New Year + Christmas

New year + Christmas = BORING!!!!


Yep! This year was the most boring christmas ever as far as I can remember; and an indifferent new year.

I said to myself that I would keep this blog as condense as possible....

I've scanned some of my post last year and see for myself what have I accomplished, yet unfortunately my new year post was deleted and it said that it was due to changing my blog layout.... I wonder what have I written there last year.

THINGS TO BE THANKFUL LAST YEAR:

1.) Graduated!!!
2.) an indifferent year, yet I can consider it as a good year... well, at least better than worse...
3.) Seen my "lolo" even for the last time
4.) Experience with my pulpol
5.) acquired new gadgets!!!
6.) friendship recovered...
7.) more...

DOWNFALL LAST YEAR:

1.) I failed!!
2.) my lolo died
3.) My BLOG!!!! --> about the google and all
4.) I forgot...

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION:

1.) Do better with my studdies --> i'm in the point of giving up (shift)
2.) Not expecting anything!!!! ASSUMING for short!!!
3.) Move on....
4.) Let go...
5.) Its not a solution to throw something away to avoid something because it still stays in the mind... I figured out, all I have to do is accept and let go to forget.....



Pahabol lng (complexed personality) : I was about to let go again and already made up my mind, yet there's always an event occuring when my decision is final. Are those event suppose to happen to keep me holding from what i presume? or Im only the one giving meaning to those events because no matter how much good I lie to myself I still can't deny the fact that deep inside me I still cling to that small possibility?