Techie!!!!

I've been having this dilemma a few months ago, ok, so maybe ages ago...

I mean c'mon... People today are into technology, since technology makes our life easier. People before may call it as "MAGIC" or "IMPOSSIBLE". Just like when I was in the 1st grade; as far as I can remember thats when I first heard of mobile phones. I can still remember when my mom uses that big bulky black/gray phone with antenna, I forgot the brand, the one whose only feature was for calling (no sms yet). Then, after a few months, my mom had another phone, smaller than her first phone, however it looks similar, yet it has some additional features in it and thats where I first learn SMS.... ok, so maybe texting (hey! Im still in 2nd grade so I dont know much about these SMS)... Then when I was on my 3rd grade, mobile phones started to emerge, it now has outstanding features and while the phone is upgrading it also starts to reduce in size. At the same time the brand "NOKIA" got into the picture. My mom has her 5110, while my dad has his 3210. The latest I know was 3310 and it became popular, however the price is also popular costing 9K. 9K that time is like 15K-20K today, so its pretty pricey.

While having this vacation, it was a land trip vacation from CDO to Mindoro, with our 2 other relatives in Iligan.... lol.... and this is another story, but the experience was great. fast forward, we drop by Manila to fetch my couz who was studying in La Salle, and when I saw her gadgets I was stunned. Like a star fell from the sky and I drop my Jaw while a fly was laughing at how hideous I looked back there. ok, picture this, I was still in 3rd grade, so that makes 8-9yrs ago. The latest phone so far like I said was 3310, and she already has 8210.... That was like 18K and 18K that day would be 30K-40K today. There's still more, she also have a personal LAPTOP!!! Laptop that time was like "unreachable," I dont even have any Idea how much that costs.

Anywayz.... When I was in 5th grade thats when I got my first phone.... yep! 3310!!!
Fast forward to high school.... New phones began to emerge again.... The phones with "CAMERA's" and NOKIA is still on the lead. Im still stuck with my 3310 T_T
2nd yr came and yeay!!! I finally got another phone (after 3 yrs)..... From Nokia to Sony Ericson..... K500i...... then fast forward.....

After another 4yrs my parents finally bought me another phone.....
From Sony Ericson to Samsung!!!!

Though it isnt my "IDEAL PHONE"..... (REWIND) before that, I was really planning on what phone to buy.... I dont care for the "looks" but the features are "important" so I had a list on...
and as time went by the more features were added to my list

1.) Should have an FM radio
2.) Good Picture Quality
3.) Memory card slot
4.) USB Port
5.) Has both Bluetooth and infrared
6.) Unlimited Video
7.) Photo Editor
8.) Video Editor
9.) Wi-Fi ready
10.) Touch
11.) Microsoft features
etc.....

Then... to sum things up.... I think Im going to be stuck again with this phone for another 4yrs T_T

My Exciting Week Summary!!!!

Before Saturday:::



Great! Wenai just discovered something from my blog.... and she kept questioning me about stuffs, on which I purposedly answered jokingly....lol



Then Great!! My teacher just what??!! Drop by my blog.... Hoping she didnt read much about my posts, that she's tired reading my LONG nonsense blabbering!!!



Saturday:: Great!! I had my NSTP class on the 6th floor... aaarrgggg.... and the elevator there is dead!! uuggghh!! Then I had to rush during the break for some meeting.... and I found out the "BAD NEWS!!!" Yep! Getting Fired!!!! But its just fine with me, besides I still have few more years. and another BAD NEWS... My Lolo, on my mother's side, Just died T_T



Sunday:: I know something happened too....



Monday:: Yipeee!!! Im officially FREE for a week!!! My mom went to her hometown for my Lolo's Funeral. Then, HE KNEW ME!!! lol,... a little ghost hunting at school... and the BIG thing!!!! 7pm, rackz, I DISCOVERED SUMTHING!!! lol.... I can't post it here coz I'll be dead!! I promised I wouldn't and now i'm keeping that Promise!!!



Tuesday:: My day just went well.... I just saw HIM again.... yep! I know past is Past.... anyways, the EXTRAORDINARY again..... Somebody (EVERYBODY-- hopefully NOT!!!) Discovered sumthing from ME!!! 7pm, canteen, Ana just told me... search for -- I dont want to metion the name coz maybe my blog will appear again-- in the search engine, and my blog will appear.... OMG!!! The HUMILIATION!!!! Too much shame!!! and the TIME coincidence....


And to Summarize Everything.......

Wenai is NOW making a BOOK about Idk... maybe "ME!!"..... aaarrrgggg,,,,, she used me as the main character in the book!!! actually, its just a short story.... and great! I was so Hiding the name... and when estela is looking at stuffs on my phone, she just went "rei, imo ni "kuan"... si ******" uuuggghh!!!! and I got the phone as soon as I could... Wenai really wanted to see his pic... and my head went "ugh! maypa lagi gi.delete nalang toh nako" I was so hiding the name for like 2 weeks already so she won't find out... and now... the character's name in the book will eventually changed already..... but I still doubt the SPELLING!!! ;P


Btw, REIYUHN!!! KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT ALREADY!!!!!

What ADDICTION (to twilight) can DO!!!!!

Yyyiiiiiippppppeeeee!!!!!!!!!! At long LAST!!!!!! Actually the Perfumes, nung Tuesday pa dumating!!!! I was at school that time for my enrollment and when I arrived home at around 5, my dad said "yan, me padala ka." Then I was soooo Excited about the perfumes..... It was my first ONLINE order!!!! The perfumes were shipped through AIR21.... I ordered them Sunday night..... and when I opened it!!! Woah!!! I was really stunned!!!! I didn't expect it to be that fragile!!! Considering its common price, the perfume bottle was made of thick GLASS!!!! Yep!!! it is made up of GLASS!!!! and I expected it to be made up of some sort of common plastic bottle.... but NO!!!! Its GLASS!!!! The Bella has a green box and the Alice has a red box!!! As I opened each boxes and tried to smell its scent... The bella has an Outdoor scent.... yep!! quite common scent though..... But the Alice has a SOPHISTICATED scent..... something not so common.... Or should I say, an expensive type of scent, though the price is just common. and to sum the perfumes up.... I should say... ITS REALLY WORTH IT!!!!!

As for the Bracelet.... Before, as I was surfing the net to find if they are selling Bella's Bracelet ot Bella's ring, and to my surprise they did (Abroad). The Price was soo00.... how should I say... uuummm... ALARMING!!!! yep!! The bracelet costs $75 or 3600php excluding the shipment fee.... so all in all.... I think it would reach up to 5000php,,,, and the ring.... The ring had 6prices.... The cheapest one with a signature of stephenie meyer costs $99.99 or 4,800php.... hah!!! Its the cheapest one because of the materials used, and the stones/crystals used. The most expensive one costs $2219 or 106,512php..... hah!!! Then, last wednesday, while I was surfing at ebay.ph I just typed bella's bracelet and find out if they are also making one here in the philippines. To my Surprise!! They did!!!! I find it cool, especially the PRISM effect!!! I lurve PRISM!!!! It just arrived a while ago... and I was taking pictures of it along with the perfumes!!!! I should say, the bracelet is fine!!! Not as dazzling as I've expected!!! I was surprised more on the perfume rather than the bracelet.

Twilight Saga Fever!!!! Highly Recommended

Twilight Saga: Twilight (1st Book)

" Bella: I love
you
Edward: You are my
life now"

"

Bella: I love you
more than everything else in the world
combined, isn't that enough?
Edward: Yes, it is
enough. Enough for FOREVER"

Edward to Bella: He called you PRETTY. That's practically an insult, the way you look right now. You're much MORE than BEAUTIFUL


Edward to Bella: I won't let anything hurt you, not even YOURSELF!!!


"Edward: Twilight again. No matter how perfect the day is, it
always has to END
Bella: Some things don't have to end."






Twilight Saga: New Moon (2nd Book)

""It's been months. No calls, no letters, no contact. You can't keep waiting for HIM"

-Charlie, Bella's Father

A small, yet powerful message ( for me)!!! I really need to realize this now before its too late.... You see.. the "less interesting" book among the four is this book!! Since edward left, bella's life had been misserable good thing Jacob is around. hah! Lurve Jacob!! He reminds me of someone, in other words: He looks like a classmate of mine!! Which kinda reminds me of the incident kanina and before. The last time I saw him was quite a while from now and all I could remember was that, it was our wash day, so I supposed it is wednesday. I was wearing blue, and he's also wearing blue.. COINCIDENCE??? Then, kanina while I was falling in line to get my grades, There were few who are wearing City Shorts (the guy next door type), those who were wearing shorts were like CUTIES!!! I don't know whats got into my mind but here it goes "ang Gwapo naman,, hahaiizzz... (then I suddenly remember him) I bet mas cute xa pag-nakaganyan ang attire nya." The second time I look was that, HE was already there (I really hope it wasn't him [NOT]). Guess what?! He really looks "WOAH!!!" He's wearing a brown checkered city shorts and a white T-shirt!!! and what am I wearing... WHITE T-SHIRT too!!!!! COINCIDECE again???? I just hope SANTA will fulfill my christmas again just like LAST YEAR!!! kea lang may kulang last year..... 1 yr nah!!!!

Twilight Saga: ECLIPSE (3rd book)

"I Promise to Love you every single day of forever.
Will you marry me?"

-Edward Cullen

"Sometimes the right thing for ONE person is the wring
thing for SOMEONE else"

- Charlie Swan

"I would have wanted you for eternity, even when the
word didn't have the same connotations"

- Edward Cullen

"Sleep my bella dream happy dreams. You are the only
one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. sleep MY ONLY LOVE"

-Edward Cullen

"I love him not because he's beautiful or because he's
rich"

- Isabella Swan

"I'll never see any one else, bella. I only see you. Even when I
close my eyes and try to see something else"

- Jacob Black

"Look after my heart- I've left it with you"

- Edward Cullen

Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn (4th Book)

"You are my FUTURE"
- Bella

"But what can change can change right back"
- Jacob

"That's the funny thing about knowing you can't have something.
It makes you desperate"
- Leah Clearwater

Alice:She's going to be dazzling
Edward: She always has been

"Bella, you never been MERELY pretty"
- Edward

"Some friends. They'd turn on you just because of who you hang out
with"
-Jacob

"I couldn't let you walk away from me. It hurts just to imagine it"
-Edward

Hideous human and Glorious immortal
- Bella

My rankings of the Twilight Saga:

1st one will be: ECLIPSE

2nd one will be: TWILIGHT

3rd one will be: BREAKING DAWN

4th one will be: NEW MOON

My favorite Character: Jacob Black...

Played by: TAYLOR LAUTNER!!!

1st Sem 10 Realizations!!!!

1.) Accounting is really DIFFICULT!!!! Specially with *********************.....

2.) Since I have a letter grade of "C" in the finals, I have to achieve a "B" mark on the second sem..... Question is: "How??"

3.) What you think about some people being innocent and all, might definitely be WRONG!!!!

4.) Never just "BASTAH2x" Accounting, coz its so damn hard.

5.) You can form barkada with just one Sem

6.) Its so easy to cheat in COLLEGE!!!! bwahahaha..... SERIOUSLY!!!! even during FINALZ!!! The whole class CHEATED!!!! I swear!!!!

7.) I'll end up shifting on another course in just a few MONTHS!!!!

8.) When one of your close friends already has a BF. Its a matter of choice between friends and BF, naturally she chose her BF T_T

9.) One sem is so "BITIN!!!" You just have to give it your ALL in every meeting!!!


10.) In between Periods can be tempting!!!! But Complete attendance means PLUS points!!!


Pahabol: 11.) The closer we are today, still the same T_T I wanted too, but I can't!!! Maybe Its not yet the right time!!!! Hope that SOMEDAY is NEAR!!!!

Confessions!!!!!!

I've always been the "INNOCENT" type of girl (InocentÉ buh). Seriously, but all these times I wanted to try something "DIFFERENT" (not totally all= like half of my highschool life). You see, beneath a person is another person that is way different from what is being revealed. During highschool, I could say that that is my exposure time. I've known things that are really obvious to be thought as hidden. I began opening up and receiving ideas, my innocence grown "LESS."



Highschool, I'm the "good-girl-type" pah..... Now that I'm in college. I'm starting to be a little "devilish." hehehehe. To be frank, yupz! I already started drinking----- water----- hahahaha.... Actually, I drink occassionaly before but only wines, champagnes, and punch. Moreover, I'm just drinking those with my parents around and I do have a consent. Then, It all started........





During history time, between 10:30-11:30, friday!!! hahaha.... Kyna, who's sitting at my right, and Sahara, who's at my left, kept talking about things.... particularly vices. I, on my innocence on those things become interested at the same time curious, so I wanted to try also. Then, those at my back has also the same vices, then they said "AFTER HISTORY, LUNCH, BEFORE PE" coz we have a 3hrs vacant period. Then we went to Backyard.... lol.... { Tsuper Igo sa CRUSADER }--- There were 8 of us I think, now called the POL2x ARMY!!!! ---- I was surprised when they ordered like a really really BIG bottle of Red Horse, to think that we couldn't consume it. Although, I already knew that I'm only the 1st timer there!!! Then, I learned about the "gunner" something, and the 1 glass= 8 people..... At first... Eeeewww.... Gross.... Its also like an indirect kiss, and to think about the saliva...... GROSS!!!! About Moonshine, Boracay, Vodka mudshake, Tequilla, etc.....





My expectations were wrong, WE, I mean THEY, coz after 4 roundz, I'm beginning to be "TIPSY." so I stopped. At first, during my 1st turn, I hesitated because I thought it would tastes BITTER, but when I took a sip It tastes like CALI!!!! Yeeeaaayyyy!!!! lol... I'm also shocked to find out that not only did they drink, but they were also smoking!!!





That time, we had our practices for the practical on PE.... While practicing, my groupmate Paula, also a "POL2x," is really drunk and she's been sitting at a corner while we're practicing. Then a classmate of mine, Karl, came and said "Rhean, Pula lgi ka??" I was so shocked!!! Then I replied "ako??!! Taka??!!"





Then Every Friday became our SESSION!!! As time passes by, the more we often went out. I was really having a good time with them. There is that certain feeling of belongingness, the feeling that you have somebody to lean on. It also proves about the saying "One for all, All for one." Having these people around, and as time passes by, I realized that they were not really that of a bad influence at all.

Hanging around with them let me explore even bigger things. I went to places that I haven't been before. But there was this one incident.... We've gone drinking that time, I only drunk a few since I know that I had a meeting on my chosen club, then I went to school ahead of them. So there I was, attending that meeting at the canteen, there were just 4 of us; me, ate steph, and 2 4th years, in just 1 square table. The meeting lasts for a few minutes only, then after the meeting, good thing I saw my other classmates. Rodi notice, then said "Rhean, pula lgi ka." Then I started to get worried "I wish they didn't notice it, especially ate steph"


We even had our Outing at Yasay Beach. In my 1st sem, I experienced a lot!!!! Even during our exams, during our last and final exam, that was english, Ana and Christina got drunk. wtf!!! Hey! but good thing, coz' when Ana is drunk, her mind is really functioning!!! Seriously!!! Ask her anything and she would answer it correctly. We too were amazed!!!


Just one thing, we should never let this ruin us!!! This is just for fun and experience!!!!

Tampo2.....

Huhuhuhu......
I dunno why do I had this feeling right now.
I'm supposed to study for our long test in accounting, yet I wanted to write my mixed thoughts.
Here it goes... I know that this is such a nonsense but please bear with it.

Last saturday, a classmate of mine (MAYER) approached us (me and Wenai), while looking at dimple..... She said, "Hey!! Lahi na jud si dimple bah.... ana lge basta nka uyab nah??!!!"
and then I asked "huh??!!! wenai, kblo ka ani???"
then wenai replied "Nangutana man ko ni dimple and ingon ra xa BF ra daw nya... as in BEST FRIEND"

+YUPZ!!! She really said BF (daw)+

Then, just a while ago, before my unli stoped, we had a little conversation through SMS....
and I brought that thing up to her....
and you know what she replied to everything...

"NO COMMENT!!!!!"

Do I really deserve this??!!! I thought no more secrets!!! I know, I know... I'm being selfish here.... To think that she have only known him for about 3 months, while we've known her, like... EVERSINCE!!!!
see, for those past years, we share secrets and now... she's being secretive to me all of a sudden!!!! For the first time....


Then I'm thinking that I'm beginning to act like "IT" you know... being possessive and all. I mean, I don't have the right to be possessive and I can't know everything about her, but now.... I understand what "IT" felt. HahaiizzzZzz.... It has been quite a while since I've felt like this.... hmmm..... still reminiscing the 1st time I acted this way!!!
Aha!!! 2nd yr!!! when I met dimpz!!!! lol.... I was also acting selfishly with my used to be best friend since 4th grade, that time. The reason was that, since she's in the honors class and I'm just on a General section we had less time hanging out with each other..... then she found her NEW BEST FRIEND!!!! huhuhuhu.... but past is past.....

I know that this is just common among "US" teenagers. Its just common for her since she is pretty too.... There are only 3 of us left.... if you know what I mean.... Its just that I'm not used looking at her acting different. Besides Wenai, and I, doesn't approved with the guy coz...

1.) The guy is WAY WAY WAY MUCH MUCH OLD!!!!!
2.) Dimple said HE already has a BABY!!!
3.) He just kissed her on the cheeks in front of me, then that kiss meaned NOTHING??!!!!

The two reasons above is just enough... right??!!! Wenai and I, couldn't imagine her being with him!!! anywayz... we'll just support her with her decisions....

hahaha.... mag-chikka ra daw mi ana..

Memoirs of a person

I don't know, but I suddenly felt not writing anything at all....

hahaha.... It's so obvious from the title itself that I got my motivation from A Memoirs of a Geisha.
Just done watching it for the 2nd time on HBO. Now I was thinking on what to do, so I decided to write an entry but I was overpowered by my laziness again. Then I surfed some blogs and there's this particular blog I look up to, the user of course is a schoolmate of mine. You see, that particular blog has much stories to tell beyond what you can read. Upon reading, you'll learn a lot of things and new ideas. Swear, thats what u call "NOSEBLEED." Wish I could also write that way.

Anywayz, "anong Konek?" You see, I was struck by what Sayuri narrated on the last part :

"This is not a memoirs of an empress, nor of a queen, these
are memoirs of another kind."

You see, thats an autobiography of a geisha or entertainers; in the philippines, we call them hostess (GRO). No matter how small you stand in the world, no matter if to others you're a nobody, you still have some autobiography to tell on your own. We are the main characters of our own stories, and each of us has some unique and interesting stories to tell.

I know, you're thinking that I said I'll not write anything, I did. This isn't supposed to be what it contains, it supposed to be my memoirs but since I was overpwered by my laziness I ended up writing my thoughts instead. For me, the world is big and i'm just this small stepping stone, at some point in my lif e I also wanted to make a difference. Making a change and reflecting it on my memoirs would gratify me. For a well known person like the one I mentioned earlier, I bet his autobiography is also spectacular as he is, wish mine too.

blablabla.... instead of writing, why not acting..... oh well!!! so much for this post!!!!

Now or Never!!!

In History : History is based on events and most of all History does NOT repeat itself. To further explain what I meant, Today, July 15, 2008, at around 9:00 in the evening. I'm here sitting on my chair, in front of my computer, writing my blog entry. What I did today can also be done tomorrow, but the significant part is that tomorrow will never be July 15,2008. That means, what happened today might still happen in the future but the instances will always differ. It can also relate to the saying "What has been done has already been done and there is nothing more you could do to change it." By that saying we learn that everything we do affects us and also others, therefore we should make choices and decisions wisely.

An example would be what happened today. As I was walking along the hallway with my friends, headed for the book center and while talking to one of my classmate, I saw Kuya Dan. No matter how much I'd like to say "hi" to him
but I'm still talking to my classmate, so he might probably think I'm a SNOB. Then, after a while, but still talking to my classmate, I saw this familiar looking guy sitting quietly on the benches, like waiting for his friends or classmate while holding quietly his cellphone. I asked myself "why he look so familiar?" Then I realized he was my classmate in elementary and I haven't seen him for almost 5 years. That time I was thinking of approaching him, but when I already made up my mind, his classmates had arrived. In the end, I didn't have the chance to approached him but I'm quite sure that he still knew me. Now, I don't know when would it ever happen again but I'm sure that if it ever happens I would really take chances.

Most of all, all of us only has one chance of a lifetime, lucky are we if we can have it again, therefore we should grab the opportunity as soon as it headed our way. Who knows, maybe we can't have another second chances because second chances are only given to those who deserve them, so better risk today and have second chances tomorrow than regretting not doing anything at all.

My 1st Interview in College!!!!

Few weeks ago I've joined the Minanao Business and Management Youth Conference (MBMYC) and submitted my application form. Then, last Thursday, July 10, 2008, I received an sms from the secretariat of MBMYC informing me that my interview will be scheduled on July 12, 2008 at the CSG conference room, STC 2nd floor from 1-5pm. I'm really nervous at the same time excited about my interview because this will be my first time to go on an interview for an organization. Furthermore during my high school days I've never really gotten a chance to be interviewed for an organization because the organizations I chose were those that would not require interviews since I want my high school life to be an EASY one. Even during my 3rd yr. when I wanted to be an LCLC volunteer (Light Cavalry Leadership Council) but in the end I didn't went further due to cold feet.

Then, yesterday afternoon after our PE class, a classmate of mine asked me to accompany her to the SBMSC office to sign-up for the track and field, I on the other hand, looked for some post-announcements but found nothing. She then told me about our tutorials tomorrow, Saturday (today), also at 1pm. At first I wanted to join the tutorials in accounting but then, this morning, again I received an sms from the secretariat of MBMYC telling that there's an urgent change of plan and that there's no interview, only a GTKY session. That time I didn't know what GTKY means, but it sounds great.

When I've arrived at school LATE for my NSTP class, I was so glad that they're still in the room and haven't gone to the area yet. Our assigned area is at Tablon, with a fare of 30php, reduced to 22php. After that, I took my lunch with some classmates of mine who are also joining the accounting tutorials. Then, my classmates accompanied me to the STC lobby, where I found my classmates bonding there. I thought they were there also for the GTKY, and the arranged chairs were for the session too. Good thing I immediately spotted a post on the SBM seal, that says "MBMYC applicants please proceed to A405." At first I thought about back outing since I was only one there minding about that post and I thought that maybe I was late or something, and besides I'm not comfortable being with myself alone. Yet I ended up going to A405, I guess I really wanted this and be active on this org, besides it's only a session and not an Interview.

When I've arrived at A405, I found 3 students in the classroom and few (and I mean few, like 6 students only) students outside. Then a student asked me

"are you here for the interview?"

Then I replied

"No! I'm only here for the GTKY session because the interview has been canceled"

(What a dummy since I only know what session means); then he replied

"please sign here, then sit and wait for your turn."

As I was waiting there, I asked myself "Why am I waiting for my turn like being interviewed, I thought this was only a session (Whatever GTKY means)?" Then ahead of me were 3 2nd year students who were also there for the session (interview). Then I chatted with them for a while, until I was only the one left waiting for the session (still not knowing its an INTERVIEW). Then they got out of the room and said that other students would also use the same room for class, so we went to SBMSC office and there, we continued the session (interview).

As I was waiting outside for my turn, Kuya Dan (president of MBMYC) approached me and talked with me. He then asked me few questions. Then, I found out what GTKY means, when he said

"This is just a getting to know you session."

Then he added,

"later you'll be interviewed."

I was so surprised to hear that today was the interview, and to think they told me that it was postponed. What alarmed me is when Kuya Dan said

"Normally, we don't accept freshmen"

When I heard that coming from him (being a president of MBMYC), I can't understand what I felt. Dismay, since I've waited for hours when I could be participating and learning accounting lessons from the tutorials; Ashamed, since I've applied for nothing, "nagmukhang TANGA lang ako"; Angry, because in the first place they should've already texted me that they don't accept freshies so I won't waste my time and for me not be embarrassed. Those mixed emotions encouraged me to back out and walk out, but it would be rude to walk out in front of Kuya Dan still talking, so I held and pull myself back together. Suddenly Kuya Dan said

"But, who are we to decline a student whose passion is on MBMYC and a student
who volunteered to sacrificed her time for MBMYC?"

then he added

"Actually as you went inside the room, you are already accepted, the interview
is just to know your personality. So CONGRATULATIONS and WELCOME TO MBMYC."

After what Kuya Dan have said, I still have that uneasy feeling because of the words he said earlier.


During my interview I was so anxious not just because of what Kuya Dan have said earlier but because there were 5 of them interviewing me. In addition, the one who throw questions is Kuya Michael, a schoolmate of mine. I also looked up on Kuya Michael even still in 2nd year because he's from the semi-honors class and still has time for extracurricular activities, not just that, he's also the head of the Dance Society club which is very active. I've known him because he really stand out and my classroom is beside theirs. Anyways, as I was sitting there my hands began to be cold which every so often occur, and only happens if i'm tense. There are a lot of heavy questions they've asked like,

"If you were a rock, how would you make yourself standout of all other rocks?"

then there's also this last question, well not really a question because it's on the spot

"Think of a product and promote it relating yourself"

, and that time, due to pressures I don't have any idea what product to advertise. Then there's also

"Are you the cramming type of person or the prepared days-before person?"

I know that i'm the cramming type of person but I just don't know how I answered prepared-days-before person. I'm such a liar. There's also

"How do you handle stress?"

I mean, what question is that?!!! Is that really a question? and there's still more questions they throw on me.

In the end, they all congratulated me for making it. As they shook my cold hands, they said

"Hala! Bugnaw kaayo iyang hands,"

then kuya (forgot the name) said

"alangan kulbaan jud xa."

Even though I already got accepted I don't know why I'm still feeling a little bit uneasy. Maybe because they'll accept the 1st 40 applicants and their applicants today didn't reach 40; Or maybe because I really wanted to experience being interviewed without an assurance that I already passed; Or maybe I'm just scared to know that since I'm just a freshie and know nothing, they won't give me a position and 40 is a large number therefore I can't be recognized; Or just maybe discontentment. I don't know why but seldom, I had this feeling that despite everything I've done, despite my success, I still feel dissatisfied. But as of now, I should be glad and thankful that I got accepted.

Teenagers nowadays!!

As I was coming home taking a jeepney ride, an old couple joined in. The two didn't know that the jeepney was almost full because the conductor kept telling "Sakay nah, daghan pa kaayo kulang." The old woman stepped in first, she only got a half- seat that every time the jeepney turned, its like she'll fall from her seat. The old man on the other hand ended up in a standing position. I pitied the two, but all I could do is watch them since I'm from afar, and since I'm a girl I can't offer my seat for the old man no matter how much I wanted to or else I'd be the one in a standing position. Even the young man sitting beside me didn't do anything, I even wanted to say to that young man

"hey! pwede palingkuron nimo ang tigulang, luoy kaayo oh..

Pwede bitaw ka mu-kabit,"

but since my fear of being answered or maybe the young man might get angry at me I decided to keep my mouth shut.

That simple incident proves that teenagers nowadays are starting to be disrespectful, and self-centered. Even the saying "Ladies first" already starts to fade, unless the girl is their crush or their girlfriends. As to what I've observed, especially during rush hour, guys often bumped into girls just for them to get a seat. Gentlemen turned out to be gentleDOGS. What is it that teenagers nowadays act differently from teenagers before? Even some girls nowadays acts desperately, some would even make the 1st move just to win her crush. Where's now the "Maria Clara" girl?

I'm not saying that teenagers today are hopeless, but I'm just illustrating what are the teenagers today. Knowing these things, I hope teenagers would become aware of the situation and change for the better.

College life!!!

It has now been a month since the start of the school year, particularly the start of my college life. In fact, next week will be the schedule of our prelim. Time passes by so quickly, seems like only yesterday was just the first day of class. Yet, a lot has already happened in just a month. It even makes me reminisce of some past events.

Before entering up college, specifically when I was still on my senior years, I've watched how the mood and scenery slowly changed. Students whom I've thought to be Happy-go-Lucky began looking ahead. Students who crammed began to maximized their study habits. Moreover, I could see my fellow seniors studying everywhere even if it was just the 2nd week of the school year. So I thought, "Has the world turned upside down or the people here has just gone Crazy?" Their topic always is about College; What school to go? Where to go? What course to take? blablabla... and so on and so forth... That time I didn't mind about those things, even taking up entrance examinations, although I took some examinations on few Colleges. But even if I took entrance examinations I didn't bothered to study or scan my notes like everyone does, I just took the tests. Meanwhile, I've been hearing gossips about College life; How College life is, How college students missed High school, that you can't have the same classmates in every subjects, that you'll be on your own, and so on and so forth... Upon hearing those things and graduation is fast approaching, I wished the time to stop so I could enjoy High school even more.

During the summer break, my fellow seniors had already decided on which College University they should enter. I, on the other hand, haven't thought anything about it. I just thought my parents would let me study anywhere I'd want to, but when I brought up that thing, they wouldn't let me and their reason was this "Thats because YOU'RE SO DEPENDENT. PROVE 1st THAT YOU CAN STAND FOR YOURSELF." All I could think that time was, How can I prove it if you wouldn't let me try being alone? anywayz, thats another story.



During the 1st day of class, particularly June 5,2008, as I was passing by the front gate I saw a lot of familiar faces, people around are busy engaging into conversations, I can't even find my way because of the people around. Suddenly I heard someone calling my name, I tried checking who it was, then I found my classmates calling my attention. Seems like all of them are present and I was only the one the're waiting for. I felt so glad and secure knowing that they have waited for me. I love having that feeling around especially during the 1st day of class. My 1st day of class was a blast because of them, unlike the time when I entered high school. Since i came from a different school I hardly know anyone, but not this time. My classmates and friends in high school were there and so are my classmates and friends in elementary. This time, as I passed along the hallway of XU I always met friends, classmates, and even acquaintances.

During my 1st week, I find college life easy. Since there are a lot free time, there are also a lot of time alloted for bonding with friends, studying, and making assignments. Teachers sometimes won't show up, but the most exciting part is that you can be late and be absent without sanctions. what more can I say, but college really ROCKS!

Later, these past few days our schedule began to be hectic, Practices here and there, the prelim, etc... Little by little I got separated from my friends, our schedules mismatched, good thing I've got my blockmates around. Then I realized that college life is also tough. You can't always be with someone no matter how desperate you are because you have life and schedule on your own and so are they. I learned how to be time conscious. Most of all, this is my final stage, therefore I should do well.

My Wishes

First of all, We all know that we are Human Beings and as a human being we have primary needs and ulimited wants. I, as a person, also have a lot of wants or wishes in life. Like everyone else, I have material wants, emotional wants, and even wants that are beyond man can achieve or what we call dreams and imaginations. Indeed those we're just some common wants and wishes in life, in fact others also have the same wishes as I do. Who knows, we might have some common wishes too.

When we're talking of material wants or earthly allurement, I have a lot of wants or wishes on that one. Since our generation today is already high-tech, most of my wishes are more on gadgets. For instance I wish I have that super mini laptop, wonder if it's already available here in the philippines because I only saw it on Tv. I wish I have the latest model of cellphone, the one that has already 10mega pixels. I wish I have the Spy gadgets. Also I, being an anime lover, I wish I have a complete collection on anime dvd's and action figures collectibles. I wish I can have that special edition death note L action figure, but it's quite costly though. I still have a lot of material wants in life because we know in a way it can give us pleasure.

Let's go now to emotional wants. At some point in my life there is always a time where I wish I wasn't me; that I wish I was somebody else. How I wish I was her in that time, so I can experience the same thing as her. How I wish I can have somebody else's brain, so I can be intelligent or I wish I can have somebody else's talent in writing or talent in singing or talent in drawing, and be praised. A point in my life where I wish to be popular so I can have their attention because i'm sick of being ignored. So much for my emotional wants.

Now for my unattainable wishes. There is a common filipino saying that we always hear from people, "Libre lang naman mangarap," at least our impossible wishes can came true in our dreams. At some point in our life we commit mistakes, How I wish I could go back in time and correct my mistakes. I wish I could have done something to have a better outcome or result. Since I'm a person who would not grab immediately opportunities, I always end up regreting everything, then starts to wish again.

All those mentioned above were just for my own benifit. On the contrary I also have some wishes for others, for instance my Family and friends, I wish for them to be happy and have a good health. Also particularly to that old man outside the XU campus. Everytime I pass by him I petied him. Everyday hundreds of people pass by him and I saw that just 1 out of 10 people showed sympathy to that old man. Furthermore, whenever I pass by I began to question myself where could his family be? Does he still have a family? That old man is just one out of the thousand beggars in the philippines, I wish they won't have to suffer anymore. I wish they have a well lived life.

I still have a lot more to wish for, but as of now, and since i'm just a student my only wish is to finish my studies. Later I can achieve those wishes. Someday I can make a difference, even in just simple ways. I'll just continue to wish so I won't lose my way, for in wishing I can achieve my goals.

SWEET-16!!!!!!

SWEET-16!!! aaahhh...... Time passes by so quickly. Seems like yesterday I was just celebrating my 14th Bday... hehehehe.... don't know why I forgot my 15th bday. I guess maybe because my "SCREWY" classmates in my 2nd yr life were there, really that was so FUNtastic.

!Sigh! I wonder what awaits me, now that i'm already 16???.... hmmm.... Just two more years to go.... hahahaha.... I'm not looking forward to that;being at that age means saying goodbye to my teenage Life... hahaiiizzZZz.... I wanna enjoy this stage to my hearts content.

Actually, I just celebrated this day with a few classmates and friends of mine that are dear to my heart . But hey!! I just called my party (well, not really a party) the ATO-ATO-RA-PARTY... hahahahaha..... I just invited a FEW CLOZEY of mine... I emphasized the word FEW, coz di lahat inimbitahan q.... Some of them even went like; "Hey! Rhean Happy Bday!! Gahulat ko na imbitahon q nimo"... hahahaha..... No choice but to say "SURE".. (no offense)... And most even went like "MAHAY q nimo... La ka nag-invite" But good thing I have lotz of "PALUSOTZ" here with me. I'll be dead if they ever read this. *u*

I had to invite them at around 3 coz I'll know they'll be here at around 4.... (Know them pretty well when it comes to that coz' i'm also using that time WAY MUCH). So !tada!, We had Chicka's, then CASPER, then some NET, and of course FUN!!! They went home at around 7. Then my CHILDIES (CHAYLDIES) arrived...

WoohhooooOO!!! It's time for my 3rd Overnight, and 2nd time it was held at my place. We Played this "ICE BREAKER GAME" till morning... we slept at around 5 in the morning and woke up at around 10. Then we had bonding-GUITAR time the rest of the day....

That concludes my 2 days CELBRATION......

Project Runway!!!

I'm a BIG FAN of PROJECT RUNWAY!!!

Although I only watched PROJECT RUNWAY SEASON4....

Project Runway was hosted by HEIDI KLUM, A popular model..

She's also a model of VICTORIA's SECRET, and also a host of GERMANY's NEXT TOP MODEL....

Every elimination she's known for her quote "AUF WEIDERSEHEN", a german word... and another way of saying GOODBYE!!! If you wanna know her better, visit her website http://www.heidiklum.com/.....

The Judges of Project Runway are HEIDI KLUM, MICHAEL KORS, and NINA GARCIA.... and also to give CRITIC to the contestants before the Judging, TIM GUNN!!!

Project Runway's air sked is every WEDNESDAY EVENING, 10:00pm(I think).... on ETC!!! to know more about project runway, you can visit www.bravotv.com/Project_Runway

My BET was CHRISTIAN... Then the 2nd for me was CHRIS... and LAST NIGHT, finally they announced the winner of the runway.... and it was CHRISTIAN SIRIANO!!!! Weeeee!!! I really LOVED his DESIGNS and collections!!! I think the WORRIEST part for him is the designing of the Prom Dress because of his MODEL.... Sheeezz!!! Loved that Part But I hate it Somehow...

Last night while I was watching Christian, Rami, and Jillian's collection.... All I can say is "WOW"... Their collection astonied me!!! Rami's collection, I say is good too but it would have been better if Chris was the one presenting his collection there instead of Rami (NO OFFENSE)... But due to CHRIS's WEIRD type.... I mean, The Judges were really Freaked out when they found out that the collection that Chris presented were made out of a real HUMAN HAIR!!!! So Rami ended up winning!!! huhuhuhu.... But GLAD that the winner is still CHRISTIAN....

Christian is also called the PRODIGY because he was the youngest among all the designers 21y/o and yet he still wins. His signature design was the DETAILS of the dress. He was the DETAILED type of Designer, my type of designer.. He put more emphasis on DETAILS unlike the others. To know more about CHRISTIAN, visit
http://www.bravotv.com/Project_Runway/season/4/bios/index.php?cat=designer&p=christian

I'm LOOKING FORWARD to the next season.... PROJECT RUNWAY PHILLIPPINES...

They set it at CEBU!!! I've seen the trailer on who will be the contestants.....

Rejection!!!!

I caught myself reading those mushy love stories over the net. I do not even know how I got myself sitting there for hours reading those stories. I began to lose consious, I was only moved on my chair when it was already dark, I didn't even feel that my cheeks are starting to get wet.

Those stories for me are just some scrap of peoples experiences adding a little bit of hyperbole and an extreme imagination. I mean, c'mon, do you really believe it would happen in real life. I mean, I know some people really did experience it, like only 0.006% of the population did experience it, sabihin nyo Sobra naman ako... ok I'll say 2% would be enough. On this planet there are more or less 10billion people and like only 99 of those did experience it.

Admit it, everybody likes a MUSHY love story. We're easily struck by the situations upon reading it, some would even wish that they would be in that situation. Well in fact in real life we already have experienced it but we're not fully aware of that situation. We're so blind to appreciate the situation because we're craving for more. Why can't we just accept the situation just as it is and value it?? We can experience the same if we get contented with the situation and appreciate it. We should not expect for more that is beyond because by that we can't recognize the value of little things.

Another point will be the story itself. Try this, reminisce your life and take time to write it down, every single details should be there, no matter how small or big the impact of that detail is, just take time to write it down. After finishing your life story, or should I say Biography, try keeping them and after a year or two, read it, or if you can no longer wait anymore just read it and you can say MY LIFE STORY IS ONE OF A KIND!!!! You can only begin to appreciate things more only if it is past, sad but true. It takes time for us to realize the importance of a thing, person, or experiences. We can only realize it once it becomes just a fragment of our memory.

My last point will be the value of the story, where I got struck most. There are a lot of MUSHY stories I've read in that site but each one of them has only one point. Appreciating, the one that I mention earlier. If we can't appreciate simple things then we're not ready for big things. Sometimes if we don't learn to appreciate we can lose the one we love. We're still not satisfied and craving for more so we end up losing everything. Everything was there and in a blink of an eye everything was gone.

Don't let what you have right now disappear from your grasp. Appreciate everything you have and be contented. I know I'm beginning to get MUSHY here, but guess what It's so hard starting all over again.

Notice....

I'm really sad to say that I've deleted my latest entry, the one that is in titled "SORRY". I really appreciate your comments but due to some instances I decided to delete it to avoid misunderstanding, it is for the best, that's what I thought on my part. Too bad other's can't read it anymore in the future, maybe they can also be inspired by that simple yet one of a kind story of hers.

But to those who have read it, Her WISH did came true.....

==> Nothing is impossible in this world. Hold on to your hopes maybe someday they might just came true^_^

Hana Kimi (Taiwan Version)

Cute keu ang Japanese guy... Top left, beside the one that's picking up his nose.... hehehehe..... and below Jiro Wang na Grabeh ka Wafo.... hahahaha..... Jiro Wang, the one that's doing a thumbs Up, played the role of Jin Xiu Yi.... and next is Wu Chun as Zuo Yi Quan... and then I dunno his name but he played the role of YangYang....

Today was the 4th day I've been devoting my time watching "HANA KIMI"==> Taiwanese Version....

It was Friday when I first sighted Hana Kimi Taiwan version at ABS-CBN. Actually at first I'm interested at the Japanese version because the girl is prettier than that of the taiwanese. I was looking for a nice movie when suddenly I spotted Hana Kimi Taiwan version at ABS then I find it even more interesting and the girl was more playfull with her role as a guy. Then that's the time I surfed for it at the net and luckily I was able to find a complete series with english dubbed immediately from a site I often visited.

Grabeh!!! Super Bitin ang ending but guess what, I can't believe I had learned something from that movie. It was on episode12, when Lu Rexie's Bestfriend Julia knew that Jian already knew that Rexie was a girl and is about to tell Rexie about it when MeiTian approaches..... He then told Julia to keep it a secret..... "The most beautiful part of LOVE sometimes is what the feelings they have right now, they way they are now they're really in love with each other in SILENCE, Dont you feel it's LOVELY???"...

Then the next one is still on episode12 when MeiTian comforted Jian and told "Real Love is like a Ghost, hardly anyone has actually seen it but EVERYBODY's Talking about it; It doesn't mean it does not exist even though it hasn't occured".........

ETOH MALUFET!!!! Grabeh...... I like this quote!!!!

on the last episode... episode15.... When Lu Rexie is on her way to meet Jian and confess her feelings towards him and that she is a Girl, Her thought goes like this "If I could confess to him and all maybe we could become lovers but What NEXT then??? Is it necessary for people who likes each other to become a couple, only then it's considered to be a Happy ending???"

Whats with the HAIR???

C'mon, almost everybody reacted to it...... I mean all I did was CUT MY HAIR and poof!!! almost everybody reacted.

I was planning it for so long already, actually I was planning to cut it after the Grad Ball but I ran out of time because after the Grad ball we had this Get-together-Lunch in replacement of our supposed to be OUTING in DUKA BAY, and after that we hang out with my friends the whole afternoon. The next day is already my graduation. Then the next day will be saturday, our NIGHTOUT!!! and then Sunday BYE-BYE-BOO!!! I was planning that before I went on my Vacation I've got no problems with my hair!!! I know what you're thinking, why not during the Grad Ball?? C'mon, can't imagine myself with short hair that time.

Anywayz... before all of that I was already telling my friends, and they thought I was only kidding so all they did was ride with the flow. Then, until that Saturday... Of course I have friends with me for the sleep over, I can't just surprise them and say "Hey!! just wait for me for 30 min." I mean, C'mon I know if you were in their shoes you will get irritated for waiting. So I end up telling them on the jeepney, my close friends already knew about it while the others thought I was only joking around. But then suddenly they went serious asking me, "Really??? Sayang oi..." and then from a somebody I didn't expect to hear these words, "Ayaw oi!!! Seriouso ka?? Ayaw lgi buh!!! Sayang keu!!!!", with a serious look on that somebody's face. I mean, C'mon I've been doing this like every summer except for 1styr and 2nd yr because my hair's still short that time.

Then while on vacation my aunt didn't notice me because of my hair, afterwards she then said "Sayang, ba't mo pinutol.. kung puputulin mo rin lang sana noon pah para di sayang" And then Here comes my Super Kulit na Cousin, she told my other cousin bout my hair... She showed my hair two weeks ago before I cut it, the time her mom came by to pay a visit, she then said "Eto si Rhea, Pinutol ang hair!!! Sayang talaga!!! Ba't mo kasi pinutol!!!"... Then of course when my other couz saw it "Grabeh... haba na ng hair mo pala... Bat mo pinutol"... HahaiiizzZZZZzzz.... And then when I was there my classm8 send me an SMS saying "Hala!!! Nagpaputol ka buh?? Maulaw ka pakita kay above shoulders na imo hair buh??"...

Then just this tuesday when I got my card my moderator said "Nagpaputol diay ka??," I didn't react and just tried to ignore her by pretending I didn't hear what she said and jumping to another topic.... hahahaha... Aba!! Jan ata akoh magaling!!! Ignoring what she said would make the story short... Then while waiting at the Lobby my used to be ENEMIES pass by, at first they just ignore me and seems like I'm just an air... Hmm... that's strange, usually.. basta,,, that's so UNusual!!! Then when we were about to go and they were now the one's sitting down, then I think that's the time they act USUALLY... :-)

I'm BACK!!!!!!!

Actually kahapon pa kami dumating.... I just wanted to share with you my vacation experience....

Am I happy??? Very (in a plastic way), kinda (for real)... as you can see, nobody and I mean no one would be happy if their vacation would only last just for a week and to tell you the truth, it's not a PURE vacation yet it's a WORK Vacation. Honestly my mom went there because of her work, she had a meeting there for just a day and since it's Holy week she ask me to come with her so that after her meeting we'll just proceed to Pangasinan. I'm not quite sure that it was a vacation, c'mon a week can't be called a vacation, or should I say it was just a visit... Here's how it goes...

3 days at manila and 4 days at Pangasinan, so what do you expect would happen in just a week, NOTHING!!!!
We leave CDO last sunday at around 2:00 in the afternoon and arrived at NAIA Centennial at around 5, then we went to the hotel, Perzal Place at Quezon city I think, and since we've arrived early we then immediately went to MOA (mall of Asia) for some malling and to ease the stress. I know you're asking me now, how was moa?? what was it like??? Honestly, imagine our SM Cdo was only their Department store and moa was divided into 4. Then on their main building there was this HUGE waiting area outside with a nice view and a cool atmosphere, maybe because they had this fountain there. and I can't forget that BIG GLOBE outside that can really caught the attention of many even people from a far and people driving on their way home. I was really mesmerized by the scenery especially when night fall, that BIG globe changes it's color every minute and city lights began to pop up. We then went back to the hotel at past 9 already and we ate Dinner, I did not eat dinner I only ate french fries, I was so full that time because we ate at some resto at MOA that can't be found here in CDO and besides I wanted to throw up, maybe I was getting the airsickness thingy, all I wanted that time was to get some good night sleep. FORTUNATELY one of my mom's co-workers, let's call her tita Vicky, keep snoring!!! Grabeh Kaka-irita!!! Then the next day, C'mon my mom had this meeting at I forgot the place basta the quotation goes "an Information Technology" something... found accross the GMA broadcasting Network... C'mon for almost 9 hours I just sat there on their soft comfy chair!! SUCK!!!! My mom wouldn't let me go with my aunt and cousin at MOA, actually that day was my cousin, Kuya Jason's, graduation and my aunt decided that after his graduation they'll proceed at MOA, ate pet, my cousin, would fetch me and go with them. Then my mom said it was just a Hastle fetching me up and then going back again for her, so why not wait for 4:00 in the afternoon so that both of us can be fetch na... then when my aunt entered she didn't notice me with short hair... hehehehe... then she said "Ba't mo pinaputol Sayang!!!" I found out that Kuya Jason and his GF were left at MOA and since we already went at MOA kagabi we went nalang to TRINOMA, a newly opened mall, Trinoma was said to be the 2nd largest mall, next to MOA... Accross Trinoma was SM north I think, bastah Sm... Then there was this other mall at the back of Trinoma, forgot the name... Then we went to Imus, Cavite, where we would spend the night on Aunt Precy's house, with my cousin. The next day we went to Pasay where we would get a ride to Pangasinan. Grabeh super ganda ng movie sa bus, "Alvin and the chipmunks", and the I forgot the main title, basta "THE EXTINCTION".....

We arrived at Pangasinan at around 5. I first saw Kuya Popoy's daughter playing with this unknown girl. Then I found out that it was Gia, my cousin. The last time I went there Gia was this small Girlyish girl who would not talk to anybody except for people she recognized. She even won't hang with me instead with sabeth, my cousin same age as mine, and now here she is a graduating elementary student, though her graduation will be on the 28 pah... and her attitude changed, it turned 360 degrees.... Grabeh, She's now fun to hang around with, super over grabeh Talkative talaga, BAGA na au ug face, and get this very FRIENDLY. She still recognize me pala... hehehehe,,, Sabeth and her mom would go on thursday pa daw, and we've arrived tuesday, GIA and I hang around and chitchatt for a bit. We sleep at their house since they have plent of rooms because there were only 3 of them because Ate Pet can't spend her Holy week there because of her Job at Manila and since she's new there she can't have her BREAK.. and Kuya Gilbert is still on Baguio studying but would be at Pangasinan Tom, wednesday.

Wednesday, we went to Dagupan to buy this yummy "DAW" boneless Bangus and to make some shopping there at CSI. Then while shopping we were also waiting for Kuya Gilbert there. then the next day, Thursday, we went at MANLELUAG hot spring... Yippeeeeyyy, and at aroung 6 or 7 Auntie Prescing and Sabeth arrived. Though when we were about to sleep, I sleep at this Other room while Kuya Gilbert, Gia, and Sabeth spend the night playing on the other room. Friday came, and since Biyernes santo, they had this Pamahiin, they won't go anywhere during Biyernes Santo, so we just had this Family Gathering.... hahaha... after eating dinner and while washing the dishes nag-brownout pah... good thing they had this generator, so we just play Cards.... I learned their version of Ungoy-Ungoy... hehehehe... Since it was our last night there, we sleep at my Lola and Lolo's place, Duol ra man ila hauz. The next day, Saturday, we leave at around 1:00 pm and arrived at Imus Cavite at aroung 5 or 6. I really wanted to visit that underwater aquarium but my mom is already tired, so me and my couz Sabeth just went shopping at SM Bacoor.... then we spend time together chitchatting while walking and exploring their neighborhood and still continue chitchatting even during bedtime.... Then Sunday came, the time for me to say BUHBYE!!!! Our departure was 12:00 and we arrived at around 2:00... huhuhuhu....



P.S= I really wanted to STAY!!!! but I'll ask my mom if I can go back there after my enrollment.... Gia's dad convinced my mom that I can also study at Baguio since Kuya Gilbert is still studying there, so that during weekends I can go to Pangasinan..... but my mom said "ang LAYO naman!!!"...

==> If I went there Earlier my couz would bring me to Tagaytay... huhuhuhu.... and If we spend just a few days more we should've went to Baguio and that Aquarium...

My mom letted me to stay there..... That could be a great opportunity but I didn't grabbed that Opportunity!!! Sayang!!! Di bale, babalik pa naman ulit kami!!!

Last Days Before Vacation....

Monday: Hmmm...... This is the Last morning assembly, huhuhuhu.... bye2x.........

Wednesday: GRADUATION BALL!!!!! Yipeeeee!!!! It turned out well.... as in super well..... got a ride home, weeee.....

Thursday: Lunch Farewell Party at Sentro 1850 with Mayer.... then afterwards we went to Ketkai!!!!!

Friday: Graduation day!!!! Hmf.... I was sooo simple that day.... as in SIMPLE..... Nothing much bout my hair especially my Face, NO MAKE-UP and almost everybody wears make-up.... C'mon.... hehehehe,,, then afterwards me and my parents went to Vienna Cafe to eat dinner..... What a Day!!!

Saturday: OVERNIGHT!!!!!! Dimple and Wenai were here!!!!! We just chitchatted while browsing the net and uploading some graduation picz..... Wenai was knocked down first at around 3 in the morning, while me and Dimple chitchatted the night away while watching "NANNY McPHEE", a movie shown in the Star Movies, we went to bed at around 3:00-3:30 in the morning. Oh, and by the way Got my Hair Cut!!!!

Sunday: We woke up at around 7 and Wenai has a recognition to attend to, today was her little sister's recognition day, at around 7:30.... Though they left at already past 8. After they left here I am, writing in this BLOG, when I still have to packed my belongings because our flight will be at around 12.... So till here nalang.... I still have to pack pah XP

They're RUINING mah LIFE!!!!!!! hahaha.... NOT TOTALLY diay

OoooppppsSSssyyyyy...... I was HALFLY WRONG......

Where should I start???? hmmm.... awkiez... Let's first start with:

1.) My Grad Ball dress:
hahaha... I'm so GLAD it did not became a totall MESS!!! Believe me, it was a Simple Black dress at first... not an attractive type of dress... a little bit of ACCESSORIES to spark, Black GLOVES, black STOCKINGS.... and tadah!!!! It did become some sort of fashion statement something.... Some even gave me COMPLIMENTS.... hehehehe.... like "Nice dress"==> (C'mon,,, really???? coz' I don't think so), they even went like "BLACK CINDERELLA"===>> (did they mean it in a Good Way or in a Bad Way????)... Anywayz... my night was AWESOME!!!!

2.) My Graduation gift:
Hmm..... Still pending with that one.... Actually, my mom went like this the other day "We'll just see... They are much cheaper in Manila than here... but kung didto tah, what if it's defective we won't get the warranty"

3.) My Final Farewell Party with 4-MAYER:
Yepppeeeyyy!!!!! They did change the date coz' some dili pwede SATURDAY, and some dili pwede SUNDAY especially ME, mas labaw dili pwede Monday coz holy week nah.... So... Yesterday at the ball they said Tomorrow, Thursday, we're gonna have the Farewell party at Pryce... Then kanina, at the last seconds, change venue again coz' dili ganahan si ma'am ma-sunburn mi and graduation pa naman bukas.... instead we held it at SENTRO 1850 it was a LUNCH Farewell!!!!! Then afterwards we went at ketz!!!

4.) My Vacation:
No change with my Vacation!!! Just a week lang talaga.... huhuhuhu.....

5.) My Future:
Still haven't change their mind about that and im 101% sure they won't.

They're RUINING mah LIFE!!!!!!! aaarrrgggg... TOTALLY

I'm really DEAD, no, WORSE than DEAD..... wanna know why.....???
Seems like this F**kin life of mine is already written in the STARS...
I mean, it's already written in the PALM of my PARENTS.....

"I wanna have life on my own!!!!"

This is my life you know..... I also want to make decisions on my own....

Where should I start???? hmmm.... awkiez... Let's first start with:

1.) My Grad Ball dress:
C'mon..... First they said... "Yan, ano bang design ng gown mo???" and then I was like "Yeeeyy!!!!" and then the second thing I know "Yan, rent nalang tayo kasi tagal mong magbigay ng design tsaka wala nang time"...... gggggrrrrr...... Kasi naman tagal makapagdecide ng class namin kung anong movie.... Tapoz ang napili pang gown ni mama YUCKzzzZZzz!!!!!! ssoOOOOoooOO BADUY!!!!! parang LOLA!!!! tapoz reason nya... It's really hard finding a cocktail dess na BLACK!!!!
MY HIGH SCHOOL LIFE IS ALREADY OVER!!!! wala man lang akong maipagmalaki!!!!

2.) My Graduation gift.....
Well.... It's not really a graduation gift..... It was supposed to be given to me last december pah..... tapoz sabi nila sa February or March nalang para graduation gift ko raw..... and then they'll move it AGAIN!!!!! LIAR!!!!!!!

3.) My Final Farewell Party with 4-MAYER.....
The date was already set..... Our graduation will be this comming FRIDAY, March 14, 2008. we've decided that it will be on 16 coz on the 15th it will be the graduation of my classmates' siblings... and then.... Suddenly..... my mom told me that we'll be going to Manila and then to Pangasinan, my mom's hometown, on holy week... or should I say, after Graduation!!!!! and then I asked, "sa 17 pa tayo aalis diba???".... Then she said.... "uy, Hindi ah!!! kukulangin na tayo sa oras nyan.... sa 16 tayo aalis".... Then I said "Whhhaaaattt????!!!!! anong oras ang flight????" she said.... "Bastah 2nd flight.... mga 12:30 cguro"..... so I asked again.... "Ilang oras ba papuntang DUKA BAY coz doon kami mag-farewell party", she then replied "Wag ka nang sumama.... Understand naman yan ng teacher mo", then I reason out "But, This will be the last time that I'm gonna see my classmates na complete".... Then to she ended our conversation saying "sus, sa Graduation nyo diay"...... gggrrrr..... but I then said "Ma, what if dili nalang ko mu-uban"... Tapoz sabi nya.... "Naku.... Tagal mo nang di nakakabisita kina Lola mo"... Then I said... "Lagi buh, Last year I go with my dad sa hometown niya sa Mindoro, Enjoy nga dun kasi nag-land trip lang kami.... Pumunta pa kaming BORACAY!!!, then on my 2nd yr, wala coz dito lang ako sa hauz. 1st yr naman, sa Camiguin kami. Then grade6, sa bahay lang coz I have to take refresher math sa XUHS. Then grade5, ang mom ko ang gumastos nang pumunta ang mga couzins ko tsaka ang LOLA ko dito kasi di kami makapunta dun coz Busy sa Work mom ko, Grade4 naman sa Mindoro ulit ako... Naku!!! Grade3 pa pala ako nung huli kong punta sa Pangasinan!!!!"

4.) My Vacation...
So we're gonna go on the 16th to Manila, then on the 18th or 19th we're gonna go to my mom's hometown in Pangasinan... There, we're gonna spend our Holy week with my grandparents and other relatives on my mother's side. Tapoz sa 23 we're gonna be back here in Cagayan.... Then I said.... naaahhhh.... "BITIN"...... My vacation had always been like this.... Then I said "Pwede extend tayo kahit a DAY lang....??", then my mom replied "Di pwede.... Nakatamback pa ang trabaho sa Office", then I said "Pabilin nalang ko, Just go ahead of me"... Then my mom said "Pwede rin, pero kaya mo kayang sumakay ng eroplano ikaw lang.... Laki kaya ng airport dun"... kaya nga.... anu naman gagawin ko dun??? C'mon.... This Life Suckz!!!!

5.) My Future.....
My parents wouldn't let me enroll in Manila.... their reason was that, mas maganda daw ang Ateneo de Cagayan dito kagaya rin sa Manila!!!! Then their second reason was Di ko pa daw kaya mag-isa!!!! gggrrrr...... They're so UNFAIR!!!! see my mom graduated in UP though she took her masterals degree here in Cagayan, then my Dad graduated in FEU!!! and here I am, hope to be graduated in Xavier here in Cagayan!!! C'mon.... I would also want to go there in Manila!!!! huhuhu....

and that's the story of my BORING life that SUCKZ!!!!!!

Final Exam's are OVER!!!!! It's OVER!!!!

WohooooOOO..... Am I supposed to be happy or sad???? C'mon..... That was supposed to be my final exams in HIGH SCHOOL!!!! Hope so.... hahahaha.... the deliberation will be tomorrow.... but, no worries..... hah!! Kapal ko noh??!!! almost three weeks of TORTURE...... Term paper submission, and then the defense... Not to mention our PLAYFEST in which we were nominated into different categories, that was already an achievement... then the projects, the WAPI, ADD CAMPAIGN, the Computer FLASH animation==> see, I'm a BIG fan of ANIME... Guess what??!!! It's sooooOO Hard making just even a flash animation. There's also the Thesis, then the FINAL EXAMS..... Oh!! By the way, we just started practicing our graduation songs yesterday.

hahaiiiizzzZZzz...... Seems like it was just yesterday when I first started High school.... I don't have any friends yet except for my "used to be" BESTFRIEND, and then my classmate in grade school. For 4 years, us 3 didn't even got the chance to be classmates. That was because I'm, how should I put this???, DUMB I guess..... No, really... the classmate of mine in grade school was in the SEMI's class, then my "used to be" BESTFRIEND was in the HONORS class.... See??? Well, If we weren't separated, I'm sure that until now we're still BESTFRIENDz.... We've been friends for more or less 7 years already.... I've learned and experienced a lot of things, Success and Failures. Almost all of the nicest things in the world that you should experience is found in HIGH SCHOOL life. Well, not all in HIGH SCHOOL is nice....

So.... How should I summarized my 4years in high school??? Well.... shall I say, half of my life??? hahahaha..... I can really put it that way.... Since first year, I've really BLOOM (char!!), seriously I did. But there are things of me that changed, changes that should never supposed to occur. During my first year, I'm just this SUPER, and I mean SUPER SILENT GIRL at the back. When I started my 2nd year, I learned how to relate with my classmates. My 2nd year LIFE was a BLAST!!!! I experienced my FIRST Community Service "CS", I was assigned in the book center at the covered courts and that was during the DANCE SEMINAR WORKSHOP. While cleaning, a jalousie fell NEAR A STUDENT, one of my batchmates. Great, a total MESS!!! I created a SUPER BLAST in 2 sections in the 1st year.... LONG STORY that's why I HATE THEIR BATCH!!!!! sssshhhhh... no offense, but I really HATE THEIR BATCH..... and not to mention, due to misunderstanding (BASTAH LONG STORY)==> I got involve with a 4th year.... hahaha... I was only 2nd year and I BRAG a 4th year, a group of 4th year GUYS, I think that their group was like "REBEL" group, puro "LABAD".... Buti nalang, di nya ako sinugod, I'm really Dead, Worse than DEAD, although they keep on like STALKING something. and then here comes 3rd year.... I'm not going to explain more on my 3rd year, but I've got reasons why I can't explain it. and then, Here I am!!! 4th year..... Silent in class but Outrageous after class (in a good way of course). Someone once told me that being "SILENT yet TALKATIVE is a gift".... Char!!!

And that's the SHORT SUMMARY of my Highschool life....

Nganong "HARSH" keu ang mga people krn????

The people today has a different aura than yesterday..... I just don't know why..... hehehehe... Feel lang nako mag-write.... AnywayzzZZz..... I'll just tell you what had happen......

Yah right.... I just "LIKE" what happened yesterday... I though "HERSHEY" and I had this so called misunderstanding, after almost months of being like almost "nothing" "HERSHEY" just said "HI" to me!!!! but like !duh!... I didn't even remember if I said Hi back coz I was talking with mah classmate and then behind "HERSHEY" stood my a.k.a lil'siz and she also said Hi... I only remembered saying hi to mah a.k.a lil'siz.... but then, after the practice for the play (that was already past 6), mah "fwendz"==="NOT SO (now)"===="4given nah"==> just left me... huhuhu..... Imagine I was the only one walking on that DARK SIDEWALK!!!!! I was really upset, I mean there were a lot of them, but even so there were 2 of them that I expect wouldn't leave me behind... But they still did;-(

Then today was our CLASS HOLLIDAY!!!! Great, I went out at around 8:30 even though the plan was 7:30.... hahahaha (I'm ALWAYS an hour late).... and then kasabay ko si Ma'am Daphney(Dafney==Mah Fil. teach in 1st and 2ndyr). When we got off, she asked me "rhea, bkt hindi ka naka-uniform????"... and then I replied "ma'am Class Holliday, and Practice for our play".... and just when I'm about to went upstairs Ma'am Juby Car "yobi" was also going downstairs, I smiled, and she said "Good Luck sa Retreat"..... Hahahahaha...... napagkamalan ba akong "REGIS"?? Today's schedule was Regis' Retreat... and then when I reached our classroom I was surprised to see no one is there but Alvin's bag was there.... Then I hurried back and went to the covered courts, I then saw my classmates rehearsing.... During recess we've decided (me and dimple) to get the pastel from kareen and drop by the CMO for the PALANCA... On our way, I heard "PT"(believe me, you don't wanna know what's the meaning)called me from the 5th floor... Then during Lunch Lizbeth asked forgiveness for what they have done yesterday... AnywayzzZZz..... Lots did happen...

FRIENDSHIP

What comes into your mind when you hear the word friendship???? Syempre, all those great words like, companionship, belongingness, etc... If I ask you what would it take for a friendship to last????
Syempre, top most is being TRUE, honesty, loyalty, etc....

This Idea has gotten into my mind since a classmate of mine told me... just yesterday afternoon, during Filipino (we just had a play==EL FILI)... When suddenly "she"(my 'x' friend==>I know we're still friends but in a PLASTIC way) was reading their play.... friend#1 (one of my barkada) whispered "dili xa kabalo ug basa." OOOoopppzzZZZzz.... I know ur curious why we HATED (am I that harsh for using such a word??) her...... Awkiez... so para maka-relate kayo, I'll share the story....

Kasi naman, before, way back in 2nd yr, she was a transferee that time, she was fine, we got CLOSE because from the fact that we were classmates, we were also neigbors. Then it started 3rd yr, we are no longer classmates that time, syempre I'll hang out with my classmates more often but sabay pa rin kaming umuuwi. Then time comes that I had to hang with my classmates more often and didn't have time to hang on her because of projects and everything.... I thought she would understand.... but like... she was so obsessed, she even acts like she owns ME or something... she even acts more than my mom..... I mean, she always wants to know where are my errands. I can't go unless I asked permission on her, I need to set up time on my errands. Things that a mom does or things that an owner does. Even my mom doesn't do that to me. Then 4th yr comes.... Great!!!(in a bad way), we're classmates!!!! Then whenever I would hang out with my 3rd yr classmates she would get MAD, really really MAD.... What's with her???!!! I'm not her property!!!! Then we compromised about it, and things went well for some time.... Then another issue was up.... She begun to act like a SPOILED BRAT, everything she wants she really would like to get!!!! and then getting worse everyday... then she begun to act like me.... everything I have she would get... I got pissed!!!! Then she begun to compete on me.... I mean, am I a competition for you??? Why would you comete on me??? I mean you've got a nice house and everything, have BF (can't belive you've got one.. hahahaha), and brothers that cared for you... and I got none... so why would you compete on someone like me??? She always compare my grades..... ggggrrr..... Would a TRUE friend do that??? Syempre, due to her attitude WE don't like her.... We can't open it up to her because we know she would get it wrong.... She's always like that.... then it ended up on this, backbiting and everything.... Then this past few days she stopped going out with us.... She hangs with my other classmate.... remember the saying "BIRDS OF THE SAME FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER" hahaha.... But it's true.... They were totally alike.... attitudes and everything.... Whenever they are together there is only just one topic they always talk about and that is "BOYS".... hahahayyyzzZZzz.... from my point of view... they are really desperate!!!!

Then back to the scenario... When my friend#1 said that, awkiez.... lets name them.... friend#1 is D, and the other is G.... When D said "DILI sya kabalo ug basa", G caught us and asked if "nag-war napud mo???"... Then I told her everything.... Then she said, I was like a slave... She also said that I limit myself. Her point is that I'm like trapped in a cage that has an open door, I can be free if I want to... then this captured me: "ako bitaw, If I fon't like my friends I can HATE them and show them I hate them, even though I got no friends I can still continue my life." I mean, she has a point, but we are so much different. I can't live without friends... Life would be worthless without friends... Kayo??? If you were on the same situation as mine what would you do???

==>>> HahaiiizzzZZzz.... I missed those days.... Now, you really think that everything was over. I passed by you 3 times this week and you just ignore me. seems like I don't even exist.... oh well!!! It will be just weeks before I go.... I would go with nothing.....