October 8, 2011

It was a history that's worth keeping ^_^


(I gotta make this fast.... my mom will be back in 30min and I should be done preparing by then... have to go to the mall to buy some things pah for the trip...)


I don't know what has gotten into me yesterday after our fated defense, but I never cried that much in YEARSss!!! Plus, it was my first time crying over an academic thing although I'm not really bothered with the thought... Actually, I really don't know why I cried - it's just abstruse- but the moment when my friend (ok! I bet you're in 7th heaven now that I mentioned you nah) hugged me after I saw that implausible blank box, I just broke down.... That was the first time that I can't fight back the tears that was running down my cheeks. The more they comfort me, the more vulnerable I felt and crying became weeping.... I stopped, but still cried some more while changing back to my casual clothes, finally I tried to compose myself after the thought that I might be causing trouble or delaying my friends. and btw, my eyes weren't puffy like those in the movies, instead they were red - like I have sore eyes - guess this is real life after all.


I actually wanted to go straight home but since my eyes were still- well, the way they were- I can't let my parents see me like that. Glad my friends were there for me, they never left my side (naks!). After putting a lot of thought as to where we're heading, finally, we've decided to shout our feelings! and there's only one place where we can do that.... VIDEOKE!!! ok!


Rewind:: I've decided to check my phone - haven't checked it since I arrived at school - and yes! there were quite a lot of messages.... (how's the defense?; where u?; dayon tah sa trivia night?; etc...)... I just replied (about the defense thing): ok lang.. daku sila ug grado... ako wala koi grado... zero ko.. maypa wala nalang ko nag.effort ug defense kung ing.adto man lang.... talk to you some other time about that kei murag lang... humana naku ug hilak gnina,, naa rba ko tunga sa dalan...

and then... someone (not my friend daw) replied i.xot nalang nah... and berserk as I am, I replied libre man kaha?, and then asked my friends... I really thought they're not serious,, guess I was wrong... so in the end, I end up coming home at around 3am and lying to my mom over the phone that we were revising our paper... FIRST TIME ei?!


Anyway, things I've realized that night...

1. Someone will always be there for you (well, for me)
2. I'm glad I have friends like them... what will I be without them
3. They are really worth keeping -- found that out years ago, but still keep on giving me more reasons--
4. That was just LOW!!!!


but despite those devastating things, I felt really good. Better rather. Except for the fact that someone broke her promise to her parents, woke her brother for us to have a ride home, and most of all for depriving them to get some sleep!! I caused way too much for just a night....


However, I'm glad that that night happened.... friendship was regained once again ^_^ I don't really care if I pass or not, because I know they'll stand by my side no matter what, and that... that's what's important. Getting that diploma can be delayed, the diploma is just there and I can get it some other time, but having friends like that?!? They only come rarely in every century...


A truly priceless treasure indeed!


PS:: entertainment again huh?!?