Final Exam's are OVER!!!!! It's OVER!!!!

WohooooOOO..... Am I supposed to be happy or sad???? C'mon..... That was supposed to be my final exams in HIGH SCHOOL!!!! Hope so.... hahahaha.... the deliberation will be tomorrow.... but, no worries..... hah!! Kapal ko noh??!!! almost three weeks of TORTURE...... Term paper submission, and then the defense... Not to mention our PLAYFEST in which we were nominated into different categories, that was already an achievement... then the projects, the WAPI, ADD CAMPAIGN, the Computer FLASH animation==> see, I'm a BIG fan of ANIME... Guess what??!!! It's sooooOO Hard making just even a flash animation. There's also the Thesis, then the FINAL EXAMS..... Oh!! By the way, we just started practicing our graduation songs yesterday.

hahaiiiizzzZZzz...... Seems like it was just yesterday when I first started High school.... I don't have any friends yet except for my "used to be" BESTFRIEND, and then my classmate in grade school. For 4 years, us 3 didn't even got the chance to be classmates. That was because I'm, how should I put this???, DUMB I guess..... No, really... the classmate of mine in grade school was in the SEMI's class, then my "used to be" BESTFRIEND was in the HONORS class.... See??? Well, If we weren't separated, I'm sure that until now we're still BESTFRIENDz.... We've been friends for more or less 7 years already.... I've learned and experienced a lot of things, Success and Failures. Almost all of the nicest things in the world that you should experience is found in HIGH SCHOOL life. Well, not all in HIGH SCHOOL is nice....

So.... How should I summarized my 4years in high school??? Well.... shall I say, half of my life??? hahahaha..... I can really put it that way.... Since first year, I've really BLOOM (char!!), seriously I did. But there are things of me that changed, changes that should never supposed to occur. During my first year, I'm just this SUPER, and I mean SUPER SILENT GIRL at the back. When I started my 2nd year, I learned how to relate with my classmates. My 2nd year LIFE was a BLAST!!!! I experienced my FIRST Community Service "CS", I was assigned in the book center at the covered courts and that was during the DANCE SEMINAR WORKSHOP. While cleaning, a jalousie fell NEAR A STUDENT, one of my batchmates. Great, a total MESS!!! I created a SUPER BLAST in 2 sections in the 1st year.... LONG STORY that's why I HATE THEIR BATCH!!!!! sssshhhhh... no offense, but I really HATE THEIR BATCH..... and not to mention, due to misunderstanding (BASTAH LONG STORY)==> I got involve with a 4th year.... hahaha... I was only 2nd year and I BRAG a 4th year, a group of 4th year GUYS, I think that their group was like "REBEL" group, puro "LABAD".... Buti nalang, di nya ako sinugod, I'm really Dead, Worse than DEAD, although they keep on like STALKING something. and then here comes 3rd year.... I'm not going to explain more on my 3rd year, but I've got reasons why I can't explain it. and then, Here I am!!! 4th year..... Silent in class but Outrageous after class (in a good way of course). Someone once told me that being "SILENT yet TALKATIVE is a gift".... Char!!!

And that's the SHORT SUMMARY of my Highschool life....

Nganong "HARSH" keu ang mga people krn????

The people today has a different aura than yesterday..... I just don't know why..... hehehehe... Feel lang nako mag-write.... AnywayzzZZz..... I'll just tell you what had happen......

Yah right.... I just "LIKE" what happened yesterday... I though "HERSHEY" and I had this so called misunderstanding, after almost months of being like almost "nothing" "HERSHEY" just said "HI" to me!!!! but like !duh!... I didn't even remember if I said Hi back coz I was talking with mah classmate and then behind "HERSHEY" stood my a.k.a lil'siz and she also said Hi... I only remembered saying hi to mah a.k.a lil'siz.... but then, after the practice for the play (that was already past 6), mah "fwendz"==="NOT SO (now)"===="4given nah"==> just left me... huhuhu..... Imagine I was the only one walking on that DARK SIDEWALK!!!!! I was really upset, I mean there were a lot of them, but even so there were 2 of them that I expect wouldn't leave me behind... But they still did;-(

Then today was our CLASS HOLLIDAY!!!! Great, I went out at around 8:30 even though the plan was 7:30.... hahahaha (I'm ALWAYS an hour late).... and then kasabay ko si Ma'am Daphney(Dafney==Mah Fil. teach in 1st and 2ndyr). When we got off, she asked me "rhea, bkt hindi ka naka-uniform????"... and then I replied "ma'am Class Holliday, and Practice for our play".... and just when I'm about to went upstairs Ma'am Juby Car "yobi" was also going downstairs, I smiled, and she said "Good Luck sa Retreat"..... Hahahahaha...... napagkamalan ba akong "REGIS"?? Today's schedule was Regis' Retreat... and then when I reached our classroom I was surprised to see no one is there but Alvin's bag was there.... Then I hurried back and went to the covered courts, I then saw my classmates rehearsing.... During recess we've decided (me and dimple) to get the pastel from kareen and drop by the CMO for the PALANCA... On our way, I heard "PT"(believe me, you don't wanna know what's the meaning)called me from the 5th floor... Then during Lunch Lizbeth asked forgiveness for what they have done yesterday... AnywayzzZZz..... Lots did happen...

FRIENDSHIP

What comes into your mind when you hear the word friendship???? Syempre, all those great words like, companionship, belongingness, etc... If I ask you what would it take for a friendship to last????
Syempre, top most is being TRUE, honesty, loyalty, etc....

This Idea has gotten into my mind since a classmate of mine told me... just yesterday afternoon, during Filipino (we just had a play==EL FILI)... When suddenly "she"(my 'x' friend==>I know we're still friends but in a PLASTIC way) was reading their play.... friend#1 (one of my barkada) whispered "dili xa kabalo ug basa." OOOoopppzzZZZzz.... I know ur curious why we HATED (am I that harsh for using such a word??) her...... Awkiez... so para maka-relate kayo, I'll share the story....

Kasi naman, before, way back in 2nd yr, she was a transferee that time, she was fine, we got CLOSE because from the fact that we were classmates, we were also neigbors. Then it started 3rd yr, we are no longer classmates that time, syempre I'll hang out with my classmates more often but sabay pa rin kaming umuuwi. Then time comes that I had to hang with my classmates more often and didn't have time to hang on her because of projects and everything.... I thought she would understand.... but like... she was so obsessed, she even acts like she owns ME or something... she even acts more than my mom..... I mean, she always wants to know where are my errands. I can't go unless I asked permission on her, I need to set up time on my errands. Things that a mom does or things that an owner does. Even my mom doesn't do that to me. Then 4th yr comes.... Great!!!(in a bad way), we're classmates!!!! Then whenever I would hang out with my 3rd yr classmates she would get MAD, really really MAD.... What's with her???!!! I'm not her property!!!! Then we compromised about it, and things went well for some time.... Then another issue was up.... She begun to act like a SPOILED BRAT, everything she wants she really would like to get!!!! and then getting worse everyday... then she begun to act like me.... everything I have she would get... I got pissed!!!! Then she begun to compete on me.... I mean, am I a competition for you??? Why would you comete on me??? I mean you've got a nice house and everything, have BF (can't belive you've got one.. hahahaha), and brothers that cared for you... and I got none... so why would you compete on someone like me??? She always compare my grades..... ggggrrr..... Would a TRUE friend do that??? Syempre, due to her attitude WE don't like her.... We can't open it up to her because we know she would get it wrong.... She's always like that.... then it ended up on this, backbiting and everything.... Then this past few days she stopped going out with us.... She hangs with my other classmate.... remember the saying "BIRDS OF THE SAME FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER" hahaha.... But it's true.... They were totally alike.... attitudes and everything.... Whenever they are together there is only just one topic they always talk about and that is "BOYS".... hahahayyyzzZZzz.... from my point of view... they are really desperate!!!!

Then back to the scenario... When my friend#1 said that, awkiez.... lets name them.... friend#1 is D, and the other is G.... When D said "DILI sya kabalo ug basa", G caught us and asked if "nag-war napud mo???"... Then I told her everything.... Then she said, I was like a slave... She also said that I limit myself. Her point is that I'm like trapped in a cage that has an open door, I can be free if I want to... then this captured me: "ako bitaw, If I fon't like my friends I can HATE them and show them I hate them, even though I got no friends I can still continue my life." I mean, she has a point, but we are so much different. I can't live without friends... Life would be worthless without friends... Kayo??? If you were on the same situation as mine what would you do???

==>>> HahaiiizzzZZzz.... I missed those days.... Now, you really think that everything was over. I passed by you 3 times this week and you just ignore me. seems like I don't even exist.... oh well!!! It will be just weeks before I go.... I would go with nothing.....