HahaiiizZZZz...... I strongly agree that everything in this world needs sacrifice..... You just have to accept that you can't have everything in your grasp..... If you got good karma, expect that there is always that strong possibility that BAD KARMA will follow.
Just this week I was poured by BAD KARMAS, It isn't just any bad Karma. It was a KARMA that shattered my dream. The only dream that I had been holding on to. How can that dream be possibly taken away from my grasp in just a second? It seems like just a few minutes ago that dream was within my reach. I was really expecting for it to turn out good. I even wanted to sacrifice even my grades just to reach that.Actually I already had planned everything and then suddenly I felt that everything was taken away from me.
After that incident, it felt like I had no purposed to continue on striving. After all, my dreams were shattered already so how can I still continue like nothing just happened? I felt so down, darkness ruled over me. I don't want to be numb forever, I need to continue though I don't know where should I start. After all I don't have any goal anymore. Could God still gave me another goal to pursue, but when will it be? Time is running short, If I won't continue now there would be nothing left for me.
As I said If bAd KARMA occurs, GoOd KARMA will follow, it's just a cycle that we live on everyday. True, good Karma did follow. But that good karma is no longer important as of now. I can't change what had already happened, I wish I could. I hate it when time goes like this. Good thing there is always somebody whom I can rely on to during these tough times.
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Monday, January 7, 2008
Starting my LAST QUARTER being a SENIOR!!!!!
Woooohhhh...... It's just 6weeks away from our GRADUATION!!!! I need to double my effort, time, and of course ENJOY my moments being in HIGH SCHOOL........ Kanina lang we just had an assignment nah..... and we had already passed our projects..... grabeh!!! Nag-defense na nga kami..... anywayzzZZZ.......
Monday: Just this morning, The weather was really COOOooollLLLl!!! (bbbbrrrr) I was chilling there..... On the way to the covered courts me, Wenai, and Dimple were talking about Anime of course..... Wenai just saw School days, so we were like chatting but unfortunately "BITIN" coz' the assembly starts nah.... so after the assembly we still continue on chatting about school days while going to the building..... When we had reached near the entrance suddenly I heard students calling "MY FAMILY NAME".... I just don't know why, then I saw Gabz (my former classmate in 2nd yr) calling my name, then when I looked back Coreine (also my former classmate in 1st yr) was also calling my name.... And then I didn't have any single Idea in mind,.... Then MY CLASSMATES (a lot of them) did joined... I just don't know who first started it and some students also joined (not my classmates).... Then I suddenly felt uneasy, and when I asked Alvin "Why??", he just shrugged his shoulders and went "Nothing"..... How can that possibly be??? And then when we reached 2nd floor (still going up) Dimple went like "rhean look!!!" I know what she means by that but still I said "Where"... then she said "There!" when I looked to where she is pointing, Eriko (I mean "Jericho R.") shouted "Hello *****.... woi!!! ***** Snobbish".... Syempre it will caught my attention but still trying to avoid. so in the end I didn't saw what Dimple wanted me to see... the she said "Nah.... He got inside the room nah".... and I said "It's New year, remmbr my resolution?".... and then
At Lunch: Salem joined us for lunch.... She argued with us kanina bout "CHILDHOOD FRIENDS== Only "1 out of 20" childhood friends end up TOGETHER"..... All of us disagreed with her... hahahaha...... all of us thinks that "7 out of 10" childhood friends end up together,,,, I mean There is a strong possibility naman diba???? Kasi..... While eating Salem saw a girl and a boy in the gradeschool covered courts probably those two were still in grade3..... Then She just said to herself "Sweet keu sila==> Ibog sad tah dah, ako tawon dako nako pero wala pay ako, Sagdi lang COMMING nah!!!"..... Syempre she is sitting beside me so I overheard her and was LAUGHING REALLY REALLY HARD!!!!! I mean, If you were in my situation, you would probably laugh too.... Then we ended up in that discussion...... Then she was like defending herself "Prove it that a lot end up together, name somebody you know"..... we were really LAUGHING VERY HARD.... and were like "BASED ON EXPERIENCE, ANG CHILDHOOD FRIEND MAN GYUD NI SALEM NANGUYAB SA LAIN"..... Salem got irritated when we make up stories... hehehehe...... She started it!!!!!
Monday: Just this morning, The weather was really COOOooollLLLl!!! (bbbbrrrr) I was chilling there..... On the way to the covered courts me, Wenai, and Dimple were talking about Anime of course..... Wenai just saw School days, so we were like chatting but unfortunately "BITIN" coz' the assembly starts nah.... so after the assembly we still continue on chatting about school days while going to the building..... When we had reached near the entrance suddenly I heard students calling "MY FAMILY NAME".... I just don't know why, then I saw Gabz (my former classmate in 2nd yr) calling my name, then when I looked back Coreine (also my former classmate in 1st yr) was also calling my name.... And then I didn't have any single Idea in mind,.... Then MY CLASSMATES (a lot of them) did joined... I just don't know who first started it and some students also joined (not my classmates).... Then I suddenly felt uneasy, and when I asked Alvin "Why??", he just shrugged his shoulders and went "Nothing"..... How can that possibly be??? And then when we reached 2nd floor (still going up) Dimple went like "rhean look!!!" I know what she means by that but still I said "Where"... then she said "There!" when I looked to where she is pointing, Eriko (I mean "Jericho R.") shouted "Hello *****.... woi!!! ***** Snobbish".... Syempre it will caught my attention but still trying to avoid. so in the end I didn't saw what Dimple wanted me to see... the she said "Nah.... He got inside the room nah".... and I said "It's New year, remmbr my resolution?".... and then
At Lunch: Salem joined us for lunch.... She argued with us kanina bout "CHILDHOOD FRIENDS== Only "1 out of 20" childhood friends end up TOGETHER"..... All of us disagreed with her... hahahaha...... all of us thinks that "7 out of 10" childhood friends end up together,,,, I mean There is a strong possibility naman diba???? Kasi..... While eating Salem saw a girl and a boy in the gradeschool covered courts probably those two were still in grade3..... Then She just said to herself "Sweet keu sila==> Ibog sad tah dah, ako tawon dako nako pero wala pay ako, Sagdi lang COMMING nah!!!"..... Syempre she is sitting beside me so I overheard her and was LAUGHING REALLY REALLY HARD!!!!! I mean, If you were in my situation, you would probably laugh too.... Then we ended up in that discussion...... Then she was like defending herself "Prove it that a lot end up together, name somebody you know"..... we were really LAUGHING VERY HARD.... and were like "BASED ON EXPERIENCE, ANG CHILDHOOD FRIEND MAN GYUD NI SALEM NANGUYAB SA LAIN"..... Salem got irritated when we make up stories... hehehehe...... She started it!!!!!
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Planning My 2008!!!!!
GGgggggrrrrRRRrr....... Guess What???? I LOST my post juz because of trying to change this layout.......sheeezzzZZZzzz......... And to think that I putted my Heart into that previous post....... That was my first post on the year 2008!!!!
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