RETREAT!!!!!!!

HahaiiizzzZZZzz!!!!!!!! The retreat was a success!!!! Just got home from the retreat at JRH (jesuit retreat house) at malaybalay Bukidnon, on September 28-30, 2007!!!!! hahahaiiiizzZZzz...... Bastah oi.... mixed emotions...... me and Dimple were not able to share because.... wala man gyud mi ma-xare..... we had a nice life.... no problems with grades, Family, and Friends...... hahahaiiiizzZZZzzz...... But still,,, Juz wanna say SORRY to those whom I disturbed katong Sept 29... during Siesta time..... kay kusog "DAW" keu akong tingog wala sila katulog...... tsk3.... AnywayzzZZzz..... I like mah ROOM-MATES..... ROOM D.... we had a really great nights together..... Me, Kyna, Argeline, Salem, Drea!!!!! weeeEEee!!!!! kami ang pinaka-buang, pinaka-sabaan, ug pinaka-pasaway sa tanan..... On our last night hapit naman to mag 3 in the morning ayha pa mi natulog because nag-CHIKKA2 pa mi..... hehehehe....... and we still had to wake up at 6 in the morning...... az in doh.... Grabeh gyud ka-tugnaw!!!!! hahahaiiiizzzZZzzz...... and grabeh keu ang mga palanca sako.... hehehehe...... HAY nAKU Day!!!! Mag-hilak ka kung mubasa kay dili nimo mabasahan ang handwriting..... ang uban pa gyud kay naay nakasulod pa gyud sa envelope and special paper pa gyud na taas ang gigamit tapos ang sulod pa gyud kay "IM SPEECHLESS"...... grabeh.... makahilak!!!! Tapoz.... ang uban nag-minuslim, nag-inintsik, nag-japanese, nag-french.... ug uban pa...... AgooOOoiiii!!!!! BISAYA ko oi!!!!! tawon..... unsaon nako pagkasabot..... hehehehehe...... anywayzzZZz.... EnshOOoo gyud keu....... pati na sa mga people na natingala ko NAGHATAG lang ug kalit..... kurat2 lang buh...... az in..... kurat keu ko..... and naa pa gyud uban na naa pay PS====HATAGI PUD KO SA AMONG RETREAT HA!!!!! Aaaggggooooiiiii!!!!! Napugusan ra ug hatag kay para muhatag pud ko..... HAy Naku!!!!! Maka-buang!!!! But the Experience is good and the FOOD is good also..... with complete snax!!!! WweeeEEeee!!!!!! Bastah oi!!!! Our retreat was one of a kind because natunong sa BDAY sa akong classmate.... si TESSA!!!! So At 11:59PM, Sept 29,2007.... we were counting SECONDS before her Bday,,,, and when the clock strikes 12..... WeeeEee!!!! We sang HAPPY BDAY!!!! and we had a small feast too.... hehehehe..... MIDNIGHT SNACK to be exact...... hehehehehe...... and when we got home, The Parents had prepared a SURPISE PARTY for us!!!! and nag-hapit pa diay mi sa BUDDHIST TEMPLE something..... bastah katong naay PYRAMID!!!! Bastah oi!!!! All I can say is that CHADA xa!!!!

HahaiizzzZZZ...... With all my hectic schedules, I still have time to watch for Animes..... hahahahaha......

Well..... I just finished watching "Kimi ga nozomu ein"==="The eternity you Desire"..... or in English translation "RUMBLING HEARTS"...... hahaiiizzZZ...... such a nice Anime but.... Bastos keu ang Guy..... Poor Haruka, after 3 yrs of sleeping because of an accident, she has been betrayed......

Here's a short Synopsis...... Haruka had only one crush in her lifetime and it was Takayuki, she turned all the boys down. Then She had this best friend named Mitsuki, and Mitsuki and Takayuki were friends. So Mitsuki Introduced Haruka to Takayuki. By the way Takayuki has this bestfriend named Shinji. The four of them became really close. Then Mitsuki wanted Haruka to be happy so she set-up dates for Takayuki and Haruka, without considering her own feelings. Mitsuki have feelings for Takayuki and Takayuki had feelings also for Mitsuki.... But then, Takayuki fell in love with Haruka because Mitsuki always push them together..... Then Here comes the twist, Haruka and Takayuki had a date that time, but when Takayuki was on His way, He met Mitsuki and Mitsuki told him that it was her B-day and asked for a present from Takayuki. Mitsuki can't figure out which she wanted, finally, she decided on a RING.... So Takayuki kept Haruka waiting, and when He got to the place, there was a commotion, and an accident occured. Haruka got comatozed, and is been sleeping for 3 yrs. On that 3 yrs Mitsuki and Takayuki fell in love with each other and betrayed Haruka. One day, Haruka woke up and found out about the whole thing..... Poor Haruka, She was Betrayed by her Best Friend.......

AnywayzzZZzzz...... Im gonna watch OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB!!!!!!!

WhaaAAaatttTTT??!!!! HahaiiiizzZZZ.... LIFE!!!

"coz' you've made me stronger by breaking my heart, you ended my life and made a better one start, you've taught me everything from falling in love to letting go of a lie. Yes you've made me stronger, baby, by saying GOODBYE....." hahaha..... Those were my LSS ("Last Song Syndrome")..... I can't get it out of mah head..... and I'll blame DIMPLE for giving me that Syndrome..... hahahaha....Just kidding.... but really...... I can't get it out of mah head....... Since this afternoon...... We were like "Bonding".... or just having a moment...... Just singing.... (w/ guitar) !aseh!...... This Day was wrecked...... hahaiiizzZZzzz...... Let me share what had happened...... But first.... hehehehe.... there were 2 songs inside mah head....... the other one's "I Hate the way you walk, Hate the way you talk, hate the way you look at me, I hate the way you smile, Hate those BIG brown eyes, coz' I know they're not for me. Coz we can never be more than friends, and it hurts me everytime, I close my eyes, all I see is you, and this Crazy Love".... hahaha..... Those were the two songs running inside mah head.....

Anywayz.... lets start with yesterday's life..... Mah 3 Pongracz classmate had a conflict.... Though... kay "L-O-V-E" lagi..... hehehehe..... Anywayz....it was settled when ma'am Alice came..... By that event we had a little bonding, just beside the school wall.... hahahaha..... and it lasted for like 3-4 hrs.... hahaiiizzzZZZ..... I got home at past 7.... But i'm Happy that it was already settled..... Friendship is one of the greatest foundation sa mga "BUYOG"..... hehehehe..... and when I got home and cheked mah fwendster, I saw mah 'X' fwend viewed mah profile..... Is there something she wants to say???.... She better talked about it as soon as possible.... Those 4 yrs was wasted..... I can't afford to waste another year.....

So.... Back to this morning's experience..... as usual.... I got up, late than usual.... But then, suddenly, while I was about to go, mah mom recieved a message from mah moderator stating that there will be a meeting on monday regarding our retreat, and they should bring with them letters or gifts for us..... hahahaha... I've found out about it!!!! Then Upon entering the school, I first saw *****, He was not in uniform I think it was their emerxion or recollection.... anywayz.... I don't know and the hell should I care... Why am I writing This... Oh Crap!!! Anywayz.... Upon arriving at the 5th floor, most of the rooms were still locked and students were there waiting for their rooms to be opened..... Hmm.... and then, here comes the TWIST.... After lunch... our first period was CH and Father Pen took over the class..... I was just cool, anywayz.... I know He doesn't know me.... As u know there are a lot of students in XUHS and It's really hard to recognized the faces with their names..... While He was discussing of course, he called some of mah classmates, those He has known..... Then, suddenly, He was asking a question at ME!!! did I hear it right???? did he really call my NAME???? Az in.... MY NAME???? really.... and I was standing right there "Nagpaka-TANGA".... I didn't know what's the answer to HIS question..... I sure Hope I do, but I don't.... It's supposed to be a recap but among all the questions he could asked, He asked me on a particular topic, Particularly the meaning of GAUDIUM ET SPES 16..... How should I know, it was not even discussed in class..... We had discussed only about its content not its meaning..... Then.... I just stand there being a complete "IDIOT"..... Can't believe he KNEW ME!!!!! I used to see him everyday, but not even a chance I can greet him even just a simple goodmorning or hello's...... I just thought greeting him but not knowing me was useless..... then, I just found out that HE knew me...... hahaiiizzZZzzz...... Life can be Cruel at times..... Then Today... I just learned a lesson...... I said to myself.... next time I passed by HIM I would really greet him!!! too bad.... it's a little too late.... but there's still time..... hahaiiizzZZz..... even Dimple got shocked when Father Pen called me.... After class she was really shocked telling me "Kaila diay si Father nimo??"..... Even I, myself got mesmerized with the situation.....

2 PERSONS THAT ARE THE SAME BUT DIFFERENT FATE!!!!

People..... do you really believe that in this world, you have an Identical???? Hm..... for, me..... as of now..... I've seen it!!! really...... and I mean IDENTICAL...... They have the same eyes, looks, height, stature, complexion, the way they act, and what-so-ever..... They both had the same VOICE, and even had the same SMILE..... really..... Even I got shocked when I looked at "THAT PERSON".... closely...... not that im drowling over.... hahaha... that woudn't happen for a lifetime either...... anywayz..... just this year that I've encounter him.... I didn't saw him before.... even just a year or 2 yrs ago...... But when I first saw him.... I was just like..... "Hey!!! That looks like him"..... but that didn't bother me..... Then, until, at THIS AFTERNOON's EVENT..... Everyone's like almost crazy 'bout him.... taking pictures, arguing, and whatsoever.... he was the center of attention that time.... When, I looked closely... I've found out that they were both really..... IDENTICAL..... only that.... The person I've known before was an "OUTCAST" and the person standing in front of me was a complete "STAR" (can I say that???).... They were completely different person that have the same feature.....

3yrs ago.... I've met this "somebody" that taught me lessons about life, the reality that I thought only exist on TV's particularly DRAMA series... like maalaala mo kaya, or magpakailan man..... hahahaha..... no....really..... like I've said... He was an "OUTCAST".... They like teasing him ALL the time.... and I mean to say.... ALL... not a single second they stop from teasing him.... ok.. so not seconds.... minutes was just right...... and I thought he was getting used to it.... and I mean, that was a part of his daily routin already..... anywayz.... so.... like he was teased just because of his PHYSICAL features..... not that he's ugly or anything, but just that HIS ****...... hahahaha..... just to hide his identity.... and I've said enough..... so back to his life story..... Then, my teacher just noticed that he has stopped schooling for almost 2-3 months already..... Then, I was just shocked when my teacher said that HE has stopped schooling because he can't take it anymore..... All the teasing and everything...... His father died when he was young and so His mother found a new husband...... But His stepfather didn't liked him and keep on beating him really hard..... then His mother decided to send him here to Cagayan, far from P********..... and let His TITA take care of him..... but his TITA was not his real TITA, it was just only a friend of his mother..... and so... I don't know what he was doing.... but I think I've heard that he was the one to wash his own clothings, the one who cooked, and everything..... then "WE" just teased him because He was a late commers and His clothes were like rags, tattered, and even not ironed..... We could see that He always wears the same clothes everyday..... it even has a hole in the edge of it..... hahaiiizzZZZzzz..... Then our teacher also told us about the confrontation..... My teacher said that He choose to be late because if he is late, nobody would notice him, because everytime that he is being noticed, he gets teased...... And the last afternoon he had was that He was beaten really hard by all my GUYS classmates.... I mean.... One against all..... it's not even fair.... and like he had only 3 friends..... tsk3...... But above that He was really intelligent..... I swear...... He doesn't even study yet gets perfect sometimes...... but my classmates would doubt about it.... so even if he knew the right answer, he would just write the wrong ones..... huhuhu.... and my teacher was even crying when she told us that...... Then, I thought he wouldn't come back..... Then the next day... that was monday, I was just surprised when I saw him..... He was even earlier than me..... I even can't forget the thing that he has told me before..... and what he has done.... I did not even got a chance to thank him..... All these time I flunked on social stud. but he was good at it.... really..... But he didn't stand it out.... He transfered to another school and it was the last thing I've heard about him......

Then.... The person standing in front of me was just like him but is really different..... at first I've imagined that it was Him comming back... but come on..... wake up..... They are completely different...... The guy standing in front of me was a Star for everybody.... and the Guy I've known before was just like a Ghost...... really.... I've reflected it for a long time.... I didn't even bother the rain, or even the crowd..... Just then I heard one of mah friend said "woi!! completo napud imo day"..... and they showed, who was standng in front of me..... and I was distrated at that sight..... c'mon..... don't let THAT person ruined your last yr on high school...... Then... I just thought to myself..... They were 2 persons that has the same feature but has a different fate.......

ELFEN LIED!!!!! (anime)

HahaiiizzZZ..... At last I'm already done watching ELFEN LIED.... hahaiiizzZZZ...... Such a Nice Anime..... No wonder its the world's top 3 Anime...... The Story was sooOOO..... Sad.... hahaiiizZZzz..... But grabeh ka "BITIN" ang ending...... Really.... there are lessons we get from watching this anime..... although.... the movie was kinda BRUTAL...... but its full of meaningful things...... Things about life, friendship, and family.....

In Fact 3 weeks ago..... A fellow Anime lover like me recommended me this ANIME..... I dunno what's with this Anime???..... Then... When I surfed the net.... I've found out that it's the worlds top 3 anime.... and like everybody's, I mean mostly.... were like CRAZY about this Anime and I've also read that Lotz "CRIED" for this Anime...... I mean.... !duh! Crying for just an ANIME..... C'mon.... are you kidding me??? So then,, I begun searching for this so called "ELFEN LIED"..... and then Finally one store here in CDO sell "ELFEN LIED"... and it just so happen that this was the only store that has the Anime "ELFEN LIED"...... So... I really bought it although it was kinda EXPENSIVE you know..... Then....

Upon watching the Anime..... SheeezzZZ...... The DVD was worth watching for...... and worth it....

hehehehe..... Still watching the world's top4 anime "KIMIGA NOZUMO EIN" ("RUMBLING HEARTS").... and will soon be watching.... PRINCE OF TENNIS OAV..... OURAN HIGH SCHOOL CLUB..... SCHOOL RUMBLE..... hehehehe.......

Salem's Bday!!!!!

WeeeEEEeee!!!!! Today was Salem's Bday....... Hmmm..... Bastah nag-treat xa sa Mayer and Pongracz..... @ MCDO!!!!!! EnkshooOOOoo!!!!!! and I bought a NEW ANIME!!!! Elfen Lied!!!! and I'm still planning to BUY MORE!!!!! hehehehe....... Bastah daghan ayo chada dd2.... though its kinda expensive compared to MOST!!!!! In fact A FRIEND OF MINE (can I say that??? well actually since she already became boastful) won't let me borrow HER DVD that's because she said she'd spent 600php for that!!!! Hah!!!! Hmmmm....... Still on my LISTS were.... Crescent Love, Black Cat, Death note.... etc.... I wonder how much will I spend for those ANIME's..... Hmmmm..... heheheheh....;)

Watebur keu "THE NEXT DAY"

Hah!!!! Maka-ulit!!!!! GGggggrrrrrRRRR..... It was sooOOO like yesterday.... hahaiiizzzZZZ.... well... saw again *****..... and they were the 1st one to left.... like after 30 min. ayha pa daun mi nihawa..... and we saw... no! not exactly WE... because... I didn't saw ***** instead one of mah friend saw *****.... and like said to me nah "Hey!!! Just look!!!".... and I was like, WhhaAaatt???? Then so I looked.... and "TIMING".... Vwahla..... and he was like looking 2.... so like we stare for just a sec.... while mah fwend tease me like "uuuyyy... eye-2-eye".... hah!! But then I turned away..... and then for minutes I looked again... and like ***** was like chatting to his friends, and he was turning his back!!! WhaaAAttttt??? Was this like b4....??? Hah!!! Then If that's what u want then fine!!!! I'll turn my back 2!!!!

What A DAY!!!! I can really call it A DAY!!!!!

I can Really call this A DAY!!!!! Know why???

Well.... It started in the morning..... My morning was like an ordinary morning.... hahaiiiZZzzZZz..... nothing special really.... But then.... on the AFTERNOON..... now here's the twist....

I was about to be in the quiz bee.... and it was about 5:30 something.... but first.... let's go back a few hours before the contest.... !Krrrriiinnnggg!... The final bell has been rung.... I was about to bring my bag ang go down directly when I heard one of my classmates said "Dungan ra tah naog".... Then when I asked them "Kanus-a pa man mo manaog oi???".... They just said "Unya pa man oi!!! 3rd yr pa kaha".... I mean WhhhAAaatttTT..... so ok.... I left my bag ang I went down directly at the photo-copier to photocopy something.... like the 2 filipino guides, the reply slips.... and chuvaness.... When I looked at the quadrangle then I first saw (what was his name again??) Oh.... I remembr.... RAPHAEL ryt??? Bastah oi!! Hazel's 'x' crush.... well... I wasn't expecting him... oh!! I mean, I know he's from semi but.... Nah.... He was the 1st one to be there that's why I noticed him easily... Then Me and Dimple Chitchat for a while.... and saying that I OWE her... just for the ballpen kanina.... kasi....

Lunch Time: I was just waiting for somebody to pass or even call me... But it turned out to be no one..... hahaiiizzzZZZzz.... Well... back to the scenario.... Dimple just bought a black pen then when she was busy with something, Im not sure what happened next..... But.... the next thing I knew.... when we were about to went up Hazel just handed me HER pen.... and thinking that she had really lost her PEN, she bought another BLUE pen... Then when we were upstairs and when I handed her, HER PEN..... She stopped TALKING to me..... and I mean "NAGMAHAY something"..... But then on.... the probz was solved.....

well... lets go back to the scenario...... When Dimple was talking to me, I took another glance at the quadrangle.... Then I saw this particular GUY..... Hhmmm..... I was slight angry at that GUY for Being "MALAS"(thats what we call him) Classm8..... though we're still neighbors..... I know he KNOWS me.... Thinking that these past few years, since THAT EVENT happened..... I caught him just starring..... hah!!!! well... then... I didn't even know that THEY (Raphael & him) we're partners..... I didn't get HIS name...... Oh well!!! Then, when we went at the NEW canteen.... While walking on the way.... I saw hmmm...... what should we call him to HIDE his IDENTITY..... well.... let's call him SOMEBODY..... So.... SOMEBODY and two of his companions we're just talking and when they saw me, they just turned into whisper and like STARE at ME!!!!! Aaaaarrrggggg!!!!!! I really H8td HIM(Somebody).... hah!!! and THANKZ nalang 4 the memmories even though they weren't so great...... hahahaha...... as if I didn't know...... HOY!!!! FYI Kabalo pud ko on what u meant noh!!! Only you and I knows it noh!!!! hah!! What a guts on saying it aloud!!!! anywayzZzzz..... hahaha.... we're going Far FAR FAR away from my POINT......

Then at the canteen we we're like chatting... like GIRLS TALK!!!! hahaiiiizzzZZZzzz..... When Cloty suddenly appeared and asked if "Sure mo na mangadto gyud mo???"...... then I just said "YES".... then she turned away....
So lets cut the story and proceed to the quadrangle coz' its time for math QUIZ BEE!!!!

Then.... timing!!!! The 3rd yr Quiz bee was over.... Then I just saw "MALAS" standing up from his chair.... hah!! can't believe HE was the contestant.... I mean, I know he was from semi.... but.... oh.. .well... no comment..... Then, me and my friends or classmates was just standing there waiting for the quadrangle to be cleared, when suddenly I just felt somebody beside me.... At first I didn't mind whoever that PERSON was.... But then, when I accidentally looked who could it be.... hah!!! to my surprise!!! It was "MALAS".... whhaaaAAaatTTt??!!! I could not believe that??!!! Am I dreaming??? C'mon, Wake ME UP!!!! Then, when I called Hazel, she was surprised too.... then, she even tried to push me near him.... A single move could even bumped me on him.... That was how close we were.... But then.... Our President came along between us saying goodluck!! but it was just only for seconds.... and so... I was still standing there beside him.... I mean... two or a year ago we were like "GA-IWAS" toward each other and NOW.... we were like milimiters away.... NO!!! I mean... I was already touching his BAG I think??? Was it his bag??? I dunno..... (Was it related to my DREAM Last night??)hahaiiiZZzzz.... Just like yesterday morning... did he just hold my hand or something??....Seriously... it was just yesterday... Oh well... Soon I just found myself sitting there, and solving the first problem.... WhaaAAaattttTT???!!! The first problem for the easy round was SsooOOo HARD..... But good thing.... no one got the correct ANSWER..... hahahaha..... Then the next question came and me and Siena got a different answers then she decided that my answer should be put.... then It turned out to be that mine was wrong and HERS was right.... hahaiiiZZZzzz.... And so on the next question, both of us got a different answers and by that event we decided that its her time now.... then... it turned out to be that mine was right and hers was wrong.... hahaiiizZzzzzZZ... then the next one was like, we had the correct answer but they didn't consider it because they said that the UNIT should be included.... hahaiiizzZZZzz..... It goes on like that... or the lack of the NEGATIVE sign.... but on the last question.... She was solving it very hard... and when she looked at the question once again, she realized that it was a terminal not a coterminal.... hahaiiiZZzzzZZ..... Sayang gyud keu ang 6 numbers worth 5 or 3 pts.... hahaiiizZZZzz..... It ended up 6:30pm I think...

And after the Quiz bee... mikee approached me asking if "MUDAYON pa ba ko??".... and added "Cloty was waiting there kanina pa".... WhhhAAAaaaTTttt..... OMG!!!! OMG!!!! I told cloty a while ago na "SURE".... and It was 6:30.... I can't go downtown now.... hah!!! so Rhean... Prepare for an appolgy!!!!