2-3 weeks from now

"Better late than never" "Think of others first"

In every quotation, there's always an exception....

There are things which made me realize some things and rethink of what's best, mostly for me since I have to think first of myself before others --- self love kung baga --- and "they" taught me that today.

I think staying any longer would bring out the worst in me which I wouldn't want that happening, so while I still have a hold of myself, it's better for me to turn back. However, before doing "that" I wouldn't want them to think I'm running away from my obligations, so I've made a list of things I have to do before I do the final act. Besides, I consider this as a practice if in case I'll have to make one in the near future.

Things to do::

1. PAY ALL my debts
2. Finalize the b*****
3. tooommbbllliiirrzzz
4. "that"


I'm doing this for myself and for others as well. I wouldn't want them to suffer if I'll finally lose it. Furthermore, this would save me A LOT OF TIME, MONEY, and EFFORT. Lesser obligations, lesser problems. Now I can finally concentrate on getting that diploma. I'll start drafting "it" tomorrow. It's not like I play an important role anyway.

Just face that FACT that....

NORMALLY....

What's left are fragments of imaginations....

So now...

SO....

BUT.....

BESIDES.....

4th yr: 2nd Sem

Wow! I can't believe that 5 more months and I'm going to graduate from college. It's as if I'm.... wait.... I'm beginning to sound like a melodramatic person again... yeaaayy for my friends! Another entertainment....

Well... Enjoy =))


Anyway, where was I... right... I'm on a trance taking me to graduation day and having that moment where I'm finally getting that diploma --- which means,, no more studying and me making tons of fortune $$$$$ lotsalots of 'em ---- and if ever I'll get bored, or pretty much cracked then I can enroll on some other courses.... wait! I'm not yet even sure if I'm going to march on march,,, what stands between me and that diploma is well, I can mention 9 but let's just not, it's a different story...

October 31, 2011... Saw something... finally lose it.... and bummer!!! Well, the cards say PATIENCE is a VIRTUE!!! However, Time is GOLD!!! It could have been great if my fortune about our defense was correct... let's just hope it is, although it now falls on a different date..... And I really am crossing my fingers that that PATIENCE thing is not about graduation? Is it? No!! It can't be!! It shouldn't be!!! Well, it says my eyes are deceiving me and the truth lies beneath it or something.... or not...

I was having a conversation earlier with myself as to whether or not I should... turns out I think it was a waste.... wow! I'm really good at this --- i'm referring to the conversation, not the writing --- well... boo you!!

New year (celts)... New Sem.... and since it's all souls day, it is a tradition to bury something... and I'm burying YOU!!! you should be scarred though.... because I could be burying you literally, although I still haven't figure out how... but I think I'm making progress.... oh trust me! you'll get there eventually.... bwahahaha *evil laugh* --btw, it sounds better with sound effects... really


well... toodles.... gotta hit the bed before it hits me,,, classes starts tomorrow and I can't find my friggin validated slip...


(3W.I, Hermit.I, KC,2C,*Moon,*Temperance)