Back to December

I changed my mind about my previous post....

I've decided to write an entry because I dunno.... I just feel like doing so...

I was reading my entries again, particularly december entries, only to find out I didn't have any for the past 2 years... I don't know what happened, maybe I got busy with school activities....

Quick Review:: 2009 -- December where we got accepted as student volunteers, so we spent christmas doing stuffs like, christmas party at the park with the street children,,, and the christmas party for the sons/daughters of paid promiscuous women.

2010 -- December where I got accepted as JFINEX associate and had a christmas party with the officers at Opol beach....

Now what's new for this yr??

except for the fact that this will probably be my last december as a Student, a college student, nada!! I've read my december entries 4 yrs ago, dated back 2007, and wow! I'm still that same person. Nothing about me has changed, that's what I hate the most.... It feels like I'm on a stand still just sitting on a bench watching the world change. This was quite different from what I once thought. I mean, this was supposed to be "THAT" december..... and it was supposed to be "THAT" march,,, but that was just it. Things aren't what they seem they would be, and I can't do anything but to just go with the flow. Now this is what I call Life.

But that's not the reason why I'm writing this blog =P

I want to write to have a keepsake in the next years to come....

I'll start my new year's resolution: since I'll turn 20 next yr, I'll have 20 in my list....

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woooppzzz!!!! I can't telecast it here :P don't worry, I might publish it next year to see if I have accomplished all those things ;P

PS: Today was lizbeth's bday.... she invited us to go over for dinner, but since I think everyone's busy, considering that we're graduating students, too bad we can't go T_T Xavier Days was fun though... finally saw the awaited fireworks display....

2-3 weeks from now

"Better late than never" "Think of others first"

In every quotation, there's always an exception....

There are things which made me realize some things and rethink of what's best, mostly for me since I have to think first of myself before others --- self love kung baga --- and "they" taught me that today.

I think staying any longer would bring out the worst in me which I wouldn't want that happening, so while I still have a hold of myself, it's better for me to turn back. However, before doing "that" I wouldn't want them to think I'm running away from my obligations, so I've made a list of things I have to do before I do the final act. Besides, I consider this as a practice if in case I'll have to make one in the near future.

Things to do::

1. PAY ALL my debts
2. Finalize the b*****
3. tooommbbllliiirrzzz
4. "that"


I'm doing this for myself and for others as well. I wouldn't want them to suffer if I'll finally lose it. Furthermore, this would save me A LOT OF TIME, MONEY, and EFFORT. Lesser obligations, lesser problems. Now I can finally concentrate on getting that diploma. I'll start drafting "it" tomorrow. It's not like I play an important role anyway.

Just face that FACT that....

NORMALLY....

What's left are fragments of imaginations....

So now...

SO....

BUT.....

BESIDES.....