Whatever!!! I don't know if this is a bad omen or what..... I really hate those letters, especially if they're put together which could really create a "BAD WORD." Let's say, it's forbidden... hahahaha....
Shoot!! I entered High School unintentionally bearing that (glad I got through HS), and I am surely not gonna leave College with still that... although it's different this time, but it's still with the same letters. I can't really say the worst is over, it's still there and I know its gonna be there even if the world ends, or will probably reach 2013. Luck was never on my side, she's always busy wandering God-knows-where, so I should probably prepare myself for the party of the year which I think will be themed: Misfortune. I think I can beat Lemony Snicket's characters his series of unfortunate events, and take note, we're talking about real life unfortunate scenarios here.
Anyway, I got further away from my supposed to be issue here. What's been done is done. I got through with it before, I'm sure I can get out of this mess easily this time.
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Sunday, July 31, 2011
Deja Vu, Delusions, firsts, and so much more....
It's 12:30 am and I had a few drinks, 2 and a half shooottzz to be exact. One shot for each kind of drink.... hindi ko naman matanggihan.... hahahaha.... good thing na.realize sa "gunner" na I'm not used to drinking and said --- "ah... dili nka,, luoy na kaayo ka tan.awon... (after 2 shots pa lang)" hahahaha.... can't blame me,,, I turn red easily,, even just for a single drink pa lang... or 1 shot.... imagine... they said "pula na kaayo ka" after those 2 shots....
but before that..... yeah.. they finally spilled the beans... and it turns out I was right! I'm the only person who didn't know about the issue, even some of our "famileeee" who wasn't involve or didn't have anything to do with the issue knew about it. Though, my "pagmahai" was, if not gone, lessened because she told me that I should be the first person to know about the issue but I ran an errand during that time due to the demands of my "familleeee".... and she has to let out her feelings at that moment so she shared it to somebody.... and when I came back,, how naive of me not to notice anything. oh well, I guess everything happens for a reason.... If I knew about it a little earlier I don't know what or how am I supposed to act towards her... Anyway, I'll post an update as soon as the matter will be settled.
My friends told me I am naive, insensitive, blind, clueless, not observant, etc... you get the picture. A friend of mine also said "no wonder about the HS class incident... ---> the one where I am the person who was really involved but I really had no idea until the fated confrontation"... hahaha... that brings back memories... It's not that I am all those things, well I guess I am, but I am the person who does not jump into conclusions. I rather know things and even declare something based on evidences and when I am directly told. I love puzzles but don't get me wrong, I'm not good at putting them together in real scenarios especially if there are glitches. I want to know about the matters directly, no sugar coating or whatsoever, I just want to know about it direct, straightforward, and complete. of course I have gut feelings too but I don't want to assume although I do most of the time. They told me some of my characteristics/attitudes which I know nothing about... and to think I thought I already know myself.... They even told me I am really unpredictable and very hard to decipher, well that part.. I admit, I think so too.
This delusion is probably... I don't know! It's just that I don't put malice in everything, especially if it's with my friends. Like I said, although I have gut feelings already but I don't want to assume and declare since I don't want to eat my words.. Besides, it is nothing.. Everybody (most) rather, tell lies... or it is just NOTHING!!! plain nothing!!! although it would be better if..... it will be a roman holiday and you swept me off my feet... you can really take me... I can come with you, just say so.... hahahaha.... ok! this is due to excessive exposure to movies and fiction books.
but before that..... yeah.. they finally spilled the beans... and it turns out I was right! I'm the only person who didn't know about the issue, even some of our "famileeee" who wasn't involve or didn't have anything to do with the issue knew about it. Though, my "pagmahai" was, if not gone, lessened because she told me that I should be the first person to know about the issue but I ran an errand during that time due to the demands of my "familleeee".... and she has to let out her feelings at that moment so she shared it to somebody.... and when I came back,, how naive of me not to notice anything. oh well, I guess everything happens for a reason.... If I knew about it a little earlier I don't know what or how am I supposed to act towards her... Anyway, I'll post an update as soon as the matter will be settled.
My friends told me I am naive, insensitive, blind, clueless, not observant, etc... you get the picture. A friend of mine also said "no wonder about the HS class incident... ---> the one where I am the person who was really involved but I really had no idea until the fated confrontation"... hahaha... that brings back memories... It's not that I am all those things, well I guess I am, but I am the person who does not jump into conclusions. I rather know things and even declare something based on evidences and when I am directly told. I love puzzles but don't get me wrong, I'm not good at putting them together in real scenarios especially if there are glitches. I want to know about the matters directly, no sugar coating or whatsoever, I just want to know about it direct, straightforward, and complete. of course I have gut feelings too but I don't want to assume although I do most of the time. They told me some of my characteristics/attitudes which I know nothing about... and to think I thought I already know myself.... They even told me I am really unpredictable and very hard to decipher, well that part.. I admit, I think so too.
This delusion is probably... I don't know! It's just that I don't put malice in everything, especially if it's with my friends. Like I said, although I have gut feelings already but I don't want to assume and declare since I don't want to eat my words.. Besides, it is nothing.. Everybody (most) rather, tell lies... or it is just NOTHING!!! plain nothing!!! although it would be better if..... it will be a roman holiday and you swept me off my feet... you can really take me... I can come with you, just say so.... hahahaha.... ok! this is due to excessive exposure to movies and fiction books.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Now What?!?
Ok. Is this my official diary now? hahaha... I remember having one way back when I was in high school. After 3 years (I think) upon reading my daily journal, guess what?!? yup! LUOD!!! hahahaha.... so I ended up burning that notebook... I regret burning it na nuon... hahahaha.....
It was a fun day... (lol. just like a diary)... nothing special.... hahahaha.... ok. The friend I like less because that friend is friends with someone, i don't know how to explain it, let's just leave it at that. Anyway, we bumped into each other kanina, that friend talked to someone of course. And me, myself, and I... well... I ignored everything,, pretended to ignore everything. Someone don't have any clue that we're friends (maybe), and well,, I don't know if it's just me or what... basta! hahaha... samok! hirap i.explain.... Someone asked the super obvious question,, and of course he was answered an obvious answer --- "dili obvious??" ---- hahahaha.... bottom line... SO?? wala lang... hahaha....
it's just that after hearing several hours ago the acoustic version of the song which reminds me of someone and somebody..... I saw someone,,, and the turn of events?? well.... as of the moment,, it goes with my plans pa naman.... hahahahaha
Follow up::: I think after 19yrs of practice and expertise..... someone has seen through my lies..... nobody has seen through that act before.... or was I just really beginning to be a terrible liar?? and are my actions does not coincide with my words anymore?? I need some practice!!! hahahaha
It was a fun day... (lol. just like a diary)... nothing special.... hahahaha.... ok. The friend I like less because that friend is friends with someone, i don't know how to explain it, let's just leave it at that. Anyway, we bumped into each other kanina, that friend talked to someone of course. And me, myself, and I... well... I ignored everything,, pretended to ignore everything. Someone don't have any clue that we're friends (maybe), and well,, I don't know if it's just me or what... basta! hahaha... samok! hirap i.explain.... Someone asked the super obvious question,, and of course he was answered an obvious answer --- "dili obvious??" ---- hahahaha.... bottom line... SO?? wala lang... hahaha....
it's just that after hearing several hours ago the acoustic version of the song which reminds me of someone and somebody..... I saw someone,,, and the turn of events?? well.... as of the moment,, it goes with my plans pa naman.... hahahahaha
Follow up::: I think after 19yrs of practice and expertise..... someone has seen through my lies..... nobody has seen through that act before.... or was I just really beginning to be a terrible liar?? and are my actions does not coincide with my words anymore?? I need some practice!!! hahahaha
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