Cruel World

Urrgghh... the frustration of Job hunting....

Actually, di man ko frustrated sa pag.job hunt it's because wala man ko nag.exert ug todo2 effort,,, pero sa ngalan lang na SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE kay naa nai JOB and ako wala pah?!?!? with matching SMILEY FACE pah hah!!!! PAETA!!! Di hamak naman na mas deserve ko the job kaysa u know..... Mao nah ang FRUSTRATING!!!!! pero k thnx bye,,,, di ko type the company eh.... bwahahaha.... plus someone told me not to go down to their level and compare myself with them..... soooo move on na tiii.....,,, guess am not yet ready afterall....

Lord naman.... I'm almost 20!!! No plans in life..... hahaiiizzz.... sabi ko pa sa sarili ko before,,, when I turn 20 and I still have no job, I'll pursue higher education.... Still torn between Law and MBA,,, hahaiiizzz... Divine intervention asan ka na?!?!

Where art thou people when thy need them the most..... Inspiration saan ka na nilagay ni Lord?? Motivation pati ba naman ikaw?? Maski si persistence wala rin.... pano na?!? Tapos bored na bored na talaga ako... well at least am still enjoying life... hahaiiizzz....

Soul searching?? hahahaha.... meron ba ako nun?? soul?? hahahaha.... joke! malamang....

WANTS maging:

1. CFA -- hahahaha.... Too bad jugokernz ko...
2. Lawyer - poor naman ako sa memorization... hahaiiizzz
3. Professional Photographer - hobby lang
4. (frustrated) Writer -- hahaha.. walang talent
5. (frustrated) Artist/Painter -- Labaw na walay potential
6. (frustrated) DJ -- hahaha... sauna siguro pwede pa,, karon.. waz nah... bulol na eh
7. Event Planner/Organizer/Designer -- Kaya ko ba?? NOOOO!!!!
8. Travel Host -- I WISH!!!

Sigh!! Di ko ma.reach dreams koooo..... Nothing but a dream,,,,, when will I wake up?!?!? buhusan nyo na ako ng malamig na tubig with ICE para mahimasmasan pls....



3 MORE CRUCIAL DAYS T_T