Confessions!!!!!!

I've always been the "INNOCENT" type of girl (InocentÉ buh). Seriously, but all these times I wanted to try something "DIFFERENT" (not totally all= like half of my highschool life). You see, beneath a person is another person that is way different from what is being revealed. During highschool, I could say that that is my exposure time. I've known things that are really obvious to be thought as hidden. I began opening up and receiving ideas, my innocence grown "LESS."



Highschool, I'm the "good-girl-type" pah..... Now that I'm in college. I'm starting to be a little "devilish." hehehehe. To be frank, yupz! I already started drinking----- water----- hahahaha.... Actually, I drink occassionaly before but only wines, champagnes, and punch. Moreover, I'm just drinking those with my parents around and I do have a consent. Then, It all started........





During history time, between 10:30-11:30, friday!!! hahaha.... Kyna, who's sitting at my right, and Sahara, who's at my left, kept talking about things.... particularly vices. I, on my innocence on those things become interested at the same time curious, so I wanted to try also. Then, those at my back has also the same vices, then they said "AFTER HISTORY, LUNCH, BEFORE PE" coz we have a 3hrs vacant period. Then we went to Backyard.... lol.... { Tsuper Igo sa CRUSADER }--- There were 8 of us I think, now called the POL2x ARMY!!!! ---- I was surprised when they ordered like a really really BIG bottle of Red Horse, to think that we couldn't consume it. Although, I already knew that I'm only the 1st timer there!!! Then, I learned about the "gunner" something, and the 1 glass= 8 people..... At first... Eeeewww.... Gross.... Its also like an indirect kiss, and to think about the saliva...... GROSS!!!! About Moonshine, Boracay, Vodka mudshake, Tequilla, etc.....





My expectations were wrong, WE, I mean THEY, coz after 4 roundz, I'm beginning to be "TIPSY." so I stopped. At first, during my 1st turn, I hesitated because I thought it would tastes BITTER, but when I took a sip It tastes like CALI!!!! Yeeeaaayyyy!!!! lol... I'm also shocked to find out that not only did they drink, but they were also smoking!!!





That time, we had our practices for the practical on PE.... While practicing, my groupmate Paula, also a "POL2x," is really drunk and she's been sitting at a corner while we're practicing. Then a classmate of mine, Karl, came and said "Rhean, Pula lgi ka??" I was so shocked!!! Then I replied "ako??!! Taka??!!"





Then Every Friday became our SESSION!!! As time passes by, the more we often went out. I was really having a good time with them. There is that certain feeling of belongingness, the feeling that you have somebody to lean on. It also proves about the saying "One for all, All for one." Having these people around, and as time passes by, I realized that they were not really that of a bad influence at all.

Hanging around with them let me explore even bigger things. I went to places that I haven't been before. But there was this one incident.... We've gone drinking that time, I only drunk a few since I know that I had a meeting on my chosen club, then I went to school ahead of them. So there I was, attending that meeting at the canteen, there were just 4 of us; me, ate steph, and 2 4th years, in just 1 square table. The meeting lasts for a few minutes only, then after the meeting, good thing I saw my other classmates. Rodi notice, then said "Rhean, pula lgi ka." Then I started to get worried "I wish they didn't notice it, especially ate steph"


We even had our Outing at Yasay Beach. In my 1st sem, I experienced a lot!!!! Even during our exams, during our last and final exam, that was english, Ana and Christina got drunk. wtf!!! Hey! but good thing, coz' when Ana is drunk, her mind is really functioning!!! Seriously!!! Ask her anything and she would answer it correctly. We too were amazed!!!


Just one thing, we should never let this ruin us!!! This is just for fun and experience!!!!

Tampo2.....

Huhuhuhu......
I dunno why do I had this feeling right now.
I'm supposed to study for our long test in accounting, yet I wanted to write my mixed thoughts.
Here it goes... I know that this is such a nonsense but please bear with it.

Last saturday, a classmate of mine (MAYER) approached us (me and Wenai), while looking at dimple..... She said, "Hey!! Lahi na jud si dimple bah.... ana lge basta nka uyab nah??!!!"
and then I asked "huh??!!! wenai, kblo ka ani???"
then wenai replied "Nangutana man ko ni dimple and ingon ra xa BF ra daw nya... as in BEST FRIEND"

+YUPZ!!! She really said BF (daw)+

Then, just a while ago, before my unli stoped, we had a little conversation through SMS....
and I brought that thing up to her....
and you know what she replied to everything...

"NO COMMENT!!!!!"

Do I really deserve this??!!! I thought no more secrets!!! I know, I know... I'm being selfish here.... To think that she have only known him for about 3 months, while we've known her, like... EVERSINCE!!!!
see, for those past years, we share secrets and now... she's being secretive to me all of a sudden!!!! For the first time....


Then I'm thinking that I'm beginning to act like "IT" you know... being possessive and all. I mean, I don't have the right to be possessive and I can't know everything about her, but now.... I understand what "IT" felt. HahaiizzzZzz.... It has been quite a while since I've felt like this.... hmmm..... still reminiscing the 1st time I acted this way!!!
Aha!!! 2nd yr!!! when I met dimpz!!!! lol.... I was also acting selfishly with my used to be best friend since 4th grade, that time. The reason was that, since she's in the honors class and I'm just on a General section we had less time hanging out with each other..... then she found her NEW BEST FRIEND!!!! huhuhuhu.... but past is past.....

I know that this is just common among "US" teenagers. Its just common for her since she is pretty too.... There are only 3 of us left.... if you know what I mean.... Its just that I'm not used looking at her acting different. Besides Wenai, and I, doesn't approved with the guy coz...

1.) The guy is WAY WAY WAY MUCH MUCH OLD!!!!!
2.) Dimple said HE already has a BABY!!!
3.) He just kissed her on the cheeks in front of me, then that kiss meaned NOTHING??!!!!

The two reasons above is just enough... right??!!! Wenai and I, couldn't imagine her being with him!!! anywayz... we'll just support her with her decisions....

hahaha.... mag-chikka ra daw mi ana..