HahaiizzzZZZ...... With all my hectic schedules, I still have time to watch for Animes..... hahahahaha......

Well..... I just finished watching "Kimi ga nozomu ein"==="The eternity you Desire"..... or in English translation "RUMBLING HEARTS"...... hahaiiizzZZ...... such a nice Anime but.... Bastos keu ang Guy..... Poor Haruka, after 3 yrs of sleeping because of an accident, she has been betrayed......

Here's a short Synopsis...... Haruka had only one crush in her lifetime and it was Takayuki, she turned all the boys down. Then She had this best friend named Mitsuki, and Mitsuki and Takayuki were friends. So Mitsuki Introduced Haruka to Takayuki. By the way Takayuki has this bestfriend named Shinji. The four of them became really close. Then Mitsuki wanted Haruka to be happy so she set-up dates for Takayuki and Haruka, without considering her own feelings. Mitsuki have feelings for Takayuki and Takayuki had feelings also for Mitsuki.... But then, Takayuki fell in love with Haruka because Mitsuki always push them together..... Then Here comes the twist, Haruka and Takayuki had a date that time, but when Takayuki was on His way, He met Mitsuki and Mitsuki told him that it was her B-day and asked for a present from Takayuki. Mitsuki can't figure out which she wanted, finally, she decided on a RING.... So Takayuki kept Haruka waiting, and when He got to the place, there was a commotion, and an accident occured. Haruka got comatozed, and is been sleeping for 3 yrs. On that 3 yrs Mitsuki and Takayuki fell in love with each other and betrayed Haruka. One day, Haruka woke up and found out about the whole thing..... Poor Haruka, She was Betrayed by her Best Friend.......

AnywayzzZZzzz...... Im gonna watch OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB!!!!!!!

WhaaAAaatttTTT??!!!! HahaiiiizzZZZ.... LIFE!!!

"coz' you've made me stronger by breaking my heart, you ended my life and made a better one start, you've taught me everything from falling in love to letting go of a lie. Yes you've made me stronger, baby, by saying GOODBYE....." hahaha..... Those were my LSS ("Last Song Syndrome")..... I can't get it out of mah head..... and I'll blame DIMPLE for giving me that Syndrome..... hahahaha....Just kidding.... but really...... I can't get it out of mah head....... Since this afternoon...... We were like "Bonding".... or just having a moment...... Just singing.... (w/ guitar) !aseh!...... This Day was wrecked...... hahaiiizzZZzzz...... Let me share what had happened...... But first.... hehehehe.... there were 2 songs inside mah head....... the other one's "I Hate the way you walk, Hate the way you talk, hate the way you look at me, I hate the way you smile, Hate those BIG brown eyes, coz' I know they're not for me. Coz we can never be more than friends, and it hurts me everytime, I close my eyes, all I see is you, and this Crazy Love".... hahaha..... Those were the two songs running inside mah head.....

Anywayz.... lets start with yesterday's life..... Mah 3 Pongracz classmate had a conflict.... Though... kay "L-O-V-E" lagi..... hehehehe..... Anywayz....it was settled when ma'am Alice came..... By that event we had a little bonding, just beside the school wall.... hahahaha..... and it lasted for like 3-4 hrs.... hahaiiizzzZZZ..... I got home at past 7.... But i'm Happy that it was already settled..... Friendship is one of the greatest foundation sa mga "BUYOG"..... hehehehe..... and when I got home and cheked mah fwendster, I saw mah 'X' fwend viewed mah profile..... Is there something she wants to say???.... She better talked about it as soon as possible.... Those 4 yrs was wasted..... I can't afford to waste another year.....

So.... Back to this morning's experience..... as usual.... I got up, late than usual.... But then, suddenly, while I was about to go, mah mom recieved a message from mah moderator stating that there will be a meeting on monday regarding our retreat, and they should bring with them letters or gifts for us..... hahahaha... I've found out about it!!!! Then Upon entering the school, I first saw *****, He was not in uniform I think it was their emerxion or recollection.... anywayz.... I don't know and the hell should I care... Why am I writing This... Oh Crap!!! Anywayz.... Upon arriving at the 5th floor, most of the rooms were still locked and students were there waiting for their rooms to be opened..... Hmm.... and then, here comes the TWIST.... After lunch... our first period was CH and Father Pen took over the class..... I was just cool, anywayz.... I know He doesn't know me.... As u know there are a lot of students in XUHS and It's really hard to recognized the faces with their names..... While He was discussing of course, he called some of mah classmates, those He has known..... Then, suddenly, He was asking a question at ME!!! did I hear it right???? did he really call my NAME???? Az in.... MY NAME???? really.... and I was standing right there "Nagpaka-TANGA".... I didn't know what's the answer to HIS question..... I sure Hope I do, but I don't.... It's supposed to be a recap but among all the questions he could asked, He asked me on a particular topic, Particularly the meaning of GAUDIUM ET SPES 16..... How should I know, it was not even discussed in class..... We had discussed only about its content not its meaning..... Then.... I just stand there being a complete "IDIOT"..... Can't believe he KNEW ME!!!!! I used to see him everyday, but not even a chance I can greet him even just a simple goodmorning or hello's...... I just thought greeting him but not knowing me was useless..... then, I just found out that HE knew me...... hahaiiizzZZzzz...... Life can be Cruel at times..... Then Today... I just learned a lesson...... I said to myself.... next time I passed by HIM I would really greet him!!! too bad.... it's a little too late.... but there's still time..... hahaiiizzZZz..... even Dimple got shocked when Father Pen called me.... After class she was really shocked telling me "Kaila diay si Father nimo??"..... Even I, myself got mesmerized with the situation.....

2 PERSONS THAT ARE THE SAME BUT DIFFERENT FATE!!!!

People..... do you really believe that in this world, you have an Identical???? Hm..... for, me..... as of now..... I've seen it!!! really...... and I mean IDENTICAL...... They have the same eyes, looks, height, stature, complexion, the way they act, and what-so-ever..... They both had the same VOICE, and even had the same SMILE..... really..... Even I got shocked when I looked at "THAT PERSON".... closely...... not that im drowling over.... hahaha... that woudn't happen for a lifetime either...... anywayz..... just this year that I've encounter him.... I didn't saw him before.... even just a year or 2 yrs ago...... But when I first saw him.... I was just like..... "Hey!!! That looks like him"..... but that didn't bother me..... Then, until, at THIS AFTERNOON's EVENT..... Everyone's like almost crazy 'bout him.... taking pictures, arguing, and whatsoever.... he was the center of attention that time.... When, I looked closely... I've found out that they were both really..... IDENTICAL..... only that.... The person I've known before was an "OUTCAST" and the person standing in front of me was a complete "STAR" (can I say that???).... They were completely different person that have the same feature.....

3yrs ago.... I've met this "somebody" that taught me lessons about life, the reality that I thought only exist on TV's particularly DRAMA series... like maalaala mo kaya, or magpakailan man..... hahahaha..... no....really..... like I've said... He was an "OUTCAST".... They like teasing him ALL the time.... and I mean to say.... ALL... not a single second they stop from teasing him.... ok.. so not seconds.... minutes was just right...... and I thought he was getting used to it.... and I mean, that was a part of his daily routin already..... anywayz.... so.... like he was teased just because of his PHYSICAL features..... not that he's ugly or anything, but just that HIS ****...... hahahaha..... just to hide his identity.... and I've said enough..... so back to his life story..... Then, my teacher just noticed that he has stopped schooling for almost 2-3 months already..... Then, I was just shocked when my teacher said that HE has stopped schooling because he can't take it anymore..... All the teasing and everything...... His father died when he was young and so His mother found a new husband...... But His stepfather didn't liked him and keep on beating him really hard..... then His mother decided to send him here to Cagayan, far from P********..... and let His TITA take care of him..... but his TITA was not his real TITA, it was just only a friend of his mother..... and so... I don't know what he was doing.... but I think I've heard that he was the one to wash his own clothings, the one who cooked, and everything..... then "WE" just teased him because He was a late commers and His clothes were like rags, tattered, and even not ironed..... We could see that He always wears the same clothes everyday..... it even has a hole in the edge of it..... hahaiiizzZZZzzz..... Then our teacher also told us about the confrontation..... My teacher said that He choose to be late because if he is late, nobody would notice him, because everytime that he is being noticed, he gets teased...... And the last afternoon he had was that He was beaten really hard by all my GUYS classmates.... I mean.... One against all..... it's not even fair.... and like he had only 3 friends..... tsk3...... But above that He was really intelligent..... I swear...... He doesn't even study yet gets perfect sometimes...... but my classmates would doubt about it.... so even if he knew the right answer, he would just write the wrong ones..... huhuhu.... and my teacher was even crying when she told us that...... Then, I thought he wouldn't come back..... Then the next day... that was monday, I was just surprised when I saw him..... He was even earlier than me..... I even can't forget the thing that he has told me before..... and what he has done.... I did not even got a chance to thank him..... All these time I flunked on social stud. but he was good at it.... really..... But he didn't stand it out.... He transfered to another school and it was the last thing I've heard about him......

Then.... The person standing in front of me was just like him but is really different..... at first I've imagined that it was Him comming back... but come on..... wake up..... They are completely different...... The guy standing in front of me was a Star for everybody.... and the Guy I've known before was just like a Ghost...... really.... I've reflected it for a long time.... I didn't even bother the rain, or even the crowd..... Just then I heard one of mah friend said "woi!! completo napud imo day"..... and they showed, who was standng in front of me..... and I was distrated at that sight..... c'mon..... don't let THAT person ruined your last yr on high school...... Then... I just thought to myself..... They were 2 persons that has the same feature but has a different fate.......