7==> MIBOSHI

CONSTELLATION NAME: MIBOSHI
STAR PATTERN: SAGITTARIUS
BIRTHDAY: DECEMBER 4
SEISHI POWER: POSSESSING PEOPLE, CALLING DEMONS
CHARACTER: BASKET
LOCATION OF CHARACTER: NECK
HOBBIES: MANIPULATING PEOPLE AT WILL
HISTORY: Miboshi is ancient, he gives up his original body to the demon in replacement of mastering his powers, he possessed a nearby monk who is a child because child's were easy to possess. He is also the one who possessed CHIRIKO!!!!!

Seiryu7==> TOMO

CONSTELLATION NAME: TOMO
REAL NAME: CHUIN RUO
STAR PATTERN: LIBRA
BIRTHDAY: OCTOBER 13
AGE: 21
HEIGHT: 184cm/6'0"
HAIR COLOR: BLACK
EYE COLOR: GREEN
BLOOD TYPE: AB
SEISHI POWER: ILLUSION
CHARACTER: ROOT
LOCATION OF CHARACTER: RIGHT LOWER ABDOMEN
HOBBIES: TORTURING OTHERS
HISTORY: Tomo wears a mask with a white, blue, black color. each color has their meaning. Tomo has also feelings for Nakago. Tomo was abandoned by his parents since he was born. Despite his mask, wafo au xa!!!!

Seiryu7==> ASHITARE

CONSTELLATION NAME: ASHITARE
STAR PATTERN: SCORPIO
BIRTHDAY: NOVEMBER 21
BIRTHPLACE: PENAL SETTLEMENT, NORTHERN HOKKAN COUNTRY
AGE: 34
HEIGHT:213cm/7'0"
HAIR COLOR: GREY
EYE COLOR: RED
SEISHI POWER: HALF-WOLF
CHARACTER: TAIL
LOCATION OF CHARACTER: RIGHT HIP
HOBBIES: EATING HUMAN FLESH
HISTORY: Ashitare was just being used by nakago, although he succeeded in killing Nuriko and getting back the shinzaho, Nakago killed him after he retrieved the shinzaho.

CONSTELLATION NAME: SOI
REAL NAME: KAEN HAKU
STAR PATTERN: SCORPIO
BIRTHDATE: OCTOBER 30
BIRTHPLACE: WESTERN KUTOU, NEI CLAN, GEN VILLAGE
AGE: 19
HEIGHT: 170cm/ 5'7"
HAIR COLOR: RED
EYE COLOR: BLUE
MEASUREMENT: 35-22-33
BLOOD TYPE: O
SEISHI POWER: CONTROL OF LIGHTNING, ELECTROMAGNETISM
CHARACTER: TASSEL
LOCATION OF CHARACTER: UPPER LEFT THIGH
HOBBY: USING MAKE UP
HISTORY: AS A LITTLE GIRL SOI WAS SOLD BY HER PARENTS AND THEN SHE BECOME A PROSTITUTE AND WHEN SHE DOESN'T FULFILL THEIR DESIRES SOI WAS BEING BEATEN. ONE TIME WHEN SHE WAS 11 YRS OLD SOI WAS ABOUT TO BE BEATEN WHEN SUDDENLY, SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD NAKAGO SAVED HER, FROM THAT TIME ON SHE FELL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH NAKAGO EVEN THOUGH NAKAGO TOOK ONLY ADVANTAGE OF HER.