Win some yet you LOSE SOME!!!!!

HahaiiizZZZz...... I strongly agree that everything in this world needs sacrifice..... You just have to accept that you can't have everything in your grasp..... If you got good karma, expect that there is always that strong possibility that BAD KARMA will follow.

Just this week I was poured by BAD KARMAS, It isn't just any bad Karma. It was a KARMA that shattered my dream. The only dream that I had been holding on to. How can that dream be possibly taken away from my grasp in just a second? It seems like just a few minutes ago that dream was within my reach. I was really expecting for it to turn out good. I even wanted to sacrifice even my grades just to reach that.Actually I already had planned everything and then suddenly I felt that everything was taken away from me.

After that incident, it felt like I had no purposed to continue on striving. After all, my dreams were shattered already so how can I still continue like nothing just happened? I felt so down, darkness ruled over me. I don't want to be numb forever, I need to continue though I don't know where should I start. After all I don't have any goal anymore. Could God still gave me another goal to pursue, but when will it be? Time is running short, If I won't continue now there would be nothing left for me.

As I said If bAd KARMA occurs, GoOd KARMA will follow, it's just a cycle that we live on everyday. True, good Karma did follow. But that good karma is no longer important as of now. I can't change what had already happened, I wish I could. I hate it when time goes like this. Good thing there is always somebody whom I can rely on to during these tough times.