Tampo2.....

Huhuhuhu......
I dunno why do I had this feeling right now.
I'm supposed to study for our long test in accounting, yet I wanted to write my mixed thoughts.
Here it goes... I know that this is such a nonsense but please bear with it.

Last saturday, a classmate of mine (MAYER) approached us (me and Wenai), while looking at dimple..... She said, "Hey!! Lahi na jud si dimple bah.... ana lge basta nka uyab nah??!!!"
and then I asked "huh??!!! wenai, kblo ka ani???"
then wenai replied "Nangutana man ko ni dimple and ingon ra xa BF ra daw nya... as in BEST FRIEND"

+YUPZ!!! She really said BF (daw)+

Then, just a while ago, before my unli stoped, we had a little conversation through SMS....
and I brought that thing up to her....
and you know what she replied to everything...

"NO COMMENT!!!!!"

Do I really deserve this??!!! I thought no more secrets!!! I know, I know... I'm being selfish here.... To think that she have only known him for about 3 months, while we've known her, like... EVERSINCE!!!!
see, for those past years, we share secrets and now... she's being secretive to me all of a sudden!!!! For the first time....


Then I'm thinking that I'm beginning to act like "IT" you know... being possessive and all. I mean, I don't have the right to be possessive and I can't know everything about her, but now.... I understand what "IT" felt. HahaiizzzZzz.... It has been quite a while since I've felt like this.... hmmm..... still reminiscing the 1st time I acted this way!!!
Aha!!! 2nd yr!!! when I met dimpz!!!! lol.... I was also acting selfishly with my used to be best friend since 4th grade, that time. The reason was that, since she's in the honors class and I'm just on a General section we had less time hanging out with each other..... then she found her NEW BEST FRIEND!!!! huhuhuhu.... but past is past.....

I know that this is just common among "US" teenagers. Its just common for her since she is pretty too.... There are only 3 of us left.... if you know what I mean.... Its just that I'm not used looking at her acting different. Besides Wenai, and I, doesn't approved with the guy coz...

1.) The guy is WAY WAY WAY MUCH MUCH OLD!!!!!
2.) Dimple said HE already has a BABY!!!
3.) He just kissed her on the cheeks in front of me, then that kiss meaned NOTHING??!!!!

The two reasons above is just enough... right??!!! Wenai and I, couldn't imagine her being with him!!! anywayz... we'll just support her with her decisions....

hahaha.... mag-chikka ra daw mi ana..

Memoirs of a person

I don't know, but I suddenly felt not writing anything at all....

hahaha.... It's so obvious from the title itself that I got my motivation from A Memoirs of a Geisha.
Just done watching it for the 2nd time on HBO. Now I was thinking on what to do, so I decided to write an entry but I was overpowered by my laziness again. Then I surfed some blogs and there's this particular blog I look up to, the user of course is a schoolmate of mine. You see, that particular blog has much stories to tell beyond what you can read. Upon reading, you'll learn a lot of things and new ideas. Swear, thats what u call "NOSEBLEED." Wish I could also write that way.

Anywayz, "anong Konek?" You see, I was struck by what Sayuri narrated on the last part :

"This is not a memoirs of an empress, nor of a queen, these
are memoirs of another kind."

You see, thats an autobiography of a geisha or entertainers; in the philippines, we call them hostess (GRO). No matter how small you stand in the world, no matter if to others you're a nobody, you still have some autobiography to tell on your own. We are the main characters of our own stories, and each of us has some unique and interesting stories to tell.

I know, you're thinking that I said I'll not write anything, I did. This isn't supposed to be what it contains, it supposed to be my memoirs but since I was overpwered by my laziness I ended up writing my thoughts instead. For me, the world is big and i'm just this small stepping stone, at some point in my lif e I also wanted to make a difference. Making a change and reflecting it on my memoirs would gratify me. For a well known person like the one I mentioned earlier, I bet his autobiography is also spectacular as he is, wish mine too.

blablabla.... instead of writing, why not acting..... oh well!!! so much for this post!!!!

Now or Never!!!

In History : History is based on events and most of all History does NOT repeat itself. To further explain what I meant, Today, July 15, 2008, at around 9:00 in the evening. I'm here sitting on my chair, in front of my computer, writing my blog entry. What I did today can also be done tomorrow, but the significant part is that tomorrow will never be July 15,2008. That means, what happened today might still happen in the future but the instances will always differ. It can also relate to the saying "What has been done has already been done and there is nothing more you could do to change it." By that saying we learn that everything we do affects us and also others, therefore we should make choices and decisions wisely.

An example would be what happened today. As I was walking along the hallway with my friends, headed for the book center and while talking to one of my classmate, I saw Kuya Dan. No matter how much I'd like to say "hi" to him
but I'm still talking to my classmate, so he might probably think I'm a SNOB. Then, after a while, but still talking to my classmate, I saw this familiar looking guy sitting quietly on the benches, like waiting for his friends or classmate while holding quietly his cellphone. I asked myself "why he look so familiar?" Then I realized he was my classmate in elementary and I haven't seen him for almost 5 years. That time I was thinking of approaching him, but when I already made up my mind, his classmates had arrived. In the end, I didn't have the chance to approached him but I'm quite sure that he still knew me. Now, I don't know when would it ever happen again but I'm sure that if it ever happens I would really take chances.

Most of all, all of us only has one chance of a lifetime, lucky are we if we can have it again, therefore we should grab the opportunity as soon as it headed our way. Who knows, maybe we can't have another second chances because second chances are only given to those who deserve them, so better risk today and have second chances tomorrow than regretting not doing anything at all.