PREOCCUPATION as of the moment

Ok. I'm just waiting for the right hour, and to be exact... I still have 7 more hours to go. Its like i'm waiting for a death sentence or something... haha! But its like a battle between, I dunno how should I say this, uhm...

"A MATTER BETWEEN LIFE and ANOTHER LIFE" its like a crossroad.

Ok. First of all, I'll be having a VACATION.... probably my only vacation in college for the summer coz im planning to take up summer the following years. And probably my LONGEST and also "THE EXPERIENCE"

The thing is, so I'll discuss first the first ROAD, my father left me a bargain and my mom too. Aside from having a ROAD TRIP again to mindoro, we'll also go all the way to Baguio, then on our way back, my father would left me at Pangasinan (on my aunt and grandmother on my mothers side); then on the 23rd or something, my mom would fetch me there. hah! can you believe that?!? By myself for like a MONTH!!! This is where I get to prove them wrong, that I can already be ALONE!!! ugh! But what else can I do about it, I'm already enrolled at a university here, so probably I'll no longer get to transfer schools.


The NEXT road would be If I stay here.
1.) I get to attend an ACTUAL DEBUT, the traditional one, the COTILLION. ugh! its supposed to be the 1st debut I could ever attend to!

2.) I'll be able to attend on one of my closest friends debut. And maybe another sleepover

3.) I get to know my grades... huhuhuhu! hope I didn't failed

4.) I could have summer class in order for me not to be an irregular next sem.

5.) I could spend a lot of time going out with my friends.


Ugh! what shall I choose?? I really wanted to attend the party, but I also wanted to have a vacation. oh! and btw, I'm having this headache and a light fever, might be the effect of my sinus. Is this a sign?!? but anyways, I'll get the invitation today at around 10:30, in case I'd think of a nice plan that I would get to have two... hahaha! best of both worlds!


Another thing, I had this weird DREAM, probably what they call a "deijavu." Its like I've dreamed on whats gonna happen the rest of the day, which is definitely COULD happen if it weren't for that dream. Like, I was given a second chance to correct everything.

Well, I guess... SEE U NEXT MONTH!!! My BURTHDEI!!!!