14 Days

22 days of being EMPLOYED!!!! 8 days day-off.. which means I've been on duty for 14 days already!! In that 14 days,, I'm still firm! 55-45... For the record, I don't hate my job, I just don't like it! Yes! Working in that business establishment for 14 days had been a blissful ride, but that doesn't change the fact that it's not my thing. I am more of an office-type of person rather than on an actual area doing different sorts of stuff I am not passionate about. I'd rather face charts and numbers than face actual people, not to mention I've been avoiding bumping into friends, acquaintances, and even familiar faces. Oh the shame! the horror!

What keeps me going are the people I work with. The kind of people who can turn work to play. The homey feel. The feeling of being wanted. Okay! so the last one was a bit exaggerated. and No! I may not get that feel yet,, I'm still the noob in the group after all. However, I like that people are always checking up on me asking me if I'm okay, or how am I doing every once in a while. I'm taking one step at a time although I think I may have taken that step quicker than normal. I mean.. It only took them, well some of them, just a matter of 3weeks to figure me out and yes maybe crack a joke or two on me or with me... whatever! What matters is that I'm comfortable and so are they, or at least that's what I think. It's amazing how you can know a person well in a span of 3 weeks.

Last Monday, July 23, 2012, after I got my payroll atm card, I visited my friend who happens to be working at somewhere I consider picturing myself working in 4yrs or so. After taking that long walk to get there, I arrived 12minutes before 5. When I walked in, I walked in a dead air! It's one of those eerie rooms wherein the only thing you can hear is the faint tapping of the keyboard and the clock ticking. There were more or less 15 people in that room, each is busy minding their own as if they don't know each other. That 12 minutes is all it took for me to appreciate my job. At least the people I am working with SPEAK!!! THEY TALK!! I may not have my own desk, my own pc, nor my own cubicle, but I have loony people to entertain me and momentarily forget about these things.

Still, it doesn't change the fact that my brain is getting duller each day.... HELP!!!!

CONTRACT: SIGNED!!!!

My first job ever!! Well technically after graduation coz if I remember correctly, my very first job which means with salary is as a Psychological Test administrator. I consider it as my very first Summer Job. Then a month ago I got an Online Job as a general transcriptionist and I receive payments weekly depending on the amount (AM or Audio Minutes) of transcriptions I do.

I was hesitant to get the job because, well, I don't think the job suits me. But then again, I gave it a thought and realized that I am used to pursuing things that doesn't fit me because well for one, I find it interesting and second I find it as an opportunity for me to improve.

What is WRONG with the world!!! Kung maka-timing sila WAGAS!!! Kada ORIENTATION man jud... 2 weeks ago, June 19, 2012, on my way to T's orientation nag call si MC.... tapos pagdating ko sa house, hello DTI.... Then today, Before the orientation started I got a txt from MB..... SIGH!!! Anyway,,.. SOON!!


I got sold sa BENEFITS and training daw sa Manila during that 7months.... Most of all... I got SOLD sa idea na after 7months or less, I'll be promoted to an Asst. Manager position and in a span of 2yrs I'll become a manager na daw...  Training for the manager?  ABROAD!!!! ^___^

BENEFITS:
1. CHEKRET xp

Nonsense Scribbling that I might regret posting

Yep. I always end up regretting some of the things I blog in the past, this post will not be an exception.. I have gazillions of reasons to support that, well actually 1. One heavy reason which I will not risk writing and will eventually go somewhere in my version of "Land of the Lost." Well I won't be surprised if one day I'll just laugh at this post of mine, or wouldn't care less. Because I know, for sure this will soon pass xp

Ok. Senti time. Time check: 12:15am, not to mention that I still have to wake up early tomorrow for my orientation. Obviously, one of the reasons for blogging is to ease the mental burden that's causing me debating whether or not the decision that I am about to take tomorrow is the RIGHT one. Only thing I know is that I hate the work, I love the peepz. Then what if I'll get lucky and have that slot for the Creative Writing Workshop? It will be like a big break for me. ok! Slap me! I'm delusional!

Then there's THAT!!! Don't you know how awkward it is for me to you know! And I thought things were if not back, at least it's gradually getting back to normal. I thought so! Guess I was wrong! Oh I'll tell you what!! *my letter is in an unpublished post =p in case things might turn out for the worse which I think is actually happening xp* Mouth SHUT! ZIPPED! LOCKED! and I threw the key far far away! Bye key! In case you didn't get the KEY is a figure of speech. Still don't get it? Why not try figuring it out! or Maybe not! There's no use anyway. The so-called KEY is at God-knows-where,, doubt you could find it. If by chance you would, can you be a dear to remind me to throw it again somewhere even farther.

Wheeww!! Another post. done. screwed. don't care.



Thoughts to ponder: Chances are only given once, you're even lucky if you could have it!